February. The storm shelter got its first test. Not a tornado — a severe thunderstorm warning, with rotation spotted on radar, the weather app screaming "TAKE COVER NOW" in red letters. The sirens went off at 7:15 PM. My hands shook. They always shake. They will always shake. But this time — this time I didn't go to the bathtub. This time I said, "Shelter. Now." And we went down.
Five of us — me, Dustin, Brayden (nine), Harper (seven), Wyatt (five) — climbed down the ladder into the concrete room. Biscuit wouldn't go (dogs and ladders are not compatible, and Biscuit has strong opinions about ladders). Dustin carried him down, all sixty pounds of reluctant mutt, and set him on the bench next to Wyatt, who immediately put his arm around the dog and said, "It's okay, Biscuit." My five-year-old, comforting the dog, in the storm shelter, while the world above us did whatever it was going to do.
We sat for forty minutes. The storm passed without damage — no tornado, just heavy wind and rain and the kind of thunder that makes the ground vibrate. But we were down. We were safe. The children were not in a bathtub. The children were on benches, in a concrete room, with a steel door above them. Harper read a book (she brought a book to the storm shelter — of course she did). Brayden played a game on Dustin's phone. Wyatt held Biscuit. I sat and breathed and my hands didn't shake — or they shook less, or the shaking was different, because the shaking has always been about the bathtub, about the roof coming off, about the helplessness of being a child in a house that can't protect you. And now the house can protect us. The house has a room that nothing can touch. The $4,000 room. The promise room. My hands shook less. That's enough.
When we climbed back up that ladder and the air smelled like wet earth and ozone and everything was still standing, I knew exactly what I needed to do — I needed to make something with my hands that would take a long time, something that would fill the house with warmth and prove we were okay. Sourdough felt right: patient, sturdy, a little bit ancient, the kind of bread that doesn’t rush. The kids ate two slices each before bed, and Wyatt asked if we could go back in the shelter again sometime, because “it was cozy.” I laughed until I almost cried, and then I cut another slice.
Country Crust Sourdough Bread
Prep Time: 20 min (plus 8–12 hrs rise) | Cook Time: 40 min | Total Time: ~13 hrs | Servings: 12 slices
Ingredients
- 1 cup active sourdough starter (fed and bubbly)
- 1 1/2 cups warm water (about 90°F)
- 1 1/2 teaspoons fine sea salt
- 3 1/2 cups bread flour, plus more for dusting
- 1/2 cup whole wheat flour
- 1 tablespoon olive oil (for bowl)
Instructions
- Mix the dough. In a large bowl, whisk together the sourdough starter and warm water until combined. Add the bread flour, whole wheat flour, and salt. Stir with a wooden spoon or your hands until a shaggy dough forms with no dry flour remaining.
- Stretch and fold. Cover the bowl with a damp towel and let rest 30 minutes. Then perform four rounds of stretch-and-folds, spaced 30 minutes apart: wet your hand, grab one side of the dough, stretch it upward, and fold it over the center. Rotate the bowl 90 degrees and repeat until you’ve gone all the way around.
- Bulk ferment. After the final fold, cover the bowl and let the dough rise at room temperature for 6–10 hours (overnight works well) until it has grown by about 50–75% and looks domed and bubbly on the surface.
- Shape the loaf. Lightly flour a work surface. Turn the dough out and gently pull it into a rough rectangle. Fold the sides in, then roll the dough toward you to form a tight round or oval. Place seam-side up in a floured proofing basket or a bowl lined with a well-floured towel.
- Cold proof. Cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate for 1–3 hours (or up to overnight). This firms the loaf and makes it easier to score.
- Preheat. Place a Dutch oven (with lid) in the oven and preheat to 475°F for at least 45 minutes.
- Score and bake. Turn the cold dough out onto a sheet of parchment paper. Using a sharp knife or bread lame, score the top with one deep slash at a 45-degree angle. Carefully lower the dough (on parchment) into the hot Dutch oven, cover with the lid, and bake for 20 minutes.
- Finish uncovered. Remove the lid and continue baking 18–22 minutes until the crust is deep golden brown and the loaf sounds hollow when tapped on the bottom. Internal temperature should reach 205–210°F.
- Cool completely. Transfer the loaf to a wire rack and resist cutting for at least 1 hour — the interior continues to set as it cools and the crust will be its crispiest in this window.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 155 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 1g | Carbs: 31g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 295mg