July storms in the afternoon. The sky turns black at three. Anatomy lab three days this week. The cadaver work is what they say it is. I am holding up.
Drove to Baker Saturday morning. MawMaw Shirley was at the stove already. We made gumbo. Thirty-five minutes of roux. The lesson keeps unfolding. Tanya called Sunday. We talked recipes. She asked about my schedule. We do not talk about DeAndre directly. We never do. We talk around it.
Fried catfish Friday. Cornmeal coated. Cast iron. Hot grease.
Sat on the porch with iced tea. The Louisiana evening.
Daddy called Sunday afternoon. He is sixty-something and his knees are still bad and he still has not gotten the second one replaced. I am working on him. He is working on me to stop working on him. We are at an impasse. The impasse is the love.
Reading something light at night. A novel by a Louisiana writer. The voice was familiar. The voice was home. The book ended on a small kindness. I appreciated that.
Driving past the Scotlandville house Sunday afternoon, the one Daddy rebuilt after the flood. The house is solid. The house is the house. I see the watermark from the flood every time I look at the foundation. We do not paint over it. We let it tell the story.
Sunday service at Bethany. The choir sang. The pastor preached on Hannah and Samuel. I sat with Tanya and Marcus. The hymn at the end was the one Mama used to hum. I cried into the bulletin. Standard.
DeAndre's birthday came around again. I made his favorite — andouille and chicken in brown gravy. I ate two bowls. I called Aunt Renee. We did not say much. We did not need to. The food was the saying.
Tanya brought a casserole over Wednesday. The Tanya casserole. Half went into the freezer. The other half fed me Wednesday and Thursday. Mama's casseroles are the silent backup of my entire adult life.
I texted Kayla about her latest design portfolio Tuesday. She is good. She has Tanya's directness and Daddy's eye for proportion. The design field will know her name eventually.
I sent MawMaw a photo of my gumbo Tuesday. She replied, "too light, baby, keep stirring." She has not changed the critique in twelve years. The critique is the love.
I went to the gym Tuesday and Thursday this week. Twenty minutes on the treadmill. Standard. The body is the only equipment I have for the rest of my life and I am trying to maintain it.
The apartment kitchen is small but it cooks. Two burners. One pot. A cutting board balanced on the counter because the counter is too small for both the cutting board and the toaster.
Daddy sent me an Amazon receipt accidentally Sunday. He bought a power tool I do not understand. Standard. He texted twenty minutes later, "wrong thread, sorry baby." I told him don't worry about it. He said thank you. The exchange was the exchange.
I sat on the porch Saturday afternoon with iced tea. The neighbor's kids were playing kickball. The Louisiana evening is its own kind of Sabbath. The cicadas were starting up. The light was the gold-going-blue light of the southern dusk.
Tanya's tomatoes were in this week. She brought a sack. I made a sandwich for lunch every day for four days. Heirloom tomato, white bread, mayo, salt. The summer lunch. The simplest pleasure of summer.
MawMaw Shirley's recipe cards in the wooden box on the kitchen counter. I copied another one Saturday morning at her kitchen table. The collection is growing. She watched me copy. She corrected my Cs. She has always corrected my Cs.
After a week of anatomy lab and cast-iron catfish and gumbo roux, what I wanted at the end of it all was something that didn’t ask anything of me — something cool and simple that honored the Louisiana evening the way iced tea on the porch does. This cool lime pie is exactly that. It’s the dessert you make when the heavy lifting is already done, when the food has already done its saying, and you just want to sit with something sweet and let the cicadas start up.
Cool Lime Pie
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 0 minutes | Total Time: 15 minutes + 4 hours chilling | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1 (9-inch) prepared graham cracker pie crust
- 1 (8 oz) package cream cheese, softened
- 1 (14 oz) can sweetened condensed milk
- 1/2 cup fresh lime juice (about 4–5 limes)
- 1 tablespoon lime zest
- 1 (8 oz) container frozen whipped topping, thawed, divided
- Thin lime slices or zest curls for garnish (optional)
Instructions
- Beat the base. In a large bowl, beat the softened cream cheese with an electric mixer on medium speed until smooth and fluffy, about 2 minutes. Scrape down the sides as needed.
- Add lime and milk. Pour in the sweetened condensed milk, lime juice, and lime zest. Beat on medium until fully combined and smooth, about 1–2 minutes. The mixture will be thick and creamy.
- Fold in whipped topping. Reserve about 1 cup of the whipped topping for garnish. Gently fold the remaining whipped topping into the lime mixture using a rubber spatula, keeping it light and airy.
- Fill the crust. Spoon the filling into the prepared graham cracker crust and spread evenly with the spatula, smoothing the top.
- Chill. Cover loosely with plastic wrap and refrigerate for at least 4 hours, or overnight, until the filling is fully set and slices cleanly.
- Garnish and serve. Before serving, dollop or pipe the reserved whipped topping around the edge of the pie. Add lime slices or zest curls if desired. Slice with a sharp knife wiped clean between cuts.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 390 | Protein: 6g | Fat: 18g | Carbs: 52g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 230mg