January 2025. The editing continues. The visits continue. The cooking continues. The chain continues. I am working on the final chapters of the book — the chapters about the grandchildren, about the passing forward, about Ethan's challah and Sophie's latkes and the seven-year-old's recipe for "Bubbe's Soup" (put water, put chicken, put salt, put love, wait a long time) — and the writing about the grandchildren is joyful, the one part of the book that is not threaded with grief, the one part where the chain is growing rather than wearing, where the links are being added rather than strained.
I sent the revised manuscript to Rachel on Monday. She reads it. She sends it to Sarah. Sarah reads it. They call me together, on a conference call, and they say, "Ruth, the book is ready." Ready. The book is ready. Eleven chapters, revised, edited, polished, ready. The book about Sylvia's kitchen and Irving's silence and Marvin's love and the challah and the brisket and the chain — the book is ready. It will be published in spring 2026. Fourteen months. The countdown begins.
I made a celebration dinner — for one. Brisket. Challah. A glass of wine. One place setting. The Shabbat candlesticks. The celebration of a woman alone at a table who has written a book and whose book is ready and whose family is in White Plains and Manhattan and Tel Aviv and Cedarhurst and everywhere except this kitchen, and the kitchen holds the celebration anyway, because the kitchen holds everything, because the kitchen is the center, because the kitchen is the chain, and the chain holds me when I cannot hold myself.
When the brisket was gone and the challah was down to its last heel and the wine was nearly finished, I wanted something small and sweet — the kind of thing you make not because a recipe demands it, but because the meal isn’t complete without it. Apples have always meant sweetness and new beginnings in my family’s kitchen, and here I was, at the edge of something new: a book, ready, counted down to spring. These Mini Apple Turnovers felt exactly right — small enough for one, warm enough for the occasion, and sweet in the way that only an ending that is also a beginning can be.
Mini Apple Turnovers
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 22 minutes | Total Time: 42 minutes | Servings: 8 turnovers
Ingredients
- 1 sheet frozen puff pastry, thawed
- 2 medium apples (Granny Smith or Honeycrisp), peeled, cored, and finely diced
- 3 tablespoons granulated sugar
- 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
- 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
- 1 tablespoon lemon juice
- 1 tablespoon unsalted butter
- 1 tablespoon cornstarch
- 1 egg, beaten (for egg wash)
- 1 tablespoon coarse sugar or turbinado sugar (for topping)
Instructions
- Preheat oven. Heat oven to 400°F. Line a baking sheet with parchment paper and set aside.
- Make the apple filling. In a small saucepan over medium heat, melt the butter. Add the diced apples, sugar, cinnamon, nutmeg, and lemon juice. Cook, stirring occasionally, for 5–6 minutes until the apples have softened slightly. Stir in the cornstarch and cook 1 more minute until the filling thickens. Remove from heat and allow to cool for 10 minutes.
- Cut the pastry. On a lightly floured surface, unfold the puff pastry sheet and roll it gently to smooth any creases. Cut into 8 equal squares, approximately 4 inches each.
- Fill and fold. Spoon about 1 tablespoon of apple filling into the center of each square. Fold each square diagonally to form a triangle. Press the edges firmly together with a fork to seal.
- Apply egg wash and sugar. Arrange the turnovers on the prepared baking sheet. Brush the tops with beaten egg, then sprinkle with coarse sugar.
- Bake. Bake for 18–22 minutes, until the turnovers are deep golden brown and puffed. Check at 18 minutes — every oven is different, and these go quickly.
- Cool slightly and serve. Allow to rest for 5 minutes before serving. They are best warm, eaten quietly, at a table set for one or for many.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 195 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 10g | Carbs: 25g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 105mg