I applied for head brewer. The position opened officially this week. I submitted my resume, my portfolio of sour beer innovations, my production records, and a cover letter that I wrote and rewrote seven times before Megan read it and said, "Just be yourself." So I rewrote it an eighth time and was myself. The letter is honest, unpretentious, and includes the sentence "I started loading kegs thirteen years ago and I'd like to stop loading kegs and start running the brewery." Megan said, "Perfect."
The competition is real — two internal candidates (me and a brewer named Mark who's been here three years) and three external. But the sour program is mine. The seasonal series is mine. The reputation I've built is mine. The head brewer, in his final months, has been giving me more responsibility, more room, more trust. Whether that's grooming or testing or both, I'm ready.
At home, Tommy is fourteen months and he's talking. Not coherently — he says "dada" (me, I claim), "mama" (definitely Megan), "ba" (which could mean ball, bottle, or Babcia, and I choose Babcia), and "mo" (more, usually about food). His first word was "dada." I will never stop mentioning this. Megan says his first word was "mama." This dispute will run parallel to the potato salad dispute: eternal, unresolvable, defining.
Made Babcia's mushroom soup for Wigilia prep. The zurek starter is on the counter. The poppy seed cake is planned. Christmas is coming. The routines cycle. The years turn. The soup simmers. Tommy sits in the high chair and says "mo" and I give him more soup and the chain holds.
Megan and Jake married in June 2024. The small newlywed-rhythm is in its small second year. The small two-bedroom rental on the small east-side of Milwaukee continues to be the small first-home. The small thirty-year-mortgage-eventually-someday is the small five-year-goal. The small marriage is the small foundation the small life is being built on.
The small Polish-American heritage is the small kitchen-identity. The small pierogi-recipe-cards from Babcia Helen (Jake’s grandmother who passed in 2018, who had lived two blocks from the small Bay-View family-house) is the small monthly-Saturday-tradition. The small kielbasa-and-sauerkraut. The small bigos. The small recipes that came over from the small Krakow-region in the small 1910s.
The small Milwaukee-winter is the small six-month-condition. The small cold-weather-comfort-food rotation runs October through April. The small soups, the small stews, the small braises, the small heavy-baked-goods. The small Midwestern-comfort-vocabulary is the small kitchen-language.
Megan and Jake married in June 2024. The small newlywed-rhythm is in its small second year. The small two-bedroom rental on the small east-side of Milwaukee continues to be the small first-home. The small thirty-year-mortgage-eventually-someday is the small five-year-goal. The small marriage is the small foundation the small life is being built on.
The small Lakefront Brewery shift-work continues to be the small steady-paycheck. The small forty-hour-week brewery-floor job pays the small twenty-two-an-hour rate that the small Milwaukee-blue-collar-economy supports. The small benefits are the small union-decent. The small ten-year-tenure-target is the small career-anchor.
The small Polish-American heritage is the small kitchen-identity. The small pierogi-recipe-cards from Babcia Helen (Jake’s grandmother who passed in 2018, who had lived two blocks from the small Bay-View family-house) is the small monthly-Saturday-tradition. The small kielbasa-and-sauerkraut. The small bigos. The small recipes that came over from the small Krakow-region in the small 1910s.
Megan is from a small Irish-Catholic Milwaukee-suburban family. The small Sunday-dinners at her small parents’ house rotate with the small Sunday-dinners at Jake’s parents’ house. The small in-laws on both sides have been the small welcoming-presence. The small two-family-network is the small extended-support the small newlywed-life rests on.
The small Milwaukee-winter is the small six-month-condition. The small cold-weather-comfort-food rotation runs October through April. The small soups, the small stews, the small braises, the small heavy-baked-goods. The small Midwestern-comfort-vocabulary is the small kitchen-language.
The small future-kid-conversations have begun. Megan teaches small fourth-grade at a small public school in Wauwatosa. The small adoption-vs-biological conversation is in the small early-discussion stage. The small five-year-plan includes the small kid-or-kids in some form. The small kitchen is the small place where the small future is being practiced.
The mushroom soup is Babcia’s, the zurek starter is working on the counter, and the poppy seed cake is still a plan — but somewhere between submitting that cover letter and watching Tommy demand more soup with an outstretched spoon, I decided this holiday table also needed something extravagant and unapologetically chocolate. Career leaps deserve a proper dessert. This Double Chocolate Mousse Torte has become the thing I make when I need to feel like I’m building toward something — it takes patience, it rewards attention, and it lands on the table looking exactly as serious as I intend to be.
Double Chocolate Mousse Torte
Prep Time: 45 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 4 hours (includes chilling) | Servings: 12
Ingredients
- Chocolate Cake Base:
- 1 cup all-purpose flour
- 1/2 cup unsweetened cocoa powder
- 1 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/2 teaspoon baking powder
- 1/4 teaspoon salt
- 3/4 cup granulated sugar
- 1/2 cup buttermilk
- 1/3 cup vegetable oil
- 2 large eggs
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 1/2 cup hot brewed coffee
- Dark Chocolate Mousse Layer:
- 6 oz dark chocolate (70% cacao), finely chopped
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter
- 3 large eggs, separated
- 2 tablespoons granulated sugar
- 1 cup heavy whipping cream, cold
- Milk Chocolate Mousse Layer:
- 6 oz milk chocolate, finely chopped
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter
- 2 large eggs, separated
- 2 tablespoons granulated sugar
- 1 cup heavy whipping cream, cold
- Ganache Topping:
- 4 oz dark chocolate, finely chopped
- 1/2 cup heavy cream
- 1 tablespoon unsalted butter
Instructions
- Bake the cake base. Preheat oven to 350°F. Grease a 9-inch springform pan and line the bottom with parchment. Whisk together flour, cocoa, baking soda, baking powder, salt, and sugar. In a separate bowl, whisk buttermilk, oil, eggs, and vanilla. Pour wet ingredients into dry and stir to combine, then stir in the hot coffee until just incorporated. Pour batter into prepared pan and bake 22–25 minutes, until a toothpick comes out clean. Cool completely in pan.
- Make the dark chocolate mousse. Melt dark chocolate and butter together in a heatproof bowl set over simmering water (or microwave in 30-second bursts), stirring until smooth. Let cool to room temperature. Beat egg yolks with 1 tablespoon of the sugar until pale and thick; fold into the chocolate mixture. In a separate clean bowl, beat egg whites with remaining tablespoon of sugar to soft peaks. In another bowl, whip the heavy cream to soft peaks. Gently fold whipped cream into chocolate mixture, then fold in egg whites until no streaks remain.
- Layer the dark mousse. Pour the dark chocolate mousse over the cooled cake base (still in the springform pan). Spread evenly. Refrigerate 45 minutes until set.
- Make the milk chocolate mousse. Repeat the mousse process using the milk chocolate, butter, eggs, sugar, and cream. Pour the milk chocolate mousse over the set dark chocolate layer and spread evenly.
- Chill. Cover the pan loosely and refrigerate at least 2 hours, or overnight, until both mousse layers are fully set and firm.
- Make the ganache. Heat heavy cream in a small saucepan over medium heat until it just begins to simmer. Pour over the chopped dark chocolate in a heatproof bowl. Let stand 2 minutes, then stir until smooth. Add butter and stir to incorporate. Let cool 10 minutes until slightly thickened but still pourable.
- Finish the torte. Release the springform ring. Pour the ganache over the top of the torte, allowing it to drip slightly over the edges. Refrigerate 20 minutes to set the ganache before slicing. Serve cold or at cool room temperature.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 520 | Protein: 7g | Fat: 35g | Carbs: 46g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 180mg