Amber moved back to UK this weekend. Sophomore year. She's in an apartment now instead of the dorms — shares it with two other nursing students, three girls living on ramen and ambition and a budget that makes me wince. I helped her move. Travis helped too, which means Travis carried the heavy things and I supervised and told him he was carrying them wrong, which is the natural evolution of fatherhood into foreman-hood.
Amber's apartment is small and clean and smells like lavender because she put one of those diffuser things in the living room. She has a poster on the wall that says "Be The Change" which I privately think is a little much but I didn't say anything because I'm learning that supporting your children means keeping some opinions to yourself. She has textbooks on the shelf that cost more than my first car. She has a stethoscope hanging on a hook by the door, a real one, not a toy, and when I saw it I had to turn away and pretend to examine the window blinds because the sight of my daughter's stethoscope made my chest do something I wasn't prepared for.
Before we left, I gave her a bag of food. This is what parents do when children leave — we feed them one last time and hope it lasts. The bag contained: a quart of frozen stewed tomatoes from the garden, a container of pinto beans I'd cooked that morning, a loaf of cornbread wrapped in foil, a jar of Betty's bread and butter pickles that Betty had sent from Evarts, and a handwritten recipe for chicken and dumplings on a piece of notebook paper. Amber looked in the bag and looked at me and said "Dad" in that tone that means she's about to cry and I should leave before she does because if she cries I'll cry and then Travis will be uncomfortable and nobody wants that.
I want to talk about those bread and butter pickles because they're Betty's and they're perfect. You slice cucumbers and onions thin. You make a brine: one cup white vinegar, one cup sugar, a half teaspoon of celery seed, a half teaspoon of mustard seed, a half teaspoon of turmeric. Bring the brine to a boil, pour it over the cucumbers and onions, let it cool, and refrigerate. They're ready in twenty-four hours. They're sweet and tangy and crunchy and they go on everything — burgers, sandwiches, or straight from the jar with your fingers, which is how Betty eats them when she thinks nobody's watching.
The drive home from UK was quiet. Connie held my hand, which she doesn't usually do in the truck because she says the center console is in the way, but she reached over and held my hand and we drove home without saying much. Two kids gone. One left. The house is getting emptier by the year, and the silence where their noise used to be is louder than anything the construction site can produce.
Clay made the varsity squad this week. Starting linebacker, junior varsity last year, varsity this year. The defensive coordinator called me to tell me and I could hear the excitement in his voice. I said "That's real good" and hung up and sat on the back porch for a while. My boy. Varsity. In Evarts, making varsity meant you were somebody. In Lexington, it probably means less. But to me it means everything.
That night, after Clay went to bed, I didn’t want anything fancy — I just wanted something that felt like it was holding things together. Creamy chicken noodle soup is what Connie makes when somebody’s sick or sad or just worn down to the bone, and I was at least two of those things. It’s the kind of food that doesn’t ask anything of you, and that’s exactly what I needed. Here’s how we make it.
Creamy Chicken Noodle Soup
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 35 min | Total Time: 50 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs boneless, skinless chicken breasts or thighs
- 3 tablespoons unsalted butter
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 3 medium carrots, peeled and sliced into coins
- 3 celery stalks, sliced
- 4 cloves garlic, minced
- 1/3 cup all-purpose flour
- 6 cups low-sodium chicken broth
- 1 cup whole milk
- 1/2 cup heavy cream
- 2 cups wide egg noodles, uncooked
- 1 teaspoon dried thyme
- 1/2 teaspoon dried parsley
- 1/2 teaspoon onion powder
- Salt and black pepper to taste
Instructions
- Cook the chicken. Place chicken in a medium saucepan, cover with water, and bring to a boil over medium-high heat. Reduce heat and simmer 15–18 minutes until cooked through. Remove chicken, let cool slightly, then shred or chop into bite-sized pieces. Set aside.
- Saute the vegetables. In a large pot or Dutch oven, melt butter over medium heat. Add onion, carrots, and celery. Cook, stirring occasionally, for 6–8 minutes until softened. Add garlic and cook 1 minute more.
- Build the base. Sprinkle flour over the vegetables and stir to coat. Cook 1–2 minutes to eliminate the raw flour taste. Slowly pour in the chicken broth, whisking as you go to prevent lumps.
- Season and simmer. Add thyme, parsley, onion powder, salt, and pepper. Bring to a gentle boil, then reduce heat to medium-low and simmer 10 minutes.
- Add noodles and cream. Stir in egg noodles and cook 8–10 minutes until tender. Reduce heat to low and stir in milk, heavy cream, and the shredded chicken. Heat through for 3–4 minutes. Do not boil after adding the cream.
- Taste and adjust. Season with additional salt and pepper as needed. Serve hot with cornbread or a thick slice of white bread.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 370 | Protein: 29g | Fat: 16g | Carbs: 27g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 540mg