Spring. The third spring without Mama. The azaleas at Cascade Heights are budding again — Curtis called to report, as he does every year now, the botanical bulletin from a man who has become an accidental gardener in his grief. "They're coming," he said. "Pink ones first." Mama's favorites. The pink ones were always first because Mama planted them on the sunny side of the walkway and the sun loved them the way Mama loved everything — fiercely, without restraint.
The anniversary is next month. I know what I'll do: Cascade Heights, Mama's kitchen, fried chicken. The ritual. The return. Not a pilgrimage — a practice. A practice of cooking in her kitchen, with her skillet, with her blend, on the day she left. It hurt less last year. It will hurt differently this year. Different is the best I can offer grief. Not less. Different.
Derek and I are talking about moving in together. Not now — the word "eventually" is doing a lot of work in these conversations — but the direction is set. The question is not "if" but "when" and "where" and "how do we fit six people into a space that was designed for three?" The townhouse is too small. His apartment is too small. We need something bigger. Something that holds four children and two adults and a kitchen large enough for two people to cook in without elbowing each other, although the elbowing is secretly my favorite part.
Made shakshuka for the first time — eggs poached in a spiced tomato sauce, served with crusty bread for dipping. A dish from the Middle East that I found in a cookbook at the library and immediately loved because it's one pot, it's dramatic, and it's eggs, which means it's breakfast and dinner and the perfect meal for a woman who has been cooking for everyone else and wants something simple and beautiful for herself. Marcus said, "This is eggs?" I said, "These are eggs." He said, "Eggs can do THIS?" Eggs can do this. So can I. So can we. The pot is one pot but the table is big and the spice is from everywhere and the eggs are for me and the bread is for sharing and the kitchen is where I am and where I want to be.
Marcus’s voice in that kitchen — “Eggs can do THIS?” — stayed with me all week, and I kept coming back to the skillet the way I keep coming back to that question: what else have I been underestimating? This Denver Omelet Scrambled Eggs Skillet is my answer for the mornings after a night of big feelings, when I want something warm and colorful that asks very little of me but gives a lot back — one pan, good vegetables, eggs doing exactly what they’re built to do, which turns out to be more than enough.
Denver Omelet Scrambled Eggs Skillet
Prep Time: 10 min | Cook Time: 15 min | Total Time: 25 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 8 large eggs
- 1/4 cup whole milk
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1 tablespoon olive oil or butter
- 1 cup diced ham (about 6 oz)
- 1 medium green bell pepper, diced
- 1 medium red bell pepper, diced
- 1/2 medium yellow onion, diced
- 1 cup shredded cheddar cheese
- 2 tablespoons fresh chives or parsley, chopped (optional, for garnish)
Instructions
- Whisk the eggs. In a medium bowl, whisk together eggs, milk, salt, and pepper until well combined and slightly frothy. Set aside.
- Sauté the vegetables and ham. Heat oil or butter in a large (10–12 inch) skillet over medium heat. Add diced onion, green bell pepper, and red bell pepper. Cook, stirring occasionally, until softened, about 5–6 minutes. Add the diced ham and cook another 2 minutes until lightly browned.
- Add the eggs. Reduce heat to medium-low. Pour the egg mixture evenly over the vegetables and ham. Let the eggs set slightly around the edges, about 30 seconds, then use a spatula to gently fold and scramble, pulling cooked egg from the edges toward the center.
- Cook to your preference. Continue folding gently every 30–45 seconds until eggs are just set but still slightly glossy — avoid overcooking. This should take 4–5 minutes total.
- Add the cheese. Sprinkle shredded cheddar evenly over the top. Remove from heat, cover the skillet for 1 minute to let the cheese melt.
- Serve. Scatter fresh chives or parsley on top if using. Bring the skillet straight to the table and serve immediately with toast, crusty bread, or fruit on the side.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 340 | Protein: 26g | Fat: 22g | Carbs: 7g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 780mg