February. The month that has been going on since October, as far as anyone in Montana is concerned.
I have nine farrier accounts now. I added the Peterson property — the family with the sheep operation, three horses, quarterly — after Mrs. Peterson asked at the feed store if I could fit them in. Nine accounts. Tom Whelan said, "You've passed me." I said, "You had fewer because you wanted fewer. I'm building." He said, "Good." Tom is seventy-two and has been making the same deliberate choices about the scale of his work for twenty years. I'm twenty-four and building. The difference isn't competition; it's different points in a life.
Patrick and Colleen had their anniversary Sunday, February 3rd. Thirty-six years. Colleen made Patrick his favorite dinner — beef tenderloin, which she only makes for the anniversary, the once-a-year version of the good beef, the expensive cut done right. I helped her prep and then stayed out of the kitchen while she made it, because there are things that are not mine to participate in. They ate it in the dining room with the good dishes, which come out twice a year: the anniversary and Christmas. Afterward they sat in the living room and I did the dishes. That's my contribution to their anniversary: clean dishes and staying out of the way.
I've been writing something this week that isn't a recipe — more of a reflection on why I cook at all, why cooking outside specifically, what the fire does that the stove doesn't. It's the closest I've come to writing what the blog is actually about. I haven't posted it yet. I might never post it. But I wrote it, and writing it did the thing that writing the posts at two AM does — took the inside thing and put it outside, where it has less weight.
Colleen’s beef tenderloin isn’t a recipe she shares — it’s hers, belonging to thirty-six years of February anniversaries and good dishes and Patrick. But watching her prep it reminded me that tenderloin, done right, doesn’t need much: heat, timing, and the willingness to treat the cut with respect. This honey glazed pork tenderloin is the version I come back to when I want that same combination of simple technique and results that feel like you tried harder than you did — the kind of thing worth making when the night calls for the good plates.
Honey Glazed Pork Tenderloins
Prep Time: 10 min | Cook Time: 25 min | Total Time: 35 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 2 pork tenderloins (about 3/4 lb each), trimmed
- 1/3 cup honey
- 2 tablespoons soy sauce
- 1 tablespoon Dijon mustard
- 2 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1/4 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes (optional)
- Fresh parsley, chopped, for garnish
Instructions
- Preheat and prep. Preheat oven to 425°F. Pat tenderloins dry with paper towels and season all over with salt and pepper.
- Make the glaze. In a small bowl, whisk together honey, soy sauce, Dijon mustard, garlic, and red pepper flakes if using. Set aside.
- Sear the meat. Heat olive oil in an oven-safe skillet over medium-high heat. Add tenderloins and sear on all sides until golden brown, about 2–3 minutes per side.
- Glaze and roast. Brush the tenderloins generously with the honey glaze, reserving a few tablespoons. Transfer the skillet to the preheated oven and roast for 15–18 minutes, brushing with remaining glaze halfway through, until an internal thermometer reads 145°F.
- Rest and slice. Remove from oven, tent loosely with foil, and rest for 5 minutes before slicing. Spoon any pan juices over the top and garnish with fresh parsley.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 36g | Fat: 8g | Carbs: 22g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 580mg