December. The four-hour days. The darkness pressing in from every side. December in Alaska during a pandemic is December in Alaska turned up to eleven — the darkness heavier because the pandemic makes everything heavier, the cold colder because the exhaustion makes everything colder, the isolation more isolating because the isolation has been going on for nine months and the nine months have worn the edges of everyone's coping mechanisms down to nubs.
The Filipino Community Christmas party: canceled again. Second year. Lourdes made three hundred lumpia anyway — because the number is the number and the number is not negotiable with a virus or anything else — and distributed them through the neighborhood, Angela and I serving as the delivery system, the Santos women carrying lumpia through the December darkness like missionaries carrying bread, the food reaching doorsteps and front porches and the hands of Filipino aunties who opened their doors and cried because the lumpia meant Lourdes remembered, Lourdes was here, Lourdes would not let a pandemic cancel the things that matter.
I made bibingka for the distributed feast — coconut rice cake, the Christmas food, the traditional treat that means December and community and the light will come back. The bibingka was golden and warm and I wrapped individual portions and tucked them into the delivery bags alongside the lumpia, the dessert traveling with the main course, the sweetness alongside the savory, the complete meal delivered in brown bags to doorsteps in Mountain View.
The distribution took all day Saturday. Angela and I drove through neighborhoods that were quiet and cold and dark, and the doors opened, and the faces appeared, and the lumpia was received with the specific gratitude of people who have been isolated and are being remembered. Remembered. The remembering is the gift. The lumpia is the wrapping.
The bibingka I made that Saturday was about more than dessert — it was about tucking something golden and warm into a brown bag and saying, without words, you are not forgotten. This Cranberry White Chocolate Chip Bliss Cake carries that same intention: bright cranberry tartness against sweet white chocolate, a combination that feels unmistakably like Christmas and unmistakably like a gift. When you can’t gather around the same table, you bake something beautiful and you bring it to the door, and the food does the talking for you.
Cranberry White Chocolate Chip Bliss Cake
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 40 min | Total Time: 1 hr | Servings: 12
Ingredients
- 2 cups all-purpose flour
- 1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
- 1/2 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 3/4 cup unsalted butter, softened
- 1 cup granulated sugar
- 2 large eggs
- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
- 3/4 cup sour cream
- 1/4 cup whole milk
- 1 1/2 cups fresh or frozen cranberries, roughly chopped
- 1 cup white chocolate chips, divided
- 1 tablespoon orange zest (optional, for brightness)
- Powdered sugar, for dusting
Instructions
- Preheat and prep. Preheat oven to 350°F. Grease and flour a 9x13-inch baking pan, or line with parchment paper.
- Mix dry ingredients. In a medium bowl, whisk together flour, baking powder, baking soda, and salt. Set aside.
- Cream butter and sugar. In a large bowl, beat softened butter and granulated sugar together on medium speed until light and fluffy, about 3–4 minutes.
- Add eggs and vanilla. Beat in eggs one at a time, then add vanilla extract and orange zest if using. Mix until just combined.
- Alternate wet and dry. Add the flour mixture in three additions, alternating with the sour cream and milk (beginning and ending with flour). Mix on low speed until just combined — do not overmix.
- Fold in cranberries and chips. Gently fold in the chopped cranberries and 3/4 cup of the white chocolate chips using a rubber spatula.
- Bake. Pour batter into the prepared pan and spread evenly. Scatter remaining 1/4 cup white chocolate chips over the top. Bake for 35–40 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted into the center comes out clean and the top is golden.
- Cool and finish. Let the cake cool in the pan on a wire rack for at least 15 minutes before slicing. Dust with powdered sugar before serving.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 370 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 18g | Carbs: 49g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 210mg