June, and the summer opens with the heat and the freedom and the particular pleasure of a retired woman who has all day to write and all evening to cook and all night to read and all of it — the writing, the cooking, the reading — is the life she designed, at the desk Robert built, in the kitchen Mama taught, with the pen that was carved from walnut and the skillet that was carried from Beaufort.
James and Elise announced that Elise is pregnant. The announcement was made over FaceTime, on a Sunday evening, the evening that is reserved for James's weekly call and that is now the evening of the announcement that changes everything: a grandchild. Due in early 2027. The word "grandchild" sat in the kitchen like a bell — struck, reverberating, the sound filling the room the way Mama's humming used to fill it, the sound of a future arriving.
I wept. Robert wept. Carrie, who was standing in the kitchen, screamed (the Carrie review). James laughed. Elise laughed. And the weeping and the screaming and the laughing were the family's response to the news that the chain is extending, that the table will hold one more, that the she-crab soup will be tasted by a person who does not yet exist but who is, already, loved.
I made she-crab soup — the announcement soup, the celebration soup, the soup that marks the good news and the bad news and all the news between, because the soup is the response, and the response is the love, and the love is the cooking, and the cooking never stops.
The she-crab soup was the response to the announcement, and the soup was right — it was the soup that had always been right, the soup Mama taught, the soup that travels with us — but after Robert and I had eaten and cried and called Carrie back to calm her down, I wanted something sweet, something that had no history attached to it, something that was only joy. This crustless cheesecake is the dessert I make when the occasion is too large for anything complicated: no crust to fuss over, no layers to manage, just the pure, trembling center of a thing that holds together because it must. I made it that Sunday night, after the FaceTime ended and the kitchen was quiet again, and I ate a slice standing at the counter with Robert beside me, and we did not say anything, because the cheesecake said it.
Crustless Cheesecake
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 50 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour 5 minutes (plus 2 hours chilling) | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 16 oz (2 blocks) full-fat cream cheese, softened to room temperature
- 3/4 cup granulated sugar
- 2 large eggs, room temperature
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 1/2 cup sour cream
- 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour
- Pinch of fine salt
- Fresh berries or a light fruit compote, for serving (optional)
Instructions
- Prepare the oven and pan. Preheat your oven to 325°F. Grease a 9-inch springform pan generously with butter or nonstick spray and set aside on a rimmed baking sheet.
- Beat the cream cheese. In a large bowl, beat the softened cream cheese with a hand mixer or stand mixer on medium speed for 2–3 minutes, until completely smooth and fluffy. Scrape down the sides of the bowl as needed — no lumps allowed.
- Add sugar and flavorings. With the mixer on low, add the granulated sugar and mix until just incorporated. Add the vanilla extract and the pinch of salt and mix again briefly.
- Incorporate the eggs. Add the eggs one at a time, beating on low just until each egg disappears into the batter. Do not overmix after the eggs go in — overmixing adds air and can cause cracking.
- Fold in sour cream and flour. Add the sour cream and flour. Fold gently with a rubber spatula until the batter is smooth, silky, and uniform.
- Bake. Pour the batter into the prepared springform pan and smooth the top. Bake at 325°F for 45–50 minutes, until the edges are set and the center has a slight jiggle — like firm gelatin, not liquid. The top should be pale and just barely golden at the edges.
- Cool slowly. Turn the oven off. Crack the oven door open and let the cheesecake rest inside for 30 minutes. This slow cooling helps prevent cracks. Then remove to a wire rack and cool to room temperature, about 1 hour.
- Chill and serve. Refrigerate for at least 2 hours, or overnight, before releasing the springform ring. Slice with a clean knife wiped between cuts. Serve with fresh berries or a spoonful of fruit compote if you like, or eat it plain, standing at the counter, the way it was meant.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 320 | Protein: 6g | Fat: 23g | Carbs: 22g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 210mg