March. Two years since the blog began. Two years since I first wrote about miso soup at three AM with a newborn on my chest. Miya is almost two now — walking, talking, eating onigiri with her hands, saying "Obaachan" with an accent that is not quite Japanese and not quite American but something in between, something new, something hers.
I wrote a second-anniversary post for the blog — a reflection on what writing has become for me. Not a hobby, not a side project, but a practice, the way yoga is a practice, the way Fumiko's cooking is a practice. Something you do daily, with intention, regardless of whether anyone is watching. The practice itself is the reward. The audience is a bonus. The writing has changed me — it has given me a language for the things I used to carry silently: the anxiety, the grief, the complicated love of a woman who lives between two cultures. I write and the carrying becomes lighter. Not light. Lighter.
I made spring tempura this week — fiddlehead ferns, asparagus, sweet potato, and shiso leaves from the balcony, all battered in a light, cold batter and fried until crispy and golden. Tempura is one of those dishes that seems intimidating until you understand that the secret is temperature — cold batter, hot oil, nothing else. The batter must be icy. The oil must be screaming. The contrast creates the crunch. I served it with tentsuyu dipping sauce — dashi, soy, mirin — and grated daikon, and ate it standing at the counter because tempura is best eaten immediately, in the minute between the oil and the table, while the crunch is still alive.
The writing conference is in two weeks. I have signed up for a workshop on personal essay writing and a panel on food writing as a genre. I am nervous in the way I am always nervous — the anticipatory anxiety, the pre-experience of all possible failures — but I am going. I am going because the writing instructor said "submit everywhere" and because the essay was published and because the blog has two thousand readers and because Fumiko did not learn to cook by staying in one kitchen. She learned by paying attention. I am paying attention. I am walking through new doors. The anxiety follows me through every door. But it does not stop me from opening them.
Tempura taught me something I keep returning to: the crunch only exists because of contrast, because two opposing forces—ice and fire—meet at exactly the right moment. I have been thinking about that a lot this week, about contrast, about the anxiety that walks through every door beside me and how I walk through anyway. These crispy baked carrot fries are what I make on the evenings after the tempura is gone, when I still want that golden, satisfying crunch but the oil has been put away and the kitchen is quieter—a simpler version of the same instinct, the same reach toward something warm and alive and made with my own hands.
Crispy Baked Carrot Fries
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 35 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs carrots, peeled and cut into thin matchstick fries (about 1/4-inch thick)
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/4 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt, plus more to taste
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 2 tablespoons cornstarch
- Fresh parsley, chopped, for garnish (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat the oven. Heat your oven to 425°F (220°C). Line two large baking sheets with parchment paper and set aside. Using two sheets ensures the fries are spread in a single layer, which is the key to getting them crispy rather than steamed.
- Prep the carrots. Peel the carrots and cut them into uniform matchstick-shaped fries, roughly 3 inches long and 1/4-inch thick. The more consistent your cuts, the more evenly they will cook. Pat them dry with a clean kitchen towel—moisture is the enemy of crunch.
- Coat with cornstarch. Place the dried carrot fries in a large bowl and toss with the cornstarch until evenly coated. This step is what creates the light, crispy exterior in the oven.
- Season. Drizzle the olive oil over the cornstarch-coated carrots and toss well to combine. Add the garlic powder, smoked paprika, cumin, salt, and black pepper, and toss again until everything is evenly distributed.
- Spread and bake. Arrange the carrot fries in a single layer across the two prepared baking sheets, making sure no fries are overlapping. Bake for 20–25 minutes, flipping once halfway through, until the edges are golden and the fries are crisp and caramelized.
- Finish and serve. Remove from the oven and immediately season with a pinch more salt if desired. Garnish with fresh parsley. Serve right away—like all good crispy things, these are best eaten in the first few minutes, while the crunch is still alive.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 130 | Protein: 1g | Fat: 7g | Carbs: 18g | Fiber: 4g | Sodium: 310mg