The one-year mark. March 13, 2021. One year since the world stopped. I did not mark the day with ceremony — there is no ceremony for the anniversary of a catastrophe that is still happening, still taking, still here even as the vaccine works to push it back — but I marked it internally, the way the body marks things: with memory, with weight, with the particular heaviness of a woman who has stood at a stove for 365 days and served food to a building full of sick people and gone home to a quiet house and done it again and again and again.
I made a private meal. Just for me. Not for Eduardo — he was watching the news, which is his grief — but for me, alone in the kitchen at 5 AM before work, the house dark, the coffee hot, one plate. I made Mami's sofrito eggs — eggs scrambled with sofrito and tomatoes, the breakfast Mami made for seven children every school day in Bayamón, the fastest meal, the most nourishing, the one that says: the day requires you and here is the fuel. I ate the eggs at the counter in the dark kitchen and I said, out loud, to no one: We made it. One year. We're still here. The kitchen heard me. The kitchen always hears me. The kitchen is the witness.
At the hospital, we had a moment of silence at noon. My team stood in the cafeteria — the same cafeteria where we have served a year of pandemic meals, the same tile floor, the same fluorescent lights, the same steam tables — and we were quiet for one minute. One minute of silence in a room that has not been silent in a year. The silence was enormous. The silence contained everything: the fear, the exhaustion, the grief for the patients we lost, the pride in the patients we fed, the fury at the circumstances, the gratitude for the team, the love — always the love, because love is the ingredient that is not on the menu but is in every plate, every tray, every cup of soup that my team served to three hundred thousand meals over three hundred and sixty-five days. One minute. Then the silence broke and the serving line opened and lunch was served. Because lunch is always served. Because we are essential. Because essential means we do not stop.
That morning at the counter—5 AM, the dark kitchen, one plate—taught me something I already knew but needed to feel again: an egg dish made with intention is an act of love directed inward, and that is not selfish, that is survival. I have shared Mam’i’s sofrito eggs in that spirit many times since, but when people ask me for an egg recipe they can make for a crowd—for a team, for a building, for the people who show up—I give them this French Toast Strata, because it holds the same promise: simple ingredients, deep nourishment, and the quiet message that the day requires you and here is the fuel.
French Toast Strata
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 55 min | Total Time: 1 hr 15 min (plus 8 hrs chilling) | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1 loaf (about 1 lb) day-old French bread, cut into 1-inch cubes
- 8 large eggs
- 2 1/2 cups whole milk
- 1/2 cup heavy cream
- 1/3 cup granulated sugar
- 2 tablespoons pure maple syrup, plus more for serving
- 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract
- 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
- 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
- 1/4 teaspoon fine salt
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, cut into small pieces
- Powdered sugar, for dusting (optional)
- Fresh berries, for serving (optional)
Instructions
- Prepare the baking dish. Lightly grease a 9x13-inch baking dish with butter or nonstick spray. Spread the bread cubes in an even layer across the bottom of the dish.
- Make the custard. In a large bowl, whisk together the eggs, milk, heavy cream, sugar, maple syrup, vanilla extract, cinnamon, nutmeg, and salt until fully combined and smooth.
- Soak the bread. Pour the custard mixture evenly over the bread cubes, pressing gently with a spatula so every piece absorbs the liquid. Scatter the butter pieces over the top.
- Refrigerate overnight. Cover the dish tightly with plastic wrap and refrigerate for at least 8 hours or overnight, allowing the bread to fully absorb the custard.
- Preheat and rest. When ready to bake, remove the dish from the refrigerator and let it sit at room temperature for 20 minutes. Preheat the oven to 350°F (175°C).
- Bake the strata. Uncover the dish and bake for 50–55 minutes, until the top is golden brown, the edges are set, and the center is just barely jiggly. If the top browns too quickly, tent loosely with foil after 35 minutes.
- Rest and serve. Let the strata rest for 10 minutes before slicing. Dust with powdered sugar if desired and serve warm with maple syrup and fresh berries alongside.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 370 | Protein: 14g | Fat: 15g | Carbs: 44g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 420mg