August. The first sign of fall in Alaska is not a falling leaf. It is the moose returning to lower elevations, the sandhill cranes vocalizing more urgently, the air drier and sharper. The body remembers everything.
Lourdes's knees gave her a bad week. She fell. She did not break anything. She fell in her kitchen reaching for a pan in a low cabinet. Angela got there first because Angela was driving by. Lourdes had a goose egg on the back of her head and a bruise on her hip the size of a grapefruit and a fierce determination not to discuss it. I drove over from the hospital after my shift. I did the assessment without telling her I was doing the assessment. She was probably fine. She was definitely angry.
"I am not moving in with you," she said, before I had said anything. "I am not getting one of those buttons you wear around your neck."
"Okay, Mama."
"I am not."
"Okay."
She sat on her kitchen chair, ice on her hip. The kitchen around her was the kitchen of forty years, the cabinets she had organized, the spice rack she had built with my father in 1991. We drank tea. We did not talk about the fall.
I asked Angela to install a railing in the bathroom. The railing went in on Tuesday while Lourdes was at church. She came home and saw it and did not say anything for a full minute and then said, "Fine." That "fine" was the closing of a chapter. The chapter was: Lourdes can do everything alone. The next chapter is: Lourdes accepts the railings.
I made tinola — chicken ginger soup, the body-recovering soup. She ate two bowls. She did not say thank you. The not-saying was the saying.
Tinola’s whole power is in the ginger — that bite that says I see you, I’m here, you’re going to be okay without making a person sit through a conversation about it. When I got home that night, I needed to keep my hands in something warm, something with that same sharpness and brightness, so I baked this Ginger-Glazed Lemon Bundt. It isn’t soup. But it carries the same intention: the ginger does the caring, the lemon lifts the heaviness, and neither one asks you to talk about the fall.
Ginger-Glazed Lemon Bundt
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 55 min | Total Time: 1 hr 15 min | Servings: 12
Ingredients
- 2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
- 2 teaspoons baking powder
- 1/2 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/2 teaspoon fine salt
- 2 teaspoons ground ginger
- 1 tablespoon fresh ginger, finely grated
- 1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened
- 1 3/4 cups granulated sugar
- 3 large eggs, room temperature
- 2 tablespoons lemon zest (from about 3 lemons)
- 3 tablespoons fresh lemon juice
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 1 cup sour cream
- For the glaze: 1 1/2 cups powdered sugar, sifted
- 3 tablespoons fresh lemon juice
- 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger
- Pinch of salt
Instructions
- Preheat and prepare. Preheat oven to 350°F. Generously grease and flour a 10- to 12-cup bundt pan, making sure to coat all the crevices well. Set aside.
- Whisk dry ingredients. In a medium bowl, whisk together the flour, baking powder, baking soda, salt, and ground ginger until evenly combined.
- Cream butter and sugar. In a large bowl, beat the softened butter and granulated sugar with an electric mixer on medium-high speed until pale and very fluffy, about 4 to 5 minutes. Scrape down the sides as needed.
- Add eggs and aromatics. Add the eggs one at a time, beating well after each addition. Mix in the lemon zest, lemon juice, fresh grated ginger, and vanilla extract until fully incorporated.
- Alternate dry ingredients and sour cream. With the mixer on low, add the flour mixture in three additions, alternating with the sour cream in two additions (flour — sour cream — flour — sour cream — flour). Mix just until no dry streaks remain; do not overmix.
- Bake. Spoon the batter evenly into the prepared bundt pan and smooth the top. Bake for 50 to 55 minutes, until a toothpick inserted near the center comes out clean and the top springs back lightly when pressed.
- Cool. Let the cake cool in the pan on a wire rack for 15 minutes, then invert onto the rack and allow to cool completely before glazing, at least 45 minutes.
- Make the glaze. Whisk together the sifted powdered sugar, lemon juice, ground ginger, and pinch of salt until smooth and pourable. If the glaze is too thick, add lemon juice 1 teaspoon at a time; if too thin, add a little more powdered sugar.
- Glaze and serve. Drizzle the glaze generously over the cooled bundt, letting it run down the sides. Allow the glaze to set for 10 to 15 minutes before slicing and serving.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 420 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 18g | Carbs: 61g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 210mg