September. The move to Cascade Heights is five weeks away. Packing has begun — Derek made a room-by-room inventory with color-coded labels because of course he did. The man packs the way he does everything: systematically, thoroughly, and with a level of organization that makes me feel both loved and slightly exhausted. I am packing the kitchen, because nobody touches my kitchen things. The cast iron skillets — Mama's and mine. The Folgers can. The KitchenAid mixer (a Brenda's Kitchen replacement, bought in 2019 when the old one died). The measuring cups I don't use but keep because measuring cups are hope — they say: I might measure someday.
Curtis is quiet about the move. He's lived in this townhouse for two years — the converted basement, the accessible apartment, the space Derek built. He doesn't love change. He endures it. When I asked if he was okay with moving, he said, "Cascade Heights?" I said, "Yes." He said, "I know Cascade Heights." He does. He knows it the way he knows his own hands. He was there for forty-five years. He raised us there. He lost Mama there. He's going back. The going back might be harder for him than for me because his memories are older and the house he remembers is three streets away with another family's curtains.
Set the Table enrollment for the fall: fifty girls. FIFTY. Two locations. The growth is organic and relentless, like collard greens — you plant a little and the thing takes over the garden. The nonprofit board meets monthly now. Vanessa runs the meetings with the same efficiency she brings to nursing shifts. Derek manages the budget. Patricia handles legal. And I — I cook with the girls. That's my job now. Not administration. Not fundraising. Cooking. The thing I was always meant to do. The rest is structure around the purpose. The purpose is a girl with a spatula discovering she's worth a real meal.
Made a last-hurrah meal in the College Park kitchen — Mama's fried chicken, the real recipe, the full spread. A farewell to the kitchen that held my rebuilding. Curtis ate two pieces. I ate two pieces. Zoe ate one and said, "This is the last time in this kitchen." I said, "The food doesn't know what kitchen it's in. The food knows who made it." The food knows. The food always knows.
After we finished the chicken and pushed back from the table, I wanted something bright — something that didn’t feel like an ending but like a clearing. Lemon does that for me. It cuts through the heavy and says: something clean is coming. I made these bars in that College Park kitchen with the afternoon light coming through the window one last time, and I thought about how Mama used to say that a good dessert is just a meal telling you it loved you on the way out. These are that. Simple, light, a little tart — exactly right for a kitchen you’re saying goodbye to.
Lemon Angel Cake Bars
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 30 min | Total Time: 45 min | Servings: 16 bars
Ingredients
- 1 box (16 oz) angel food cake mix
- 1 can (21 oz) lemon pie filling
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 1/4 teaspoon almond extract (optional)
- Powdered sugar, for dusting
Instructions
- Preheat & prep. Preheat oven to 350°F. Lightly coat a 9x13-inch baking pan with nonstick spray and set aside.
- Mix the batter. In a large bowl, combine the dry angel food cake mix, lemon pie filling, vanilla extract, and almond extract (if using). Stir together until fully incorporated — the batter will be thick and slightly sticky. Do not add any additional water or eggs; the pie filling provides all the moisture needed.
- Spread & smooth. Pour the batter into the prepared pan and spread evenly to the edges with a spatula. The batter should fill the pan in a relatively uniform layer.
- Bake. Bake at 350°F for 25–30 minutes, until the top is lightly golden and a toothpick inserted in the center comes out clean. The bars will spring back slightly when touched.
- Cool completely. Remove from the oven and allow the bars to cool in the pan for at least 20 minutes before cutting. They firm up as they cool.
- Cut & dust. Once cooled, cut into 16 bars. Dust generously with powdered sugar just before serving.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 145 | Protein: 2g | Fat: 0g | Carbs: 34g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 210mg