The fall chill arrives. The garden in Des Moines is winding down — corn stalks brown and leaning, tomato cages emptied, the last peppers picked before the frost. In Grinnell, Roger's garden mirrors mine, dormant and spent, the summer's work done and the winter's work ahead. Two gardens, forty miles apart, both putting themselves to bed at the same time, following the same calendar, obeying the same season. The symmetry is accidental and meaningful and I try not to read too much into the metaphor of gardens going dormant because the metaphors are getting heavy and I am already carrying enough.
I made chicken and dumplings on Friday in Grinnell — the grandmother food, the comfort food, the food that wraps around you from the inside. Marlene ate half a bowl. Half. She used to eat two bowls and tell me the dumplings needed more time. Now half a bowl is a victory, and I am recalibrating what victory means — it used to mean blue ribbons and forty quarts of corn. Now it means half a bowl of soup consumed by a woman who is fighting to stay at the table.
The chemo is taking its toll. Her hair is thinning. Her hands shake when she holds her cup — not always, not dramatically, but enough that I've started pouring her tea before she lifts the pot, quietly, without comment, because commenting would be noticing and noticing would be acknowledging and acknowledging would be the conversation we are not having, the conversation about what is being lost, slowly, one capability at a time.
Kevin sent photos of Jack's fall garden cleanup — the boy in his Marlene quilt, raking leaves into the compost bins, the methodical work of a nine-year-old preparing the soil for next spring. The quilt over his shoulders. The rake in his hands. The composting in progress. Life continuing. The garden sleeping but not dead. Dormant. Everything is dormant. Including hope. Dormant is not dead.
Chicken and dumplings is the food I reach for when the world gets heavy—it was right for that Friday in Grinnell, right for Marlene, right for the season we are all in. But I’ve been thinking about the next visit, the next bowl I can set in front of her that is warm and filling without asking too much of a body already working so hard. This Healthy Chicken Alfredo is that bowl: creamy enough to feel like comfort, light enough to not overwhelm, and simple enough that I can make it with steady hands even on the days when steadiness is hard to come by.
Healthy Chicken Alfredo
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 35 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 1 lb boneless, skinless chicken breasts, sliced thin
- 8 oz fettuccine or penne pasta
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 4 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 cup low-sodium chicken broth
- 1 cup plain Greek yogurt (full-fat or 2%)
- 1/2 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese
- 1/2 teaspoon onion powder
- 1/2 teaspoon dried Italian seasoning
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- Fresh parsley, chopped, for garnish
Instructions
- Cook the pasta. Bring a large pot of salted water to a boil. Cook pasta according to package directions until al dente. Reserve 1/2 cup pasta water before draining. Set pasta aside.
- Season and cook the chicken. Pat chicken dry and season both sides with salt, pepper, and Italian seasoning. Heat olive oil in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Cook chicken 5—6 minutes per side until cooked through and golden. Transfer to a cutting board and slice or shred.
- Build the sauce. Reduce heat to medium. In the same skillet, add garlic and cook 1 minute until fragrant. Pour in chicken broth, scraping up any browned bits. Simmer 2—3 minutes until slightly reduced.
- Add the creaminess. Remove skillet from heat and stir in Greek yogurt and Parmesan until smooth. If the sauce is too thick, add reserved pasta water a splash at a time until it reaches a silky, coating consistency. Season with onion powder, salt, and pepper.
- Combine and serve. Return the cooked pasta and sliced chicken to the skillet. Toss gently to coat everything in the sauce. Warm over low heat for 1—2 minutes if needed. Divide into bowls and garnish with fresh parsley and extra Parmesan.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 420 | Protein: 42g | Fat: 10g | Carbs: 38g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 390mg