Halloween week, and the New Hope youth group had their annual fall festival, which is what Baptist and AME churches call Halloween when they do not want to call it Halloween. There were no witches. There were no ghosts. There was a cake walk, a bobbing-for-apples station, a Bible trivia contest, and enough candy corn to keep a dentist employed until Christmas. I ran the food booth, naturally, because where else would I be, and I served hotdogs and popcorn and caramel apples to approximately sixty children who were dressed as Bible characters, which is the church version of costumes and which means every boy was Moses and every girl was Queen Esther and there were about fifteen Davids of varying height carrying slingshots made from socks and rubber bands.
The caramel apples were my contribution to the festive spirit. I made the caramel from scratch — butter, brown sugar, sweetened condensed milk, and corn syrup, cooked until it reaches the soft ball stage, which is a candy-making term that means the caramel is ready when a drop of it in cold water forms a ball you can squish between your fingers. If you skip this step you get caramel that is either too hard and pulls your teeth out or too soft and slides off the apple like it has somewhere else to be. Temperature matters. In candy making and in life.
Marcus helped me set up the food booth, and then he disappeared into the crowd of teenagers who were too old for the fall festival but showed up anyway because the church is where their friends are and also because there were free hotdogs. I saw him across the fellowship hall, laughing with his friends, tall and easy in his body, and I had one of those moments that mothers have — the sudden, piercing awareness that this boy will not always be this boy, that he is on the verge of becoming a man, that the kitchen table will have one fewer voice at it next year, and the thought is both beautiful and unbearable and I hold it without flinching because that is what mothers do. We hold the unbearable things.
Destiny called to say she is thinking about volunteering at a crisis center in Birmingham over winter break. This does not surprise me. My daughter has been moving toward other people's pain her whole life, the way some people move toward light. I told her I was proud of her. I told her to come home first and eat before she saves the world, because you cannot pour from an empty cup and my cup is always full and I have enough for her.
Calvin carved a pumpkin Thursday evening because the Washingtons across the street put out jack-o-lanterns and Calvin is quietly competitive about yard displays, a fact he would deny and I would confirm with evidence. His pumpkin looked like it had been carved by a man who had never held a knife, which is ironic because he has cut communion bread every Sunday for twenty-two years. I put a candle in it and set it on the porch and told him it was beautiful, because marriage is the art of strategic encouragement.
Calvin’s lopsided jack-o-lantern glowing on the porch that night put me in the mood for something sweet and unhurried, the kind of kitchen work that slows time down a little—and caramel apples are exactly that. There’s something fitting about making them in a season when Destiny is out there leaning into the hard parts of the world and Calvin is quietly competing with the Washingtons over yard decorations; it reminded me that the small, tender things at home are worth tending too. Here’s how I made them.
Homemade Caramel Apples
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 25 min | Total Time: 45 min (plus 30 min setting time) | Servings: 12 apples
Ingredients
- 12 medium apples (Granny Smith or Honeycrisp), washed, dried, and stems removed
- 12 wooden craft sticks or skewers
- 1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter
- 2 cups packed light brown sugar
- 1 can (14 oz) sweetened condensed milk
- 1 cup light corn syrup
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 1/4 teaspoon fine sea salt
- Optional toppings: chopped peanuts, mini chocolate chips, crushed graham crackers, sprinkles
- Nonstick cooking spray or neutral oil, for the baking sheet
Instructions
- Prepare the apples. Push a wooden stick firmly into the stem end of each apple until secure. Line a large baking sheet with parchment paper and spray lightly with nonstick cooking spray. Set aside. If using toppings, spread them in shallow bowls near your work station now, before the caramel is ready.
- Make the caramel base. In a heavy-bottomed 3-quart saucepan, melt the butter over medium heat. Add the brown sugar, sweetened condensed milk, corn syrup, and salt. Stir constantly with a heat-resistant silicone spatula or wooden spoon until the sugar dissolves and the mixture is smooth, about 3 to 4 minutes.
- Cook to the soft ball stage. Clip a candy thermometer to the side of the pan, making sure the tip does not touch the bottom. Continue cooking over medium heat, stirring frequently, until the caramel reaches 235°F to 240°F. If you do not have a thermometer, drop a small spoonful of caramel into a glass of cold water — it is ready when the caramel forms a soft, pliable ball you can squish between your fingers. If it dissolves, keep cooking. If it is hard, it has gone too far. Temperature matters. Remove the pan from the heat and stir in the vanilla.
- Dip the apples. Working quickly, tilt the saucepan slightly and dip each apple into the caramel, rotating to coat all sides up to the stick. Let the excess drip off for a few seconds, then gently scrape the bottom of the apple against the pan’s edge to remove any pooling caramel.
- Add toppings and set. If using toppings, roll the caramel-coated apple immediately in your chosen topping before the caramel sets. Place each finished apple on the prepared baking sheet. Allow to set at room temperature for at least 30 minutes, or refrigerate for 15 minutes if your kitchen is warm.
- Serve or wrap. Serve the same day for best texture. For a festival or to-go presentation, wrap each apple individually in a square of cellophane and twist closed with a ribbon. Caramel apples can be refrigerated for up to 3 days — let them come back to room temperature for 10 minutes before eating so the caramel softens slightly.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 420 | Protein: 2g | Fat: 16g | Carbs: 71g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 115mg