I did my first bookstore visit. Sarah arranged for me to meet with the buyer at the independent bookstore in Great Falls — a woman named Jess who has run the store for twelve years and who read the advance copy and called Sarah before the visit to say she wanted a prominent display. She showed me where the book was going to sit: front table, facing out, between two other regional authors. I stood in front of the empty space that was going to be the book and felt something I don't have a good word for. Pre-presence. The shape of something before it's there.
Jess asked if I'd be willing to do a reading at the store in late May or June. I said yes before I thought about it, which is probably the correct way to make decisions you're afraid of. She said they usually get thirty to forty people for regional authors they're enthusiastic about. Thirty to forty people. I thought about Tom's launch — fifty-one people in the Denton County Library — and how I'd thought that was a crowd beyond imagining. This is what happens when you keep doing the thing: the next thing becomes possible.
The farrier schedule is full through May, which is the seasonal reality of ranching in spring — every horse in central Montana needs its feet done before the summer work begins. I'm doing twelve to fourteen horses a day, which is at the edge of what's sustainable without cutting corners, and I don't cut corners. The horses in this county are my reputation. I stay within what I can do right.
Patrick passed a milestone I didn't tell him I was watching for: he fed the barn cats every morning this week by himself, which requires carrying the bag from the mudroom to the barn, scooping into the bowls, and returning. It sounds small. It isn't small. It's exactly the size of what it means to maintain your own life inside a body that's becoming harder to live in. I watched from the kitchen window and was very grateful for the window.
Pasta carbonara on Wednesday evening — eggs and guanciale and pecorino and a lot of black pepper, made in the time it takes to boil the pasta. A quick meal for a long day. Some food is about the occasion and some food is just about the fact that you need to eat at eight p.m. and the day was good anyway.
The carbonara on Wednesday was honest food — fast, direct, no pretense — and that’s the kind of cooking I keep coming back to after days that have asked a lot. These mushroom bundles carry the same spirit: they look like you did more than you did, and they come together in the window between getting home and needing to sit down. A little butter, a little pastry, something warm on the table. Some days that’s exactly enough.
Mushroom Bundles
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 20 min | Total Time: 35 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 8 oz cremini or button mushrooms, finely chopped
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter
- 2 cloves garlic, minced
- 1/4 cup shallots, finely diced
- 2 tablespoons fresh thyme leaves (or 1 teaspoon dried)
- 2 tablespoons dry white wine or chicken broth
- 3 oz cream cheese, softened
- Salt and freshly ground black pepper, to taste
- 1 sheet frozen puff pastry, thawed (about 9x9 inches)
- 1 egg, beaten (for egg wash)
- Fresh parsley, chopped, for garnish
Instructions
- Preheat oven. Heat oven to 400°F. Line a baking sheet with parchment paper and set aside.
- Cook the filling. Melt butter in a skillet over medium heat. Add shallots and cook 2–3 minutes until softened. Add garlic and cook 30 seconds more. Add mushrooms and thyme, season with salt and pepper, and cook 5–7 minutes until mushrooms release their liquid and the pan is nearly dry.
- Deglaze and finish. Add the wine or broth and stir, scraping up any browned bits. Cook another minute until liquid is absorbed. Remove from heat and stir in cream cheese until fully combined. Let the mixture cool for 5 minutes.
- Cut the pastry. Unfold the thawed puff pastry on a lightly floured surface and cut into 4 equal squares.
- Fill and bundle. Spoon about 2 tablespoons of mushroom filling into the center of each square. Gather the four corners of the pastry up and over the filling, pinching firmly to seal and form a bundle shape. Place on the prepared baking sheet.
- Egg wash. Brush each bundle generously with beaten egg to encourage browning.
- Bake. Bake 18–20 minutes, until pastry is deep golden and puffed. Let rest 3–5 minutes before serving. Garnish with fresh parsley.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 6g | Fat: 21g | Carbs: 24g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 290mg