Cooking class week six: the final. The full Lowcountry meal, cooked by the students, eaten by everyone. I stood back. Not all the way back — I stood close enough to intervene if someone was about to ruin the grits or overcook the shrimp — but back enough that the cooking was theirs. Their hands on the spoons. Their salt in the pots. Their timing on the stove. My job was done. My job was to teach, and the teaching was over, and now the test was happening, and the test was a meal.
They cooked: shrimp and grits, collard greens, cornbread, she-crab soup, and peach cobbler. The full cycle. Six weeks of learning compressed into one meal. Thomas made the grits — low and slow, the way I taught him, stirring with the patience of a man who has discovered that patience is an ingredient. Keisha made the roux for the soup. A young man named Derek — not the same Derek who was my former student at Hodge, a different Derek — fried the shrimp. Tara made the cobbler with more butter. And two other students — Maria and Bernard — handled the greens and the cornbread, with Maria cooking the greens for the full three hours without complaint and Bernard baking the cornbread in my cast iron skillet, which I loaned him for the occasion with the solemnity of a priest loaning a holy relic.
The meal was served. Fifteen people ate — the six students, their guests, and me. I sat at the end of the table and I ate food that other hands had made from my recipes, and the food was good. Not my good — their good. A new good. A good that had my teaching in it but also had their stories, their hands, their histories. The shrimp and grits tasted like the Lowcountry filtered through six new people. The cobbler tasted like Hattie Pearl filtered through Tara's hands. The greens tasted like survival filtered through Maria, who told me afterward that her grandmother in Alabama used to cook greens the same way and that she hadn't tasted them since her grandmother died.
I cried. Not the quiet cry. The teaching cry. The cry that comes when you realize the thing you know has been passed to people who will carry it, and the carrying is the survival, and the survival is the food, and the food will outlive you, and that is enough. That has always been enough.
Now go on and feed somebody. And if you don't know how — learn. Find someone who does. Sit in their kitchen. Watch their hands. Listen to the cobbler, not the recipe. And when you're ready, cook.
After a meal like that — after watching Tara’s cobbler come out golden and Bernard’s cornbread set perfect in my cast iron — I drove home and I needed to bake something just for myself, something simple and quiet, something that didn’t require an audience or a grade. These eggless chocolate chip cookies are what I made. I’ve made them for years when I need to feel my hands doing something good, and they are the kind of recipe you can hand to a young person and say: start here, build from here, make it yours.
Eggless Chocolate Chip Cookies
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 12 min | Total Time: 27 min | Servings: 24 cookies
Ingredients
- 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour
- 1 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened to room temperature
- 3/4 cup granulated sugar
- 3/4 cup packed light brown sugar
- 3 tablespoons plain yogurt (or sour cream)
- 1 1/2 teaspoons pure vanilla extract
- 2 cups semi-sweet chocolate chips
Instructions
- Preheat and prepare. Preheat your oven to 375°F. Line two baking sheets with parchment paper and set aside.
- Whisk the dry ingredients. In a medium bowl, whisk together the flour, baking soda, and salt until evenly combined. Set aside.
- Cream the butter and sugars. In a large bowl, beat the softened butter with the granulated sugar and brown sugar on medium speed — or by hand with a wooden spoon — until the mixture is light, fluffy, and pale, about 3 to 4 minutes. Do not rush this step; the air you build here is doing the work the eggs would otherwise do.
- Add the yogurt and vanilla. Beat in the yogurt and vanilla extract until fully incorporated. The mixture may look slightly curdled — that is fine. Keep going.
- Combine wet and dry. Add the flour mixture to the butter mixture in two additions, stirring gently with a spatula or wooden spoon just until no dry flour remains. Do not overmix.
- Fold in the chocolate chips. Fold in the chocolate chips by hand until evenly distributed throughout the dough.
- Portion the dough. Drop rounded tablespoons of dough onto the prepared baking sheets, spacing them about 2 inches apart to allow for spreading.
- Bake. Bake one sheet at a time on the center rack for 10 to 12 minutes, until the edges are lightly golden but the centers still look just slightly underdone. They will continue to set as they cool.
- Cool and serve. Let the cookies rest on the baking sheet for 5 minutes before transferring to a wire rack. Serve warm or at room temperature. Store in an airtight container at room temperature for up to 5 days — if they last that long.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 185 | Protein: 2g | Fat: 9g | Carbs: 26g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 95mg