The Scottsdale Smoke Showdown: thirty-eight teams, brisket only, one hundred degrees of Arizona spring. I drove my rig to the venue Friday night, set up under a pop-up canopy, and started my cook at midnight. This is the rhythm now — I could do it in my sleep, and some years I basically do. Light the fire, manage the coals, wait. BBQ is ninety percent waiting and ten percent critical decisions made at 3 AM when your judgment is compromised by fatigue. It's a lot like firefighting in that way.
I turned in at noon. The brisket was — and I say this with the humility of a man who knows he's biased — beautiful. The bark was a deep mahogany, cracking slightly when I sliced. The smoke ring was a quarter inch. The flat was tender without being mushy. The point was rich and buttery. I arranged six slices in the box with the confidence of a man who'd done this before and the anxiety of a man who remembers what it felt like to lose.
Second place. Out of thirty-eight. I missed first by two points — two points on the taste score, which means one judge thought someone else's brisket was slightly more delicious than mine, and that judge is wrong, but I respect the process. Second place is excellent. Second place means I'm improving. Second place also means I'm not first, which burns in a way that only competitive people understand. I called my dad. He said "how many teams?" I said "thirty-eight." He said "two points?" (He always asks for the margins.) I said "two points." He said "fix the taste." Thanks, Dad. Profound.
Jessica was happy with second. She was also happy that I was home by 2 PM instead of midnight, which she considers the real victory. Sofia drew me another picture — this one of "Daddy's trophy" which was a rectangle with a circle on top that could have been a trophy or a lollipop or an alien, but I chose to interpret it as a trophy. It's on the refrigerator next to the birthday handprint. The refrigerator is becoming a gallery of my daughter's interpretive art, and I wouldn't trade it for a real gallery.
Made fish tacos for dinner — grilled mahi-mahi with lime and cumin, topped with a quick mango-avocado salsa and pickled red onions on corn tortillas. Jessica's been pushing for more fish and lighter food now that she's out of the first-trimester nausea phase and into what she calls "the hungry phase" where she wants to eat everything but also wants to eat well. Fish tacos are the compromise: light enough for a pregnant accountant, flavorful enough for a competitive pitmaster. Marriage is negotiation. The kitchen is the negotiating table.
The fish tacos that night felt like the right punctuation mark for a week that was equal parts chaos and grace — something bright and fresh to match the gallery growing on our refrigerator door. Jessica’s craving something light and alive, Sofia’s drawing trophies that look like aliens, and I’m standing at the grill thinking marriage really is just a long negotiation with the person you chose, which isn’t a complaint so much as a love letter. Here’s how I pulled it together in under twenty minutes on a Tuesday night.
Easy 10 Minute Lemon Butter Grouper Fish Tacos with Mango-Avocado Salsa
Prep Time: 10 min | Cook Time: 8 min | Total Time: 18 min | Servings: 4 (2 tacos each)
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs mahi-mahi or grouper fillets, cut into strips
- 2 tablespoons butter, melted
- 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice
- 1 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 8 small corn tortillas, warmed
- Mango-Avocado Salsa:
- 1 ripe mango, diced small
- 1 ripe avocado, diced small
- 1/4 cup red onion, finely diced
- 1 jalapeno, seeded and minced
- 2 tablespoons fresh cilantro, chopped
- 1 tablespoon fresh lime juice
- 1/4 teaspoon kosher salt
- Quick Pickled Red Onions:
- 1/2 red onion, thinly sliced
- 1/4 cup white wine vinegar
- 1/4 cup warm water
- 1 teaspoon sugar
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
Instructions
- Pickle the onions. Combine vinegar, warm water, sugar, and salt in a small bowl. Add sliced red onion and let sit at least 15 minutes while you prep everything else. They’ll soften and turn pink — the longer they sit, the better.
- Make the salsa. Gently toss diced mango, avocado, red onion, jalapeno, and cilantro together in a bowl. Add lime juice and salt, stir lightly to combine. Set aside. Don’t over-mix or the avocado will go to mush.
- Season the fish. Pat fillets dry with paper towels. Brush both sides with melted butter, then sprinkle evenly with cumin, garlic powder, smoked paprika, salt, and pepper. Drizzle lime juice over the top.
- Grill or sear the fish. Heat a grill pan or cast iron skillet over medium-high heat. Cook fish strips 3 to 4 minutes per side until the flesh is opaque and flakes easily with a fork. Do not move them around — let them develop a light crust.
- Warm the tortillas. Char corn tortillas directly over a gas flame 20 to 30 seconds per side, or wrap in a damp paper towel and microwave 45 seconds. Keep them warm in a folded towel until serving.
- Assemble and serve. Layer fish into warm tortillas. Spoon mango-avocado salsa generously over the top. Finish with a small pile of pickled red onions. Serve immediately with extra lime wedges on the side.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 390 | Protein: 34g | Fat: 13g | Carbs: 38g | Fiber: 6g | Sodium: 520mg