Four weeks until Las Cruces. I'm planning the July trip with the same precision I give to a game plan — timing, logistics, contingencies. The camp runs Monday through Thursday. We'll arrive Saturday, give the parents and grandparents two days before the camp starts, stay through Sunday when it ends. Seven days total. A week in my hometown. I need it more than I usually admit before I get there.
Sofia and I ran six miles on Saturday morning together, her training plan in full effect. She ran at my pace for four miles and then pushed ahead for the last two. I let her go. She finished about ninety seconds before me and was standing with her hands on her hips, not breathing hard, waiting. At eight years old. I said, "How are you not more tired?" She said, "I paced myself." At eight years old, she knows how to pace herself. I'm forty and still learning.
Made a big batch of green chile stew this week — pork shoulder, green chile, potatoes, garlic, onion, slow-cooked all day Sunday. The freezer is getting a restock before the season starts. I make this batch in late June every year before the summer scramble of training camp and 7-on-7 and recruiting trips and all the things that eat the summer from the middle out. Having six quarts of green chile stew in the freezer means there's always a right answer for dinner, which matters during a season when answering the question of dinner is sometimes the hardest thing I do all day.
Three more weeks. The mountains are calling, the chiles are growing in the Hatch valley, my parents are waiting. This is the pull of home — not dramatic, not urgent, just constant. Like gravity. You don't have to think about it. You just go toward it.
I didn’t write this recipe down — I learned it the way you learn anything that matters, by watching someone else make it like it was nothing. When the green chile stew is in the freezer and the weeks are stacking up fast, this hot bean dip is the other thing I keep on hand: earthy, warming, completely forgiving of a Tuesday when nobody has the bandwidth to cook. It fits the same philosophy as that big Sunday pot — make it once, eat well all week, and don’t let the summer eat you alive before you get to Las Cruces.
Hot Bean Dip
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 20 minutes | Total Time: 30 minutes | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 2 cans (15 oz each) refried beans
- 1 cup sour cream
- 4 oz cream cheese, softened
- 1 cup shredded cheddar cheese, divided
- 1/2 cup shredded Monterey Jack cheese
- 1 can (4 oz) diced green chiles, drained
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1 teaspoon cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon chili powder
- 1/4 teaspoon smoked paprika
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- Sliced green onions and pickled jalapeños for topping (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat oven. Heat oven to 350°F. Lightly grease a 9x9-inch or equivalent baking dish.
- Combine the base. In a large bowl, mix together the refried beans, sour cream, cream cheese, 3/4 cup of the cheddar, Monterey Jack, diced green chiles, garlic powder, cumin, chili powder, and smoked paprika until smooth and well combined. Season with salt and black pepper.
- Transfer and top. Spread the mixture evenly into the prepared baking dish. Sprinkle the remaining 1/4 cup cheddar over the top.
- Bake. Bake uncovered for 18–22 minutes, until the dip is heated through and bubbling around the edges and the cheese on top is melted and just beginning to brown.
- Finish and serve. Remove from the oven and let rest for 5 minutes. Top with sliced green onions and pickled jalapeños if using. Serve warm with tortilla chips, warm flour tortillas, or thick-cut corn chips.
- To freeze. Assemble unbaked dip in a freezer-safe dish, cover tightly with plastic wrap and foil, and freeze for up to 3 months. Thaw overnight in the refrigerator before baking as directed, adding 5–8 minutes to bake time.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 230 | Protein: 9g | Fat: 14g | Carbs: 17g | Fiber: 4g | Sodium: 480mg