MCAT prep has officially restructured my life. Four hours daily. Two before classes (6 a.m. to 8 a.m. — biology review, chemistry review, physics review, rotating). Two after classes (6 p.m. to 8 p.m. — practice passages, timed sections, error analysis). Between the four hours of MCAT and the four hours of classes and the two hours of homework: cooking. The cooking is not optional. The cooking is the thing that keeps the studying sustainable. I come home at 8 p.m. and stand at the stove and make something and the making is the recovery, the physical act that balances the mental marathon, the way stretching balances running. MawMaw Shirley said, "The cooking keeps you." She was right. She is always right.
Monday jambalaya. The tradition that has survived eight semesters and will survive the MCAT. Tuesday: something from the fridge — chicken, rice, whatever is there, cooked fast and eaten standing, the way MawMaw Shirley eats when she is busy, which is "standing food" as opposed to "sitting food," and the distinction matters because standing food is efficient and sitting food is social and the week needs both but Monday through Thursday is standing territory.
The study group has divided into MCAT prep and non-MCAT groups. Priya and I are in the MCAT group — studying together on Sundays, timed practice exams, the shared terror. Marcus (study group Marcus) is taking the MCAT in June. Amir in July, same as me. Destiny and Jasmine are taking it next year. The division is not a split — we still study regular coursework together — but the MCAT adds a layer of intensity that changes the texture of everything.
I drove to Baker every other Saturday. MawMaw Shirley's schedule now, not mine — the body decides. The body says every other week. The spirit says every week. The compromise is every other Saturday, with phone calls on the off weeks, and the phone calls are forty-five seconds of MawMaw Shirley asking if I have eaten and me saying yes and her saying "what" and me describing the meal and her critiquing it from fifteen miles away. The phone critique is a service she provides free of charge, and I value it as much as the in-person teaching, because the critique means she is paying attention, and paying attention means she cares, and caring means she is here, and here is where I need her to be.
Tuesday is standing food territory — and after Monday’s jambalaya and a 6 a.m. study session already behind me, I needed something that could go from cold to done before my brain fully registered I was cooking. Grilled seasoned bratwurst is exactly that: hot, savory, satisfying in three bites, the kind of thing MawMaw Shirley would nod at without saying a word, which from her means it passes. You eat it standing at the counter, you feel like a person again, and you go back to your practice passages.
Grilled Seasoned Bratwurst
Prep Time: 5 min | Cook Time: 15 min | Total Time: 20 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 4 bratwurst sausage links
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon onion powder
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper (optional)
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 4 bratwurst buns (optional, for serving)
- Mustard or hot sauce, for serving
Instructions
- Season the brats. Pat bratwurst dry with a paper towel. Combine garlic powder, smoked paprika, onion powder, black pepper, cayenne (if using), and salt in a small bowl. Brush each bratwurst with olive oil, then rub the seasoning mix evenly over each link.
- Preheat the grill or grill pan. Heat a grill or cast-iron grill pan over medium heat for 3–4 minutes until hot. Lightly oil the grates or pan surface.
- Grill the bratwurst. Place bratwurst on the grill. Cook for 12–15 minutes, turning every 3–4 minutes, until the casing is deeply browned and the internal temperature reaches 160°F.
- Rest and serve. Remove from heat and let rest 2 minutes. Serve in buns or on a plate with mustard or hot sauce alongside. Eat standing if necessary — it tastes just as good that way.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 13g | Fat: 24g | Carbs: 8g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 720mg