Life while waiting. The GOA'L submission sits in a database somewhere, my information cross-referencing against nothing or everything, and meanwhile I go to work, cook dinner, study Korean, attend class, see Dr. Yoon, visit Bellevue. The waiting is not passive — it's active, the way fermentation is active: things are happening below the surface even when the surface looks still. My surface looks still. Inside, I'm churning.
This week I dove into a cooking project that's been on my list since Korea: makgeolli — Korean rice wine, fermented at home. Makgeolli is the ancestral Korean alcohol: milky, slightly sweet, lightly carbonated, made from rice and a fermentation starter called nuruk. The process takes about a week: cook glutinous rice, mix with nuruk and water, ferment in a jar for five to seven days, strain. The fermentation is temperamental — too warm and it sours, too cool and it stalls. I set up the jar on my kitchen counter, next to the kimchi onggi, and checked it daily the way I check my email: obsessively, looking for signs of progress.
By day five, the makgeolli was bubbling — alive, the yeast doing its work, the rice breaking down into a cloudy, sweet, mildly alcoholic liquid. I strained it on day seven and the result was: actual makgeolli. Milky white, lightly fizzy, sweet with a gentle sour edge. I drank a glass and felt absurd pride — I made Korean rice wine in my Capitol Hill kitchen. Two years ago I couldn't make rice. Now I'm fermenting it into alcohol. The progression from "can't make rice" to "makes rice wine" is the trajectory of my entire Korean identity, and the wine is both a drink and a metaphor, and I drank the metaphor and it was good.
I shared the makgeolli with Sujin and Daniel at a Saturday gathering at Sujin's place. Sujin tasted it and said, "이거 진짜 막걸리야!" (This is real makgeolli!) — the same phrase she used about my cooking eighteen months ago. 진짜. Real. The word keeps coming back, the highest compliment in the Korean vocabulary of food. My makgeolli is real. My cooking is real. My Korean-ness is real. Real. Not performed, not approximated, not almost. Real.
At work, the migration hit a snag — a data integrity issue in one of the legacy services that required a rollback and a redesign of the migration strategy. I spent three days on it, the kind of focused, problem-solving work that engineering demands and that I love. The fix was elegant: a two-phase migration that validates data at each step before proceeding. The elegance of the solution was satisfying in the way that all elegant solutions are: proof that the right answer is usually the simplest one, arrived at through patience and iteration rather than brute force.
Saturday: Bellevue (after Sujin's). I brought a bottle of my homemade makgeolli for Karen and David. Karen sipped it and said, "Oh! This is sweet. Like a cloudy lemonade." David sipped it and said, "Not bad. What's in it?" I said, "Rice." He said, "That's it?" I said, "Rice, nuruk — a fermentation starter — and water." David nodded with the appreciation of an engineer for an efficient process: three inputs, one output, the beauty of simplicity. Karen drank a full glass. David drank half. They're drinking my Korean rice wine in Bellevue. The world didn't end. The kimchi led to the cooking led to the language led to the Korea trip led to the rice wine, and the progression is natural and continuous and still going, and the makgeolli is fermenting on my counter alongside the kimchi, two Korean ferments in a Capitol Hill kitchen, both alive, both becoming.
After the triumph of pulling off actual makgeolli in my Capitol Hill kitchen—three ingredients, one jar, a week of obsessive checking—I’ve been on a homemade beverage kick. There’s something addictive about turning simple inputs into something fizzy and alive. This homemade root beer scratches the same itch: minimal ingredients, a little patience, and the same absurd pride when you take that first sip of something you made yourself. David would appreciate the engineering of it—efficient process, satisfying output.
15-Minute Homemade Root Beer
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 5 minutes | Total Time: 15 minutes | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1 cup granulated sugar
- 1 tablespoon root beer extract
- 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
- 8 cups cold water, divided
- 1/4 teaspoon dry active yeast (optional, for natural carbonation)
- Dry ice or carbonated water (for quick carbonation method)
Instructions
- Make the syrup. In a medium saucepan, combine sugar with 2 cups of water. Heat over medium heat, stirring until the sugar is fully dissolved. Remove from heat.
- Add the extracts. Stir the root beer extract and vanilla extract into the sugar syrup. Mix well until fully combined.
- Combine with water. Pour the syrup into a large pitcher. Add the remaining 6 cups of cold water and stir thoroughly.
- Carbonate (quick method). For immediate fizz, use carbonated water in place of the 6 cups still water, or carefully add small pieces of dry ice to the pitcher and allow to bubble for 5 minutes until fully sublimated. Do not drink until all dry ice has disappeared.
- Carbonate (fermentation method). For natural carbonation, dissolve yeast in 1/4 cup warm (not hot) water and add to the root beer mixture. Pour into clean plastic bottles, leaving 2 inches of headspace. Cap tightly and leave at room temperature for 24–48 hours, checking pressure by squeezing bottles. Refrigerate once firm to stop fermentation.
- Chill and serve. Refrigerate until cold. Pour over ice and enjoy your homemade root beer.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 100 | Protein: 0g | Fat: 0g | Carbs: 25g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 10mg