The heat is brutal. One hundred and two on Thursday, the kind of heat that makes the asphalt shimmer and the air visible and the act of standing outside feel like a personal affront. I drove to Sioux Falls in it — the cab AC working overtime, the slow cooker plugged in (I know — heating food in a heat wave, but the chili does not know it is July and I do not care if it does), the highway stretching ahead like a ribbon of light.
The truck stops are coming back to life. Not fully — the plexiglass is still up, the masks are still on, the coffee is still served in disposable cups instead of ceramic — but the drivers are back, the lot is fuller, the particular hum of commerce that makes a truck stop a truck stop is returning. Dave says the counter conversations are shorter now — people are cautious, less willing to linger, the casual intimacy of a truck stop counter diminished by distance and plastic shields. Dave misses the lingering. He does not say this because Dave does not say things like this, but I know because Dave without people to talk to is Dave at half capacity, and the half is the quiet half, and the quiet half is lonely.
Amber asked me about college again. She has been looking at UNK — the University of Nebraska at Kearney, forty-five minutes away. She wants to study social work. She said this casually, at the kitchen table, over leftover pasta, as if she were announcing a preference for a brand of cereal and not the direction of her entire life. I said, 'That's a great field.' She said, 'I want to help people like Mom.' She meant Darla. She meant the women who do not leave, the women who cannot leave, the women who walk into doors and say it is not that bad. I gripped the fork and said, 'That's a good idea, baby,' and my voice was steady, and the steadiness was the hardest thing I did all week.
I made pasta primavera — penne with zucchini, squash, tomatoes, garlic, olive oil, parmesan. A summer pasta. A garden pasta, except the garden is the Hy-Vee produce section. Tyler said it needed meat. I said it did not need meat. Tyler ate three helpings anyway, which proves that the absence of meat is not a deterrent when the pasta is good, and the pasta was good.
Amber’s words were still sitting with me when I started pulling things out of the fridge — the kind of words you carry around in your chest for the rest of the evening, heavy and proud at the same time. I didn’t want anything complicated. I wanted garlic and olive oil and something warm that asked nothing of me. This garlic spaghetti was exactly that: honest, unfussy, the kind of pasta that lets the table do the talking while you hold yourself together and say “that’s a good idea, baby” like you mean it calmly, even when you don’t feel calm at all.
Garlic Spaghetti
Prep Time: 5 minutes | Cook Time: 20 minutes | Total Time: 25 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 12 oz spaghetti
- 1/3 cup good-quality olive oil
- 6 cloves garlic, thinly sliced
- 1/2 teaspoon red pepper flakes (optional)
- 1/2 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese, plus more for serving
- 1/3 cup reserved pasta water
- 1/4 cup fresh flat-leaf parsley, roughly chopped
- Salt and black pepper to taste
Instructions
- Cook the pasta. Bring a large pot of heavily salted water to a boil. Cook spaghetti according to package directions until just al dente. Before draining, scoop out at least 1/2 cup of pasta water and set aside.
- Toast the garlic. While pasta cooks, heat olive oil in a large skillet over medium-low heat. Add sliced garlic and cook slowly, stirring frequently, until golden and fragrant, about 5–7 minutes. Watch it closely — golden is perfect, brown is bitter.
- Add heat. If using red pepper flakes, stir them into the garlic oil and let them bloom for 30 seconds.
- Combine. Drain the pasta and add it directly to the skillet. Toss to coat in the garlic oil, adding reserved pasta water a splash at a time until the sauce is silky and clings to the noodles.
- Finish and serve. Remove from heat. Fold in Parmesan and parsley. Season generously with salt and black pepper. Serve immediately with extra Parmesan at the table.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 520 | Protein: 14g | Fat: 20g | Carbs: 70g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 320mg