Week 100. I didn't plan to notice, but the number caught me. One hundred weeks of cooking. One hundred weeks of setting the table and clearing it and setting it again. One hundred Mondays and Tuesdays and Fridays, each one a meal, each meal a practice, each practice a prayer. If you'd told me at week one — standing at the stove at 5:47 AM making grits because Marcus was tired of cereal — that I'd still be here at week 100, still cooking, still writing, still standing, I would have believed you. Because what else would I be doing? The stove is where I go. The table is where I am. The kitchen is who I am.
But week one Tamika and week one hundred Tamika are different women. Week one Tamika had a mother who was sick. Week one hundred Tamika has a mother who is gone and a kitchen that carries her. Week one Tamika cooked from Mama's recipes exclusively. Week one hundred Tamika cooks from everywhere — Mama's South, West Africa, Jamaica, Mexico, her own imagination. Week one Tamika was afraid. Week one hundred Tamika is still afraid, but the fear has company now: courage, and skill, and the particular strength that comes from having survived the worst year of your life and come out the other side still holding a spatula.
Made a special Sunday dinner to mark the occasion (nobody at the table knows it's week 100 except me, and that's fine — the milestones that matter most are often invisible). Mama's fried chicken — the real recipe, from the Folgers can. My chicken tortilla soup as a starter. Marcus's tacos as a side, because he offered and I accepted and his confidence in the kitchen is a gift I'm unwrapping in real time. Jasmine's cornbread for the table, because she can make it now, and it's good, and it's hers. Three cooks. One table. One hundred weeks. The line holds. It's wider now. It's louder. It smells like every kitchen that ever taught someone to love. It holds.
Marcus asked if he could bring something to the table for week 100, and he landed on tacos—which tells you everything you need to know about where his confidence is right now. A year ago he would have asked me what to make; this time he just showed up with a plan and a cutting board and got to work. These are the tacos he made: loud and layered and exactly right for a Sunday dinner that needed a little bit of joy in every bite. I’m writing them down here because they deserve to exist on paper, and because watching someone you love find their way into a kitchen is one of the best things cooking has ever given me.
Epic Vegetarian Tacos
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 45 minutes | Servings: 4 to 6 (about 12 tacos)
Ingredients
- 12 small corn or flour tortillas (6-inch)
- 2 cans (15 oz each) black beans, drained and rinsed
- 1 large red bell pepper, diced
- 1 large yellow bell pepper, diced
- 1 cup frozen corn, thawed (or fresh kernels from 2 ears)
- 1 medium red onion, diced, divided
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 2 tablespoons olive oil, divided
- 1 1/2 teaspoons ground cumin
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1 teaspoon chili powder
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- Juice of 1 lime, plus wedges for serving
- 2 ripe avocados, sliced or smashed
- 1 cup cherry tomatoes, halved
- 1/2 cup fresh cilantro leaves, roughly chopped
- 1/2 cup crumbled cotija or shredded Mexican blend cheese (optional)
- 1/3 cup sour cream or plain Greek yogurt
- Hot sauce, for serving
Instructions
- Season the beans. In a medium bowl, combine the drained black beans with 1/2 teaspoon cumin, 1/2 teaspoon chili powder, the garlic powder, 1/4 teaspoon salt, and the juice of half the lime. Stir gently and set aside to let the flavors develop while you prep everything else.
- Roast the peppers and corn. Heat 1 tablespoon olive oil in a large cast-iron or heavy skillet over medium-high heat until shimmering. Add the diced bell peppers and half the red onion. Cook, stirring occasionally, for 6 to 8 minutes until softened and lightly charred at the edges. Add the corn and cook 2 to 3 minutes more until the corn picks up some color. Season with salt and pepper and transfer to a bowl.
- Bloom the spices. Reduce heat to medium and add the remaining tablespoon of olive oil to the same skillet. Add the minced garlic and cook 30 seconds until fragrant. Stir in the remaining cumin, smoked paprika, and oregano. Cook 30 seconds more, stirring constantly so the spices don’t burn.
- Warm the beans. Add the seasoned black beans to the skillet with the spice mixture. Stir to coat, then cook 3 to 4 minutes, gently mashing about half the beans with the back of a spoon to create a slightly creamy texture that holds together in a taco. Squeeze in the remaining lime juice. Taste and adjust salt. Keep warm on low heat.
- Warm the tortillas. Char the tortillas directly over a gas burner for 20 to 30 seconds per side, or wrap them in a damp paper towel and microwave in 30-second bursts until pliable. Keep wrapped in a clean kitchen towel to stay warm.
- Build the tacos. Spread a generous spoonful of the smashed black bean mixture down the center of each tortilla. Top with the roasted peppers and corn, a few slices or a smear of avocado, a handful of cherry tomatoes, and the remaining diced red onion. Finish with fresh cilantro, a dollop of sour cream, and cheese if using.
- Serve immediately. Arrange tacos on a large platter with lime wedges and hot sauce on the side. These are meant to be passed, shared, and eaten while they’re warm.
Nutrition (per serving, based on 2 tacos)
Calories: 390 | Protein: 15g | Fat: 14g | Carbs: 54g | Fiber: 12g | Sodium: 510mg