July 2036. Twentieth camp. I made this number official at the start-of-camp meeting — told the staff it was my twentieth training camp. Coach Rodriguez said he remembered the third one, when I didn't know what I was doing with the blocking scheme and ran the same wrong play for two weeks before figuring out why it wasn't working. Coach Miller said he remembered the seventh, when the water heaters in both locker rooms broke on the same Monday. I remembered the first one, in 2017, when I was thirty-eight years old and running camp at Eldorado Prep for the first time and I genuinely didn't sleep the night before because I was so afraid of getting it wrong.
Twenty camps. I've run sessions in a hundred-and-six-degree heat and in rain that made the field a swamp. I've sent boys to college programs and watched some of them go on to professional careers. I've had players who broke my heart with their choices off the field and players who changed the program's culture by example alone. I've lost games I should have won and won games I had no business winning. I've done the work. I've earned the twenty.
But I'm starting to feel the question building underneath everything else, the way a fault builds pressure underground. At some point the ground moves. I don't know when. What I know is that Caleb Park is a senior this year and that after this season, there won't be a reason to delay the question anymore.
Lisa made green chile chicken for the staff Wednesday. I watched her walk across the field with the carriers and felt something in my chest that was, I think, gratitude of a very specific kind — the gratitude for a person who has shown up for your thing for twenty consecutive summers and never once acted like it was a sacrifice. She says it isn't. I believe her. That makes it more, not less.
I’m not a cook — Lisa is the cook — but after she carried those carriers across the field Wednesday I asked her what was in it, and she walked me through the logic of it: roasted corn, fresh jalapeños, cream cheese, bacon, cheddar, all of it pulled together into something that tastes like it belongs at a long table with people who’ve worked hard. That’s the closest I can get to green chile chicken in my own hands, and honestly, the jalapeño popper corn salad she pointed me toward hits the same register — bright heat, something rich underneath, the kind of food that feels like an occasion even when it’s a Wednesday.
Jalapeño Popper Corn Salad
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 10 minutes | Total Time: 25 minutes | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 6 ears fresh corn, husked (or 4 1/2 cups frozen corn, thawed)
- 4 jalapeños, seeded and finely diced (leave seeds in 1 for extra heat)
- 8 oz cream cheese, softened
- 1/2 cup sour cream
- 1 1/2 cups shredded sharp cheddar cheese, divided
- 6 strips thick-cut bacon, cooked crisp and crumbled
- 3 green onions, thinly sliced
- 2 cloves garlic, minced
- 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt, plus more to taste
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 2 tablespoons fresh cilantro, chopped (optional)
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
Instructions
- Char the corn. Heat a large cast-iron skillet or grill pan over medium-high heat. Brush corn ears lightly with olive oil. Cook, turning occasionally, until kernels are golden and lightly charred in spots, about 8—10 minutes. Let cool slightly, then cut kernels from the cob.
- Soften the jalapeños. In the same pan over medium heat, add the diced jalapeños and garlic. Cook, stirring, for 2—3 minutes until softened and fragrant. Remove from heat and let cool for 5 minutes.
- Make the creamy base. In a large bowl, beat the cream cheese with the sour cream and lime juice until smooth. Stir in smoked paprika, salt, and pepper. Fold in 1 cup of the shredded cheddar.
- Combine. Add the charred corn, sautéed jalapeños and garlic, half the crumbled bacon, and half the green onions to the cream cheese mixture. Stir gently until everything is evenly coated.
- Top and serve. Transfer to a serving dish. Top with the remaining 1/2 cup cheddar, remaining bacon, remaining green onions, and cilantro if using. Serve warm or at room temperature.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 10g | Fat: 22g | Carbs: 20g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 420mg