June 2028. Training camp in six weeks. The twelfth camp at Eldorado Prep. Marco will be in eighth grade and playing middle school football and starting to talk about the high school program with the specificity of someone who's already running the mental film. I told him on a Saturday morning at the kitchen table that I would treat him exactly like every other player when the time came. He said he knew. He said, "You did it with Diego. I watched." He watched. Of course he watched. He's been watching since he was five years old in the bleachers with a notebook.
Hector had a serious episode in mid-June. Not the final one — I'll write it plainly when it comes — but the one that required a hospitalization of six days and a decision to bring in additional hospice support. I was there for three of the days. Marisol was there for all six. My mother was there for all six. I watched Marisol care for him with a selflessness and precision that I want to remember in detail: the way she adjusted his pillows, the way she knew when to leave the room and when to stay, the way she talked to him in the quiet voice she used when she thought he was sleeping, which he probably wasn't. She has been doing this for years. She will keep doing it. This is the love that doesn't get named in championships and ceremonies. It is the most present love I've witnessed in my life.
Drove home on a Thursday. Made green chile stew immediately. Let it sit on the stove all night. Ate a bowl at midnight. Went to sleep. Woke up and drove to practice. The work continues. The stew was there when I got home.
The green chile stew did its job that Thursday night — it held me together long enough to sleep. But when the week stretched on and I kept driving back and forth between practice and the hospital and home, I needed something I could pull out of the oven and share, something that felt less like solitude and more like a table. Creamy beef enchiladas are what I make when I want the warmth to last longer than a single bowl at midnight. They’re what Marisol grew up eating, and that matters to me right now more than I can explain.
Creamy Beef Enchiladas
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 35 min | Total Time: 55 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs lean ground beef
- 1 medium yellow onion, finely diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 can (10 oz) diced green chiles, drained
- 1 can (10.5 oz) cream of mushroom soup
- 1 cup sour cream
- 1 1/2 cups shredded Mexican-blend cheese, divided
- 1 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon chili powder
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 12 small flour tortillas (6-inch)
- 1 can (10 oz) red enchilada sauce
- Fresh cilantro and sliced green onions, for garnish
Instructions
- Preheat and prep. Preheat your oven to 350°F. Lightly grease a 9x13-inch baking dish with cooking spray and set aside.
- Brown the beef. In a large skillet over medium-high heat, cook the ground beef and diced onion together, breaking the meat apart, until the beef is browned through and the onion is softened, about 8–10 minutes. Drain any excess fat. Add the garlic and cook 1 minute more.
- Build the filling. Reduce heat to medium. Stir in the green chiles, cumin, chili powder, salt, and pepper. Add the cream of mushroom soup and sour cream, stirring until fully combined and warmed through. Remove from heat and fold in 3/4 cup of the shredded cheese.
- Fill the tortillas. Spoon about 1/3 cup of the beef mixture down the center of each flour tortilla. Roll tightly and place seam-side down in the prepared baking dish. Repeat with all 12 tortillas, fitting them snugly in a single layer.
- Sauce and top. Pour the red enchilada sauce evenly over the rolled enchiladas. Sprinkle the remaining 3/4 cup of cheese over the top.
- Bake. Cover the dish tightly with foil and bake for 25 minutes. Remove the foil and bake an additional 10 minutes, until the cheese is melted and bubbling at the edges.
- Rest and serve. Let the enchiladas rest for 5 minutes before serving. Garnish with fresh cilantro and sliced green onions.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 540 | Protein: 34g | Fat: 26g | Carbs: 42g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 980mg