Week 528. Spring 2026. I am 43 years old and standing in my kitchen — the Bench house kitchen, the one that held cancer and divorce and cinnamon rolls — and the stove is on and something is cooking and the house smells like fresh herbs and possibility and this is my life. This is the life I built.
I went for a run this morning — the Saturday routine, the greenbelt, the river, the particular meditation of feet on a path and lungs filling and the body doing what it was told it couldn't do. The running group meets rain or shine.
Mason is 15 and navigating high school with the quiet competence that has always been his way — focused, kind, certain of who he is in a way that took me thirty years to achieve.
Lily is 13 and competing in equestrian events and winning with the Dawson stubbornness that I recognize because it's mine.
I made sourdough with butter this week. The food continues. The food always continues. It is the thread that connects every week to every other week, every year to every other year, every version of me to every other version — the woman on the kitchen floor, the woman at the chemo recliner, the woman at the grill, the woman at the outdoor table under the string lights. All of them, connected by the food they made with their hands. All of them, me.
The sourdough this week wasn’t about the bread — it never really is. It’s about having something to do with your hands while the rest of life settles around you, and having something worth spreading on top when it comes out warm. I’ve been making this green olive tapenade for years now, and it still feels like the right thing: sharp and briny and herb-forward, the kind of flavor that reminds you you’re paying attention. It’s what I put on the board alongside the butter, and it’s what disappeared first.
Green Olive Tapenade
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 0 min | Total Time: 15 min | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 cups pitted green olives (such as Castelvetrano or Manzanilla), drained
- 2 tablespoons capers, drained and rinsed
- 2 cloves garlic, roughly chopped
- 2 tablespoons fresh flat-leaf parsley, packed
- 1 teaspoon fresh thyme leaves
- 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard
- 1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice
- 1/4 teaspoon lemon zest
- 3 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil, plus more to taste
- Freshly ground black pepper, to taste
- Sourdough bread or crackers, for serving
Instructions
- Combine the base. Add the green olives, capers, garlic, parsley, and thyme to the bowl of a food processor. Pulse 6–8 times until coarsely chopped — you want texture, not a paste.
- Add the bright elements. Add the Dijon mustard, lemon juice, and lemon zest. Pulse 3–4 more times to incorporate.
- Drizzle in the oil. With the processor running on low, stream in the olive oil until the mixture just comes together into a rough, spreadable consistency. Scrape down the sides as needed.
- Season and taste. Transfer to a bowl. Taste and adjust with additional lemon juice, olive oil, or black pepper. The olives and capers carry plenty of salt — add more only if needed.
- Rest and serve. Let the tapenade sit at room temperature for at least 10 minutes before serving to allow the flavors to meld. Serve alongside warm sourdough and good butter.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 85 | Protein: 0g | Fat: 8g | Carbs: 2g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 310mg