January 2022. One year since Marlene died. The anniversary. I drove to Grinnell. Made tater tot hotdish. Thursday. The structure. The ritual that held me up a year ago and holds me up now. Roger ate a plate and said, "She'd say the tots are too brown." I said, "They're perfect." He said, "She'd disagree." We smiled. The first anniversary smile. The smile about tots. The love in the browning.
Roger's garden planning for 2022. First winter truly alone. He's expanding: six tomato plants instead of four. Sunflowers along the fence for Marlene. And sweet corn — a small patch, the first since the farm. Not Bodacious but Peaches and Cream, a fast-maturing variety for a man who doesn't take the future for granted. He showed me the garden plan at the kitchen table, drawn in his angular handwriting on graph paper.
Roger drew that garden plan in his angular handwriting on graph paper — six tomatoes where four used to grow — and I kept thinking about what you do with all that hope once it ripens. Marlene put things up. That was her way of saying she believed in the next season. Making green tomato jam felt like the right answer to a garden that’s expanding for the first time in years: you preserve what you have, you trust the summer to come, and you put something good in a jar for a future that isn’t guaranteed but is worth planning for anyway.
Green Tomato Jam
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 45 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour 5 minutes | Servings: 48 (makes about three 8-oz jars)
Ingredients
- 3 pounds green tomatoes, cored and finely chopped (about 6 cups)
- 2 1/2 cups granulated sugar
- 3 tablespoons fresh lemon juice
- 1 teaspoon lemon zest
- 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger
- 1/4 teaspoon cinnamon
- 1/4 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1 tablespoon apple cider vinegar
Instructions
- Combine ingredients. Add the chopped green tomatoes, sugar, lemon juice, lemon zest, ginger, cinnamon, salt, and apple cider vinegar to a large heavy-bottomed pot or Dutch oven. Stir to combine and let sit for 10 minutes until the sugar begins to dissolve.
- Cook the jam. Bring the mixture to a boil over medium-high heat, stirring frequently. Once boiling, reduce heat to medium and continue cooking at a steady simmer, stirring often to prevent scorching, for 35—45 minutes until the jam thickens and a spoonful placed on a chilled plate gels and wrinkles when pushed with a finger.
- Skim and taste. Remove any foam from the surface with a spoon. Taste and adjust — add a pinch more salt or a squeeze of lemon if it needs brightening.
- Jar the jam. Ladle the hot jam into clean jars, leaving 1/4 inch of headspace. Seal and process in a boiling water bath for 10 minutes for shelf-stable storage, or let cool completely and refrigerate for up to three weeks without processing.
- Rest before serving. Allow sealed jars to rest at room temperature for 24 hours. The jam will continue to set as it cools. Serve on toast, biscuits, alongside sharp cheddar, or spooned over roast pork.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 45 | Protein: 0g | Fat: 0g | Carbs: 11g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 15mg