Junior year. Move-in to the apartment on Highland Road for the second year — the same apartment, the same kitchen, the same level burners that I praised with such fervor last year that Priya threatened to nominate them for a humanitarian award. The apartment feels different now, not because it has changed but because I have. I am a junior. I am pre-med. I am a year away from the MCAT and two years from medical school applications, and the numbers are small enough now to feel real in a way they did not when they were large.
Classes: Biology 3040 (Microbiology), Biology 3090 (Cell Biology), Physics 2001 (the pre-med physics requirement that I have been dreading since orientation), and English 3000-level (a creative nonfiction course that I chose because writing is the other thing I do, the sister-skill to cooking, the practice of translating experience into something shareable). The course load is heavy. The course load has been heavy since freshman year. I am accustomed to heavy. Heavy is the weight you carry when you are building something, and the carrying is the labor, and the labor is the price, and the price is worth it.
The study group is back — Marcus, Priya, Destiny, Jasmine, Amir. Same table, third floor of the library. We are juniors now, which means the studying has a different quality: less panicked, more focused, less "will I survive" and more "how well will I perform." The survival question was answered freshman year. We survived. Now we are performing. The performance requires a different kind of energy — not the raw adrenaline of freshmen but the sustained focus of people who know what they are doing and are doing it deliberately.
I made peach cobbler. MawMaw Shirley's recipe, from the card she gave me. The peaches were from the farmers' market on Perkins — $4 a bag, which is expensive but peaches are seasonal and seasonal things deserve to be purchased at full price because they will not be here long and the not-being-here-long is what makes them precious. The cobbler was golden and bubbling and the crust was flaky and the peaches were soft without being mushy. I ate it warm with a glass of milk and thought about MawMaw Shirley's handwriting on the card and the way her letters curve at the ends, the way cursive was taught in the 1950s, careful and deliberate, each letter a small act of patience.
This is the recipe from MawMaw Shirley’s card — the one with the cursive letters that curve at the ends, each one written like it mattered, because it did. I made it the first week of junior year with peaches from the Perkins farmers’ market, and the smell of it filling that apartment felt like a deliberate act, a choice to carry something precious from home into the hardest stretch of school yet. If you’re going to do something worth doing, you do it with good peaches and a recipe someone loved you enough to write down.
Grilled Raspberry Peach Cobbler
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 40 min | Total Time: 1 hr | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 6 ripe peaches, halved and pitted
- 1 cup fresh raspberries
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted
- 3 tablespoons brown sugar, divided
- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
- 1 cup all-purpose flour
- 3/4 cup granulated sugar
- 1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
- 1/4 teaspoon salt
- 3/4 cup whole milk
- 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, cut into pieces
- 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
- 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
Instructions
- Preheat & prep grill. Heat a grill or grill pan to medium-high. Brush the grates lightly with oil to prevent sticking.
- Grill the peaches. Brush the cut sides of the peach halves with melted butter and sprinkle with 1 tablespoon of the brown sugar. Place cut-side down on the grill and cook for 4–5 minutes until grill marks appear and the peaches are slightly softened. Remove and let cool slightly.
- Slice and combine fruit. Slice the grilled peach halves into thick wedges and place in a large bowl. Add the fresh raspberries, remaining 2 tablespoons brown sugar, vanilla extract, cinnamon, and nutmeg. Toss gently to combine and set aside.
- Preheat oven. Heat your oven to 350°F. Place the cut butter pieces in a 9x13-inch baking dish and set in the oven for 3–4 minutes until the butter is melted and just beginning to bubble. Remove carefully.
- Make the batter. Whisk together the flour, granulated sugar, baking powder, and salt in a medium bowl. Pour in the milk and stir until just combined — do not overmix.
- Assemble the cobbler. Pour the batter directly over the melted butter in the baking dish. Do not stir. Spoon the peach and raspberry mixture evenly over the top of the batter. Again, do not stir — the batter will rise up around the fruit as it bakes.
- Bake. Bake at 350°F for 35–40 minutes, until the top is deep golden brown and the edges are bubbling. The crust should be set and cooked through in the center.
- Rest and serve. Let the cobbler rest for at least 10 minutes before serving. Serve warm, with a glass of cold milk or a scoop of vanilla ice cream.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 13g | Carbs: 47g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 160mg