Mama recovered. Three weeks. The cough lingered but the fever broke and the doctor said she was clear and I drove to Thibodaux the day the quarantine rules softened enough to justify it (or the day my need to see her exceeded my ability to follow rules — Dr. Tran would say both things can be true). I brought the soup. I brought crawfish. I brought myself, and I stood on the porch of the yellow cottage and looked at my mother through the screen door and she was smaller than before and thinner than before and she said, "Don't look at me like that, Tommy. I'm fine."
She ate the soup. She said it needed cayenne. The world righted itself by exactly one degree.
I sat on the porch with her for two hours and didn't touch her (distancing, still) and we talked about the garden and the fig tree and Pierre's woodworking and the price of shrimp and everything except the virus and everything except the fear. We talked around it. We talked over it. We built a conversation like a levee, around the dangerous thing, holding it back with words about tomatoes and weather and whether the bayou looked high this spring. It looked high. Everything looks high when you've been afraid.
Came home and made a crawfish bisque — the queen of soups, the full production, the six-hour commitment. Not because anyone asked for it. Because I needed to stand at the stove for six hours and stir and chop and stuff and simmer and not think about a cough in Thibodaux. Six hours. The bisque was perfect. Rich, complex, the stuffed heads floating like little boats. I ate a bowl and cried. Not because the soup was good — it was good — but because the soup was done and Mama was alive and the world was still here, still spinning, still producing crawfish for the bisque and figs for the tree and children for the table. Still here. Encore lá. Still here.
The crawfish bisque was for me — a six-hour act of processing, of keeping my hands busy so my heart didn’t have to work so hard. But the soup I brought Mama, the one I carried in a covered pot on the passenger seat all the way down to Thibodaux, was this one: simple, thick, honest potato soup, the kind that asks nothing of you and gives everything back. When someone you love has been sick, you don’t bring them something complicated. You bring them something that tastes like being taken care of, and that’s exactly what hash brown potato soup is.
Hash Brown Potato Soup
Prep Time: 10 min | Cook Time: 35 min | Total Time: 45 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 package (30 oz) frozen shredded hash browns, thawed
- 3 cups chicken broth
- 1 can (10.5 oz) condensed cream of chicken soup, undiluted
- 1/2 cup butter, cubed
- 1 medium onion, diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 package (8 oz) cream cheese, softened and cubed
- 2 cups shredded sharp cheddar cheese, divided
- 1 cup sour cream
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/2 teaspoon seasoned salt
- 4 strips bacon, cooked and crumbled, for garnish
- 2 green onions, sliced, for garnish
Instructions
- Sauté aromatics. In a large pot or Dutch oven over medium heat, melt the butter. Add the diced onion and cook, stirring occasionally, for 5–6 minutes until softened and translucent. Add the garlic and cook 1 minute more.
- Build the base. Pour in the chicken broth and stir in the condensed cream of chicken soup until smooth. Add the thawed hash browns, black pepper, and seasoned salt. Stir to combine.
- Simmer. Bring the soup to a gentle boil, then reduce heat to medium-low. Simmer uncovered for 15 minutes, stirring occasionally, until the potatoes are tender and the soup has thickened slightly.
- Add the cream cheese. Reduce heat to low. Add the cubed cream cheese in batches, stirring after each addition until fully melted and incorporated into the soup.
- Finish with cheddar and sour cream. Stir in 1 1/2 cups of the shredded cheddar and all of the sour cream. Stir gently until the cheese is melted and the soup is smooth and creamy. Do not boil after adding the sour cream.
- Taste and adjust. Taste for seasoning and add salt or pepper as needed. If the soup is thicker than you like, add a splash of warm broth to loosen it.
- Serve. Ladle into bowls and top with remaining shredded cheddar, crumbled bacon, and sliced green onions.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 520 | Protein: 14g | Fat: 36g | Carbs: 34g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 980mg