Fourth of July, Year 5. No cookout. No thirty people. No fireworks from the backyard with Roberto in his lawn chair. Just us. Just four. And the grill, because the grill does not close for pandemics, and neither do I.
I made the full menu anyway. Smoked ribs, grilled corn, watermelon with tajin, smoked queso, burnt ends. For four people. It was absurd. It was magnificent. It was my way of saying to the universe: you can take the guests but you cannot take the feast. Sofia and Diego ate until they could not move. Jessica ate ribs with her hands and got sauce on her nose and laughed for the first time in weeks, a real laugh, the kind that comes from the belly and surprises even the laugher. That laugh was worth every rack of ribs.
We watched fireworks from the roof — a tradition I invented on the spot. I carried a blanket and two camp chairs up the ladder (Jessica carried the wine), and we sat on the flat roof of our single-story ranch and watched three different city fireworks displays on the horizon while the kids were asleep below. The desert night was warm, the sky was enormous, and for thirty minutes we were not in a pandemic. We were just two people on a roof, watching the sky explode, holding hands, remembering what it felt like to be normal.
I called Roberto after the fireworks. He was awake — of course he was awake, Roberto has not slept past 9 PM in forty years — and he said, "I heard the fireworks. I went outside and watched from the yard." He was standing in his backyard, in Maryvale, alone, watching the same fireworks I was watching from my roof. Two men, six miles apart, looking at the same sky. I said, "Happy Fourth, Dad." He said, "God bless America, mijo. Even when she is sick."
The surplus food from the cookout went into containers: two for my parents, two for Mrs. Delgado, two for the firehouse. The Fourth of July feast for four fed eight. The math of generosity: you always have more than you think.
The ribs that made Jessica laugh — the real laugh, the belly laugh — were built on this rub. Every rack I’ve ever smoked for the Fourth starts here: a heavy-handed coat of herbs and spice the night before, then into the smoker at first light while the neighborhood is still quiet. I’ve tweaked this Dixie Herb Rub over a few summers now, but that pandemic Fourth is when it became something more than a recipe to me — it became proof that you can season a celebration back into existence, even when the world is telling you to stay home and stay quiet.
Dixie Herb Rub
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 0 minutes | Total Time: 10 minutes | Servings: 12 (makes about 3/4 cup)
Ingredients
- 2 tablespoons smoked paprika
- 1 tablespoon garlic powder
- 1 tablespoon onion powder
- 1 tablespoon brown sugar, packed
- 1 tablespoon kosher salt
- 2 teaspoons black pepper, coarsely ground
- 2 teaspoons dried thyme
- 2 teaspoons dried oregano
- 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper (or more to taste)
- 1 teaspoon dry mustard powder
- 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin
Instructions
- Combine. Add all ingredients to a small bowl and whisk together until fully incorporated and no clumps remain.
- Taste and adjust. Pinch a small amount and taste — add more cayenne for heat, more brown sugar for sweetness, or more salt as needed to match your preference.
- Apply. Pat your ribs, brisket, burnt ends, or chicken dry with paper towels, then coat generously on all sides with the rub, pressing it firmly into the meat. For best results, apply the night before and refrigerate uncovered.
- Store. Transfer any unused rub to an airtight jar or zip-lock bag. Store at room temperature away from heat and light for up to 6 months.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 18 | Protein: 0g | Fat: 0g | Carbs: 4g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 580mg