Veterans Day was Saturday. I don't have a strong ceremony around it — not the way Memorial Day carries Derek's name for me. Veterans Day feels more abstract, more collective, which maybe is the point. There was a ceremony in Roundup — small, at the VFW, which has been in the same building on Main Street since 1946. I drove past it and didn't stop. Some years I'll go. Not this year.
The farrier work is steady now. Debbie's horse operation in Billings is a regular account. Tom Whelan recommended me to a ranch in Yellowstone County — six horses, quarterly, starting in December. The work comes to me now, which is different from me going to it. I have a schedule. I have clients. I have something that looks like a career alongside the ranch.
I drove out to check the winter pasture fence Wednesday and found a section near the creek that the elk had pushed through in the night — seven strands of wire splayed apart, three posts down, a gap you could drive a truck through. I spent four hours in the cold fixing it, working alone, the temperature dropping all afternoon. By the end I was too cold to feel my hands well enough to drive and I sat in the truck for twenty minutes with the heater running until my fingers worked again. The elk ate grass on the wrong side of the fence while I watched. We looked at each other.
Some days the ranch and the animals and the cold and the fence that needs fixing are exactly enough. Some days they're all that's between you and the thing that wants to take you down. I don't know that those are different days, actually. Both can be true at the same time.
Mom made her winter soup Thursday — a thick beef and barley soup with root vegetables, the kind she makes when the weather turns serious. Eighty-seven days dry.
Mom’s soup was hers to make that Thursday, and I let it be hers — I sat at the table and ate two bowls and didn’t say much. But later in the week, when I had the kitchen to myself, I wanted to make something with that same quality: warm, deliberate, built from things pulled out of storage before the deep freeze sets in. This creamy pumpkin marinara has become my version of that — it takes about the same amount of time as sitting in a truck waiting for your hands to come back, and it does something similar for the rest of you.
Creamy Pumpkin Marinara
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 35 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1 medium yellow onion, finely diced
- 4 cloves garlic, minced
- 1/2 teaspoon red pepper flakes
- 1 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1 teaspoon dried basil
- 1 can (15 oz) pure pumpkin puree
- 1 can (14.5 oz) crushed tomatoes
- 1/2 cup heavy cream (or full-fat coconut cream)
- 1/2 cup low-sodium vegetable or chicken broth
- 1 teaspoon kosher salt, plus more to taste
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 1 teaspoon sugar (optional, to balance acidity)
- 12 oz pasta of choice (rigatoni or pappardelle recommended)
- Freshly grated Parmesan, for serving
- Fresh basil or parsley, for garnish
Instructions
- Cook the pasta. Bring a large pot of salted water to a boil. Cook pasta according to package directions until al dente. Reserve 1/2 cup pasta water before draining. Set aside.
- Saute the aromatics. In a large skillet or saucepan, heat olive oil over medium heat. Add the onion and cook, stirring occasionally, until softened and translucent, about 6–8 minutes. Add the garlic and red pepper flakes and cook another 60 seconds until fragrant.
- Build the sauce base. Stir in the dried oregano and basil, then add the pumpkin puree and crushed tomatoes. Stir well to combine. Pour in the broth and bring the mixture to a gentle simmer over medium-low heat.
- Add the cream. Reduce heat to low. Stir in the heavy cream until fully incorporated. Season with salt, pepper, and sugar if using. Let the sauce simmer gently for 10–12 minutes, stirring occasionally, until it thickens slightly and the flavors meld.
- Adjust consistency. If the sauce is thicker than you’d like, stir in reserved pasta water a few tablespoons at a time until it reaches your preferred consistency.
- Combine and serve. Add the drained pasta directly to the sauce and toss to coat. Serve immediately, topped with freshly grated Parmesan and a handful of torn fresh basil or parsley.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 520 | Protein: 14g | Fat: 18g | Carbs: 76g | Fiber: 7g | Sodium: 480mg