The first real warm Saturday. Everybody on porches. Set the Table at New Birth Saturday morning. Six girls. We did baked chicken.
Daddy in his apartment in the back. I brought him his coffee and his medication this morning. He grumbled. The grumble was the love. I caught the smell of Mama's seasoning blend at the stove Tuesday morning. Just for a second. The grief comes when it comes.
Fried chicken Saturday. Buttermilk overnight. Seasoned flour. The cast iron at three-fifty. Skin crisp.
Marcus, 20, studying for finals at Alabama. Jasmine, 18, home from Howard for the weekend.
The week held. The kitchen held. We are still here.
The blood pressure check was Wednesday. The numbers were borderline. The doctor wants me to walk more. I am walking more.
Daddy sat in his chair after dinner watching the news. He fell asleep before the third quarter. Standard.
Tuesday evening I sat at the kitchen table with my composition notebook and worked on the cookbook. From Brenda's Kitchen — that's the working title. I cannot write the introduction without crying yet.
The neighbors had a Friday cookout this week. I brought my mac and cheese. They have come to expect this. I have come to expect this. The block is the block.
The kids were home for the weekend. The house was loud the way it should be.
Pastor preached about the prodigal son again. He preaches about that boy at least three times a year. The text is the text but every preaching is different. I cried in the second service this time. Don't ask me why.
Sunday service at New Birth this morning. The choir sang. I sang soprano in the second alto row. Pastor preached about Naomi and Ruth. The congregation said amen. I said amen.
I read for an hour Sunday night before bed. Some novel about a Black woman in 1960s Alabama. Mama would have liked it.
Derek and I had date night Friday. Same restaurant, same booth, same enchiladas for me and carne asada for him.
Wednesday Bible study at the church. We read through Proverbs. The women in my row argued about whether wisdom is built or born. I said both. They agreed, sort of.
Saturday morning I had Set the Table at the Cascade Heights center. Twelve young women. We did baked chicken. One of them — Imani, sixteen — was so afraid of seasoning that she barely shook the salt. I stood next to her and put my hand over hers and said, baby, you cannot be afraid of food. We seasoned the chicken. The chicken came out right. She glowed.
Andre called from LA. He told the Kevin Hart story again. Twenty-some years and that boy is still telling that story. Everyone in this family is going to hear about Kevin Hart at our funerals.
I went to the cemetery Saturday morning. Brenda's grave is on the hill at South-View. Curtis still goes most Sundays. I left a small bouquet of magnolias.
I had a hard counseling case at school this week. A seventh-grade girl whose mama lost her job. We talked. I gave her my number. I told her she could call.
Miss Ernestine called Tuesday. She's ninety-something and sharp as ever. She told me my potato salad still needs more mustard.
Darnell sent a photo from Clarksville. The garden is producing. He grew tomatoes the size of softballs. I sent him back a photo of my sweet potato casserole. We are competitive about food now in our middle age.
Thursday I made cornbread for a sister at church whose husband had surgery. I dropped it off at the hospital. She cried at the door. I told her, eat the cornbread, baby. The food is the saying.
Fried chicken Saturday means the table has to be right — the cast iron does the work, but the rolls are what make people sit down and stay. I’ve been making these green onion rolls long enough that the dough feels familiar in my hands, and on a week like this one — Daddy’s grumble, Jasmine home from Howard, Marcus home from Alabama, the house loud the way it should be — I needed something I could set in the center of that table and watch disappear. The food is the saying. These rolls are the saying.
Green Onion Rolls
Prep Time: 25 min + 90 min rise | Cook Time: 22 min | Total Time: About 2 hours 20 min | Servings: 12 rolls
Ingredients
- 3 cups all-purpose flour, plus more for kneading
- 2 1/4 tsp active dry yeast (one standard packet)
- 1 tsp granulated sugar
- 1 tsp kosher salt
- 3/4 cup whole milk, warmed to about 110°F
- 1/4 cup warm water (110°F)
- 2 tbsp unsalted butter, softened
- 1 large egg, room temperature
- 1 cup green onions (about 8 stalks), thinly sliced
- 2 tbsp unsalted butter, melted, for brushing
- Flaky sea salt for finishing (optional)
Instructions
- Activate the yeast. Combine warm water, sugar, and yeast in a small bowl. Stir gently and let sit 5–7 minutes until foamy. If it doesn’t foam, your water was too hot or too cold — start again.
- Build the dough. In a large bowl, whisk together flour and salt. Add the yeast mixture, warm milk, softened butter, and egg. Stir until a shaggy dough forms, then turn out onto a lightly floured surface and knead 8–10 minutes until the dough is smooth, elastic, and springs back when poked.
- Fold in the onions. Flatten the dough into a rough rectangle, scatter the sliced green onions over the surface, and fold the dough over itself several times, pressing gently to incorporate. Knead another 1–2 minutes until the onions are distributed throughout.
- First rise. Place dough in a lightly oiled bowl, cover with a clean kitchen towel or plastic wrap, and let rise in a warm spot for 1 hour, or until doubled in size.
- Shape the rolls. Punch the dough down to release the air. Divide evenly into 12 portions. Roll each portion into a smooth ball, tucking the seam underneath, and arrange in a greased 9x13-inch baking pan so rolls are just touching.
- Second rise. Cover the pan loosely and let rolls rise 30 minutes. Meanwhile, preheat oven to 375°F.
- Bake. Bake uncovered 20–22 minutes until the tops are golden and the rolls sound hollow when tapped. If the tops are browning too fast, tent loosely with foil for the last 5 minutes.
- Finish and serve. Remove from oven and immediately brush with melted butter. Sprinkle with flaky sea salt if desired. Serve warm, pulling rolls apart at the table.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 185 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 5g | Carbs: 29g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 215mg