February 2028. Hannah and Denise submitted the grant application and the waiting began, which is its own kind of work. I'd sent in my letter plus a detailed description of the traditional foods supply chain I'd been building—the Stilwell beans, the sumac sourcing, the dried corn—framing it as exactly the kind of infrastructure that Elohi Foods could support and expand.
Wren was six months old now and had opinions about solid food that she communicated with precision. Sweet potato: approved. Mashed beans: highly approved. Soft cornbread soaked in pot liquor: apparently the best thing that had ever happened. Thomas sent me a video of her eating the cornbread with the full body enthusiasm of a person who had been waiting for this specific food her entire brief life. I watched it four times.
The house design was progressing. Carol had sent a second round of sketches that incorporated my notes on the library room and some adjustments to the kitchen that Kai had suggested when I showed him the first sketches—he'd pointed out that the prep island blocked the window view, which was correct, and Carol had moved it. I'd told her the note was from my fourteen-year-old nephew and she'd said he should consider architecture. I'd said he should consider whatever he decided, that was the agreement.
Lily's book manuscript was complete—she'd submitted it to the university press in February. She called me from Norman when she hit send and I stood in my kitchen and listened to the relieved happiness in her voice and said: good. Then I said: Danny would have bought ten copies. She laughed and cried at the same time, which is the right response to something you've been working on for years finally being done.
I keep thinking about that video Thomas sent — Wren going after the soft cornbread with her whole small body, the way she had apparently been waiting her entire six months for exactly that texture, that warmth. I can’t replicate pot liquor or the particular cornbread he makes, but I found myself pulling out overripe bananas that same week and doing something close in spirit: a Classic Banana Bread, soft enough to dissolve, sweet enough to feel like a small celebration, the kind of thing you make when someone you love is discovering that food can be a real event. It’s also, I will note, the kind of thing you make while you are waiting on a grant decision and need your hands to be doing something useful.
Classic Banana Bread
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 60 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour 10 minutes | Servings: 10 slices
Ingredients
- 3 very ripe bananas, mashed (about 1 1/2 cups)
- 1/3 cup unsalted butter, melted
- 3/4 cup granulated sugar
- 1 large egg, beaten
- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
- 1 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/4 teaspoon fine salt
- 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
Instructions
- Preheat and prep. Heat your oven to 350°F (175°C). Butter a 9x5-inch loaf pan and set aside.
- Mix the wet ingredients. In a large mixing bowl, mash the ripe bananas thoroughly with a fork until smooth. Stir in the melted butter until well combined.
- Add sugar, egg, and vanilla. Mix in the sugar, beaten egg, and vanilla extract until the batter is uniform.
- Incorporate the dry ingredients. Sprinkle the baking soda and salt over the batter and stir to combine. Add the flour and fold gently until just incorporated — do not overmix.
- Bake. Pour the batter into the prepared loaf pan. Bake for 55–65 minutes, until a toothpick inserted into the center comes out clean and the top is deep golden brown.
- Cool before slicing. Let the bread rest in the pan for 10 minutes, then turn out onto a wire rack. Allow to cool for at least 20 minutes before slicing so the crumb sets properly.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 210 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 7g | Carbs: 36g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 160mg