Summer solstice. June 21st. The longest day — nineteen hours and twenty-one minutes of daylight, and the remaining hours are not dark but a luminous twilight that never fully surrenders to night. At midnight, the sky is a pale, impossible blue-gray, the mountains silhouetted against a horizon that refuses to go dark. It's beautiful and disorienting and entirely Alaskan, this refusal of darkness, this insistence on light even when the calendar says it's time to sleep.
I stayed up until midnight. Not by choice — my body simply wouldn't shut down with the sun still technically up, and the blackout curtains were no match for the glow leaking around their edges. So I cooked. Because that's what I do when sleep won't come and the light is infinite and the kitchen is the room that makes sense at every hour.
The summer cooking marathon has officially begun. My goal for the summer: cook and document every recipe in Lourdes's repertoire. Not just the greatest hits — the adobo, the sinigang, the lumpia — but the entire catalog. The weeknight dinners nobody photographs. The emergency meals made from whatever's in the fridge. The dishes she makes from memory that have no name, no recipe card, no written record anywhere — they exist only in her hands and her timing and the way she tilts the pan.
Tonight: pork adobo, the slow version. Not the weeknight thirty-minute version but the weekend version where you marinate the pork overnight in vinegar and soy and garlic and peppercorns, then braise it for two hours on the lowest heat until the meat is falling apart and the sauce has reduced to a dark, glossy, almost-syrup that clings to every surface. This is the adobo for solstice night — the version that requires time, the version that says: the light is not leaving, so neither am I.
I photographed the pork at every stage. Raw, in its marinade, browning in the pan, simmering, finished. Each photo captures a transformation — meat becoming meal, ingredients becoming dinner, the separate things combining into something that is more than their sum. This is what cooking is. This is what the blog is. This is what I'm doing with the remains of my breakdown: transforming the raw into the finished, the pain into the plate, the floor into the standing.
At 1 AM, I ate the adobo. The sky outside was dusky blue. The pork was tender. The sauce was dark. The apartment smelled like vinegar and garlic and the particular patience of a recipe that takes two hours because some things can't be rushed. Not adobo. Not recovery. Not the longest day. I ate, and the light held, and I held with it.
The adobo braised for two hours because it had to — that’s just the nature of the slow version, the one that asks you to stay up and trust the process. While I waited, I pulled out a second project for the solstice night: Jessica’s Marinated Chickpeas, another recipe that lives or dies by how long you let it sit. There’s something about overnight food that feels right when you’re cataloguing Lourdes’s repertoire — the idea that you start a thing before bed and wake up to something transformed, the flavors deepened and settled into each other the way memory settles into understanding. I made these for the days ahead, because a summer of cooking every recipe she knows is also a summer of having something good already waiting in the fridge.
Jessica’s Marinated Chickpeas
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Marinate Time: 8 hours (overnight) | Total Time: 8 hours 10 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 2 cans (15 oz each) chickpeas, drained and rinsed
- 1/4 cup olive oil
- 3 tablespoons red wine vinegar
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt, plus more to taste
- 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
- 1/4 red onion, finely diced
- 1 roasted red pepper (jarred is fine), finely diced
- 1/3 cup fresh flat-leaf parsley, roughly chopped
Instructions
- Make the marinade. In a large bowl, whisk together the olive oil, red wine vinegar, garlic, oregano, smoked paprika, cumin, salt, and black pepper until fully combined.
- Add the vegetables. Stir in the red onion and roasted red pepper, letting them sit in the marinade for a minute while you prep the chickpeas.
- Combine. Add the drained chickpeas to the bowl and toss well to coat every bean in the marinade. Fold in the parsley.
- Marinate overnight. Transfer to a covered container or jar and refrigerate for at least 8 hours — overnight is ideal. The chickpeas will absorb the marinade and the flavors will deepen considerably.
- Taste and adjust. Before serving, taste and adjust salt, vinegar, or olive oil as needed. Serve cold or at room temperature, straight from the fridge or alongside eggs, flatbread, or grains.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 210 | Protein: 8g | Fat: 11g | Carbs: 23g | Fiber: 6g | Sodium: 290mg