The week after Tyler's birthday and September has announced itself properly: the mornings are cooler and the evenings close in just a little earlier and I can feel the shift the way you feel it in your body before the calendar confirms it.
Gloria has been asking about Tyler more regularly since he became a fixture at Sunday dinners. Not personal intrusive questions, more like she is building a picture of him, the same way she builds pictures of everything: slowly, methodically, through observation and the occasional precise question. She asked last week what his mother is like. I described Debbie. Gloria said: she sounds like someone who feeds people to say things she cannot say any other way. I said yes, exactly. Gloria said: then you have found someone whose family speaks the same language as yours. That sentence landed somewhere important and stayed.
I made a pecan-crusted trout this week, something new. Fresh trout fillets, coated in finely crushed pecans mixed with a little flour and salt and cayenne, pan-fried in butter until the crust is golden and the fish just cooked through. A squeeze of lemon at the end. Simple, elegant in the way that things are elegant when they do not try too hard. I served it with the last of the summer tomatoes and a corn pudding I have been wanting to make for weeks.
Corn pudding, by the way, is one of those dishes that sounds humble and contains multitudes. Creamed corn, eggs, butter, sour cream, a box of Jiffy mix for structure, and baked until it sets into something between corn bread and custard. Debbie makes it for every holiday. I made it from her recipe and it tasted exactly like her kitchen, which means I am getting somewhere.
After making Debbie’s corn pudding and getting it right—really right—I felt that particular satisfaction that comes from earning your place in someone else’s kitchen. So I kept the momentum going and baked a batch of Cowboy Cookies to bring to Sunday dinner, the kind of big, generous, pecan-studded cookie that says the same thing a good meal does: I am glad you are here, and I made this with you in mind.
Cowboy Cookies
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 12 minutes | Total Time: 32 minutes | Servings: 36 cookies
Ingredients
- 2 cups all-purpose flour
- 1 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/2 teaspoon baking powder
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened
- 1 cup granulated sugar
- 1 cup packed light brown sugar
- 2 large eggs
- 2 teaspoons vanilla extract
- 2 cups old-fashioned rolled oats
- 2 cups semisweet chocolate chips
- 1 cup sweetened shredded coconut
- 1 cup chopped pecans
Instructions
- Preheat the oven. Set your oven to 350°F and line two baking sheets with parchment paper.
- Whisk the dry ingredients. In a medium bowl, whisk together the flour, baking soda, baking powder, and salt. Set aside.
- Cream the butter and sugars. In a large bowl, beat the softened butter with the granulated and brown sugars using an electric mixer on medium speed until light and fluffy, about 3 minutes. Add the eggs one at a time, beating well after each addition, then mix in the vanilla.
- Combine wet and dry. Add the flour mixture to the butter mixture and stir on low speed until just combined. Do not overmix.
- Fold in the add-ins. Using a spatula or wooden spoon, fold in the oats, chocolate chips, coconut, and pecans until evenly distributed.
- Scoop and bake. Drop rounded tablespoons of dough onto the prepared baking sheets, spacing them about 2 inches apart. Bake for 10 to 12 minutes, until the edges are golden but the centers still look slightly underdone.
- Cool. Let the cookies rest on the baking sheet for 5 minutes, then transfer to a wire rack to cool completely. They will firm up as they cool.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 195 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 10g | Carbs: 25g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 95mg