Three weeks. The trip is so close now that I can taste it — and I mean that literally, because every meal I cook this week carries the flavor of anticipation, the knowledge that the ingredients in my Capitol Hill kitchen are the same ingredients being used right now in kitchens across Korea, and in twenty-one days I'll be in those kitchens. Not figuratively. Actually there. Eating the food in the place it comes from. The thought is intoxicating.
I made tteokguk this week — not because it's New Year's (it's August) but because tteokguk is the dish I most associate with becoming Korean. I made it on my birthday, on New Year's, at Christmas, and each time it marked a transition. This time it marks the biggest transition yet: from Korean-in-America to Korean-in-Korea. The soup was perfect — I've made it so many times now that the perfection is automatic, the broth clear and deep, the rice cakes tender, the egg ribbons floating like celebration. I ate it thinking: in three weeks, I'll eat this in Korea. In a restaurant or a home or an Airbnb, in a country where tteokguk is ordinary, where every Korean person has eaten it a hundred times, and where my version — this Capitol Hill version, made from H Mart ingredients and YouTube knowledge and eighteen months of practice — will be measured against the original. I'm ready to be measured. I'm ready to know where I stand.
At work, the promotion decision is pending. Derek said it looks good but he "can't guarantee anything." Corporate-speak for: it's happening unless something goes wrong. I find that I care less than I expected. The promotion is a thing that will happen in my professional life, and my professional life is one of several lives I'm living simultaneously, and the Korean life is the one that's consuming me right now. October promotion. September Korea. The calendar has arranged my milestones in the right order: Korea first, then Amazon. Self first, then career. I didn't plan it that way, but I'm glad it worked out that way.
Korean language status: I can have a basic conversation about food, family, and directions. I can read most menus. I can understand simple sentences spoken slowly. I cannot: understand rapid Korean speech, read a newspaper, follow a Korean drama without subtitles, or make a joke. The joke thing bothers me more than the newspaper — humor is how you belong in a culture, how you signal that you understand the unspoken rules, and I can't do that in Korean yet. I might never be able to. But I can order food and say thank you and tell a cab driver where to go, and for three weeks in Korea, that might be enough.
I spent Saturday not in Bellevue but at H Mart, buying Korean gifts for the trip: a nice jar of American-style kimchi (from a Korean-American brand) for Mina, because the irony of bringing Korean food to Korea as a gift from a Korean adoptee in America is too perfect not to lean into. Also bought a bag of good American coffee beans for Daniel's Airbnb (he drinks coffee like it's oxygen), and packing cubes in a Korean flag pattern that I found online and couldn't resist.
I called Karen Sunday evening. She asked if I was nervous. I said, "Terrified." She said, "Good. The things worth doing are the ones that scare you." Karen. Dispensing wisdom from a split-level in Bellevue. She followed it with: "And eat everything. Even the things that scare you." She means the food. She also means everything else. The food and the feelings and the whatever-I-find-there. Eat everything. Open hands. Three weeks. I'm going.
I’ve been reaching for soup all week without fully understanding why —until I realized it’s the same instinct that made me cook tteokguk in August. Soup is what I make when something is shifting, when I need a bowl to hold me while I figure out what comes next. This green lentil soup with curried brown butter isn’t Korean, but the brown butter bloomed with curry felt like a small act of translation —two traditions meeting in one pot, which is exactly where I live right now. I ate it thinking about Korea, about being measured against the original, and it tasted like three weeks and counting.
Green Lentil Soup with Curried Brown Butter
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 40 min | Total Time: 55 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 tablespoon fresh ginger, grated
- 2 medium carrots, peeled and diced
- 2 stalks celery, diced
- 1 1/2 cups green lentils, rinsed and picked over
- 1 can (14.5 oz) diced tomatoes
- 6 cups low-sodium vegetable or chicken broth
- 1 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon ground turmeric
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- Salt and black pepper, to taste
- Juice of 1/2 lemon
- 3 tablespoons unsalted butter
- 1 1/2 teaspoons curry powder
- 1/4 teaspoon red pepper flakes (optional)
- Fresh cilantro or flat-leaf parsley, for serving
- Plain yogurt or sour cream, for serving (optional)
Instructions
- Build the base. Heat olive oil in a large heavy-bottomed pot or Dutch oven over medium heat. Add the onion and cook, stirring occasionally, until softened and translucent, about 6–8 minutes. Add the garlic and ginger and cook 1 minute more, until fragrant.
- Add the vegetables. Stir in the carrots and celery and cook for 3–4 minutes, until they begin to soften slightly.
- Toast the spices. Add the cumin, turmeric, and smoked paprika directly to the pot, stirring to coat the vegetables. Cook for 1 minute to bloom the spices.
- Simmer the soup. Add the rinsed lentils, diced tomatoes (with their juices), and broth. Stir to combine and bring to a boil over high heat. Reduce heat to medium-low, partially cover, and simmer for 25–30 minutes, until the lentils are completely tender and the broth has thickened slightly.
- Finish with lemon. Stir in the lemon juice and season generously with salt and black pepper. Taste and adjust seasoning. If you prefer a partially blended texture, use an immersion blender to puree about one-third of the soup directly in the pot, then stir to combine.
- Make the curried brown butter. In a small saucepan or skillet, melt the butter over medium heat. Continue cooking, swirling the pan frequently, until the butter turns a deep golden amber and smells nutty, about 3–4 minutes. Remove from heat immediately and stir in the curry powder and red pepper flakes (if using). The butter will foam and sizzle —this is normal. Work quickly.
- Serve. Ladle the soup into bowls. Drizzle a generous spoonful of the curried brown butter over each bowl. Top with fresh cilantro or parsley and a dollop of plain yogurt if desired. Serve immediately with crusty bread or warm flatbread.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 390 | Protein: 20g | Fat: 14g | Carbs: 48g | Fiber: 18g | Sodium: 520mg