The week after the Fourth is always a recovery week, for the pitmaster and the smoker both. Uncle Clyde's drum needs cleaning — the grease trap emptied, the grates scrubbed, the firebox swept of ash. I do this every time after a big cook, the same way Uncle Clyde did it, the same way he taught me: with care, with gratitude, with the understanding that maintaining your tools is as important as using them. A smoker that's neglected is a smoker that produces bad smoke, and bad smoke is worse than no smoke, the way a bad word is worse than silence.
Rosetta was on me about the sickle cell fundraiser planning. It's two weeks away — the sixth annual — and there's a list of things to do that she keeps on the refrigerator in handwriting so neat it looks printed. Rosetta's lists are their own form of authority. When something is on Rosetta's list, it gets done, not because the list demands it but because the woman who wrote the list does, and Rosetta's will is the most powerful force in our household, more powerful than gravity and significantly more persistent.
The list includes: confirm pork shoulder order with Jerome (done), coordinate with the church kitchen for sides (in progress), arrange tables and chairs from the community center (Walter Jr. is handling this, which means it's handled), print flyers (Marcus is designing them, which means they'll be beautiful and late), and write Earl's speech (not done, not started, not something I want to think about).
I don't like giving speeches. I am a man who expresses himself through smoke and meat, not words. But every year at the fundraiser, I stand at the microphone and say something about Denise, and about sickle cell, and about why we're all there. Every year it's the hardest two minutes of my life. Not because I don't have things to say, but because the things I have to say are wrapped in a grief so deep that pulling them to the surface feels like pulling bones from a rib — necessary, painful, and you hope you don't break anything in the process.
This week I kept it simple in the kitchen. Monday I made a pot of red beans and rice — a New Orleans tradition, not a Memphis one, but Rosetta has Louisiana family and she taught me the recipe twenty years ago and now it's mine. Dried red kidney beans soaked overnight, simmered with smoked sausage (my own, from the freezer), the holy trinity of onion, celery, and bell pepper, and enough garlic to ward off vampires and in-laws. You cook it low for four hours, stirring occasionally, and by the time it's done, the beans have broken down into a creamy, thick stew that sits on top of the rice like a blanket on a sleeping child. Comfort food. The kind of food that says everything is going to be okay, whether or not that's true.
Thursday I visited Mama. She was having a mixed day — clear on some things, foggy on others. She remembered that the fundraiser was coming up and asked how many shoulders I was smoking. I said eight. She said Uncle Clyde would have done ten. I said Uncle Clyde had more help. She said, "You've got Walter Jr." I said, "Walter Jr. can't smoke." She said, "Then teach him." And there was Pearlie Mae Johnson, seventy-eight years old, in an assisted living facility, still dispensing wisdom like it was cornbread — freely, warmly, and with the absolute certainty that you needed it whether you knew it or not.
Leaving Mama that Thursday, I needed something bright — something with a little life to it, because she’d given me more than I expected and I didn’t want to let that feeling go quiet. The black beans and rice were already on my mind from earlier in the week, but I wanted to lift them, put some citrus and green on top of all that warmth. That’s how this lime cilantro chicken came together — not from a recipe card, but from a mood. Here’s how I made it.
Lime Cilantro Chicken with Mixed Rice and Black Beans
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 35 minutes | Total Time: 50 minutes | Servings: 4 to 6
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs boneless, skinless chicken thighs, cut into 1-inch pieces
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 1 teaspoon kosher salt, divided
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1 teaspoon cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1 small yellow onion, diced
- 1 green bell pepper, diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 cup long-grain white rice
- 1/2 cup wild rice blend
- 1 can (15 oz) black beans, drained and rinsed
- 2 cups low-sodium chicken broth
- Zest and juice of 2 limes
- 1/3 cup fresh cilantro, chopped, plus more for serving
- Optional: sliced avocado and sour cream for serving
Instructions
- Season the chicken. In a large bowl, toss chicken pieces with smoked paprika, cumin, garlic powder, 1/2 teaspoon salt, and black pepper until evenly coated.
- Brown the chicken. Heat olive oil in a large, deep skillet or Dutch oven over medium-high heat. Add chicken in a single layer and cook 3 to 4 minutes per side until golden brown. Transfer to a plate; chicken does not need to be cooked through yet.
- Build the base. Reduce heat to medium. In the same pan, add onion and bell pepper. Cook 4 to 5 minutes, stirring occasionally, until softened. Add minced garlic and cook 1 minute more until fragrant.
- Add the rice. Stir in white rice and wild rice blend, toasting with the vegetables for about 1 minute.
- Simmer together. Pour in chicken broth, lime juice, and remaining 1/2 teaspoon salt. Stir in black beans and nestle the browned chicken back into the pan. Bring to a boil, then reduce heat to low. Cover tightly and cook 20 to 22 minutes, until rice is tender and liquid is absorbed.
- Finish and rest. Remove from heat and let the pan sit covered for 5 minutes. Fluff gently with a fork, then stir in lime zest and fresh cilantro.
- Serve. Spoon into bowls and top with additional cilantro, sliced avocado, or a dollop of sour cream if desired. Serve hot.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 420 | Protein: 32g | Fat: 9g | Carbs: 52g | Fiber: 7g | Sodium: 580mg