I turned thirty-seven on Thursday. The age is unremarkable. The life is not. Thirty-seven: Battalion Chief (pending July 1st), magazine columnist, competition pitmaster, cooking program founder, father of a soccer player and a dinosaur enthusiast, husband of an accountant who has a tab in a binder for my future investor, son of a man who built a cinder block grill and a woman who just retired from teaching thirty-five years of children. Thirty-seven. The age where you stop counting birthdays as distance from birth and start counting them as distance from the dream.
Jessica's gift: a framed architect's rendering of a restaurant interior. She commissioned it — paid an architecture student at ASU to draw a concept based on the business plan's specifications: 2,200 square feet, open kitchen (so diners can see the pit), a counter with stools, booths along the walls, and a large community table in the center. The drawing is beautiful. It looks like a place. It looks like Rivera's. Jessica said, "I wanted you to see it." I held the drawing and saw the mesquite tables and the open pit and the photo of Roberto behind the register and I thought: this is real. This is no longer a spreadsheet. This is a building. This is a place where people will eat my food and sit at my tables and the smoke from my pit will fill the room and the dream will have walls.
I hung the drawing in the outdoor kitchen. Above the smoker. Where I can see it every time I cook. The altar now has an icon.
Roberto's gift: a handshake and four words. "Keep going, mijo." He said it standing at the altar, looking at the drawing, and his face had the expression I saw at Father's Day 2019 — the expression of completion, of watching the finished product and finding it good. He is not finished. I am not finished. But the shape is visible. The building is rising. And Roberto can see it from his lawn chair.
Sofia's gift: a new notebook for competition documentation, leather-bound (she asked Jessica to buy it), with "Sofia Rivera — BBQ Archive, Volume 4" written on the inside cover. The girl is four volumes into a personal barbecue archive. She is eight years old. I have nothing else to say. The evidence speaks for itself.
After Jessica handed me that framed rendering and I stood there looking at the mesquite tables and the open pit drawn in ink by someone who’s never even tasted my brisket — I needed a drink that matched the weight of the moment. Not a beer. Not something casual. Something with depth and a little sweetness underneath the burn, the way a milestone birthday should feel. Bourbon was always Roberto’s drink at celebrations, and cranberry brings the kind of brightness that belongs to a night when you finally see the building rising. This cranberry bourbon is what I mixed after the altar was set and the drawing was hung and Sofia had gone to bed with her volume four.
Cranberry Bourbon
Prep Time: 5 minutes | Cook Time: 0 minutes | Total Time: 5 minutes | Servings: 1
Ingredients
- 2 oz bourbon whiskey
- 3 oz cranberry juice (100% juice preferred)
- 1/2 oz fresh lemon juice
- 1/2 oz simple syrup
- 1/4 oz orange liqueur (such as Cointreau or Triple Sec)
- Ice (for shaking and serving)
- Fresh cranberries and a lemon twist, for garnish
- Rosemary sprig, optional for garnish
Instructions
- Chill your glass. Fill a coupe or rocks glass with ice and let it sit while you prepare the cocktail. Discard the ice just before pouring.
- Combine the ingredients. Add the bourbon, cranberry juice, lemon juice, simple syrup, and orange liqueur to a cocktail shaker.
- Add ice and shake. Fill the shaker with ice and shake vigorously for 15 to 20 seconds until well chilled and slightly frothy.
- Strain and pour. Discard the chilling ice from your glass. Strain the cocktail into the chilled glass over a large fresh ice cube if using a rocks glass, or straight up into a coupe.
- Garnish and serve. Thread 2 or 3 fresh cranberries onto a cocktail pick and lay across the rim. Add a lemon twist and a rosemary sprig if desired. Serve immediately.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 210 | Protein: 0g | Fat: 0g | Carbs: 22g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 5mg