Book club. Carol's living room. Six women, a bottle of Pinot Noir, and a novel about Italy that everyone agreed was "lovely" and nobody agreed about anything else. I sat on Carol's couch with a glass of wine and talked about a book and laughed at someone's joke about the protagonist's love interest and for two hours I was a woman at a book club, not a cancer survivor, not a divorcée, not anything but Heather with an opinion about fictional Italians. The simplicity of it was staggering.
I met the other women. There's Carol, of course. Margaret, who is seventy and retired and has read more books than most libraries. Denise, who works in real estate and has opinions about everything (I like her immediately). Tanya, who is a nurse at St. Luke's (we bonded over hospital horror stories). And Jen, who is also divorced with two kids and who looked at me across the room and said, "Single mom?" and I said, "Yes," and she said, "Same," and we didn't need to say more because the word "same" covers everything — the exhaustion, the pride, the loneliness, the freedom, the daily miracle of keeping small humans alive alone.
Mason's class is doing a unit on ecosystems and he is fully consumed. He came home talking about food chains and producers and consumers and decomposers, and he drew a food chain on the back of a placemat at dinner (grass → rabbit → hawk → "stuff that eats dead hawks") and explained it to Lily, who said, "I don't like hawks" and went to play with her toy horses. Different learning styles.
The reconstruction surgery is in four weeks. I've been doing the pre-op routine: paperwork, consultations, the slow accumulation of appointments that precedes any surgery. I bought new bras — the first real bras I've bought since the mastectomy. Sports bras and soft-cup bras for after the expander, nothing underwired, nothing fancy. Just bras that will fit a body that will have shape again. The act of buying them felt significant in a way I didn't expect — like buying furniture for a house that's being rebuilt. The structure isn't there yet, but the faith that it will be is.
Sourdough attempt #2: better. Frank (the starter) is maturing, becoming more active, producing a tangier, more complex flavor. The crumb was more open this time, the crust darker, the ear slightly more defined. It's still not Instagram-worthy, but it's legitimately good bread, and Mason and Lily ate thick slices with butter and jam, and Mason said, "This is way better than the last one," which is both a compliment and a review of loaf #1 that I choose to interpret generously.
Frank the sourdough starter is coming along — loaf #2 was legitimately good, and I’m proud of that — but sourdough demands time I don’t always have, especially on book club nights. This yogurt flatbread has become my cheat code: fifteen minutes, four ingredients, and I walk into Carol’s living room with warm bread that pairs beautifully with wine and whatever cheese plate someone threw together. It’s not replacing my sourdough journey, but it’s filling the gaps with something homemade and good, and right now that feels like exactly enough.
Easy Yogurt Flatbread
Prep Time: 5 minutes | Cook Time: 10 minutes | Total Time: 15 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 1 cup self-rising flour, plus more for dusting
- 1 cup plain Greek yogurt (full-fat works best)
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder (optional)
- 1/4 teaspoon salt
- 1 tablespoon olive oil or melted butter, for brushing
- Flaky sea salt and fresh herbs (rosemary, thyme, or parsley) for topping
Instructions
- Make the dough. In a medium bowl, combine the self-rising flour, Greek yogurt, garlic powder, and salt. Stir with a fork until a shaggy dough forms, then turn out onto a lightly floured surface and knead gently for 1 to 2 minutes until smooth. The dough will be slightly sticky — that’s okay.
- Divide and roll. Split the dough into 4 equal pieces. Roll each piece into a thin oval or round, about 1/4 inch thick. Don’t worry about perfect shapes — rustic is the goal here.
- Heat your pan. Place a large skillet or cast-iron pan over medium-high heat. Let it get good and hot for about 2 minutes. No oil needed in the pan.
- Cook the flatbreads. Place one flatbread in the dry skillet and cook for 2 to 3 minutes per side, until golden-brown spots appear and the bread puffs slightly. Repeat with remaining dough.
- Finish and serve. Brush each warm flatbread with olive oil or melted butter, then sprinkle with flaky sea salt and fresh herbs. Serve immediately — these are best warm, torn by hand, and eaten alongside good wine and good conversation.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 190 | Protein: 8g | Fat: 5g | Carbs: 28g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 480mg