My week. Halloween week. Aiden wants to be LeBron James, which is on brand, and Zaria wants to be a queen, which is also on brand. I took them to the Spirit Halloween store on Gratiot and spent forty-five minutes watching Zaria reject every princess costume because Γçö and I quote Γçö "princesses wait for someone to save them, queens save themselves." She is six. She is Cheryl Carter's granddaughter. I bought the queen costume. Aiden's was easier Γçö Lakers jersey, headband, sneakers he already owns. The boy wanted to be LeBron on a Tuesday in Detroit. I respect the ambition.
Basketball practice Thursday. Second week. The kids are improving, which at this level means they can dribble and walk at the same time, most of the time. Aiden is figuring out his left hand. He's naturally right-dominant, like I was, and I remember the drills my AAU coach made me run Γçö left hand only, up and down the court, until it stopped feeling foreign. I ran the same drill with Aiden. He got frustrated. I said, "The things that are hard now are the things that make you dangerous later." He didn't understand. He will. The gym was cold. My knee was louder than the whistle. October is not kind to old injuries.
Friday night I made caramel apples with the kids. Not from scratch caramel Γçö I'm ambitious but I'm not insane Γçö the Kraft caramel squares melted with a little cream. Granny Smith apples on sticks, dipped and rolled in chopped peanuts. Zaria decorated hers with sprinkles she found in the cabinet. Aiden ate his before the caramel set and got it everywhere Γçö hands, chin, shirt, the counter, somehow the ceiling. I cleaned it up and didn't say a word because his face was pure joy and you don't interrupt that. You just get more paper towels.
Saturday was trick-or-treat in the neighborhood. I walked behind them for two hours in the cold. Zaria approached every house like she was collecting taxes Γçö hand out, eye contact, firm "trick or treat," no smile until the candy appeared. Aiden ran ahead with two kids from the block. I watched them disappear around corners and come back with pillowcases getting heavier and I thought about Marc, who used to eat half his candy before he got home and then cry about it. Every holiday has his ghost in it now. Not heavy. Just there. Like a hand on your shoulder from someone who isn't standing behind you anymore.
That Friday caramel apple night reminded me what I love most about cooking with my kids — it’s never really about the food, it’s about the chaos and the joy and the caramel on the ceiling. So I’m sharing the recipe that lives in the same spirit: cinnamon rolls, the kind you make on a slow Friday when the week has been full and loud and good. Zaria likes to press the filling in. Aiden eats the end pieces before they cool. Marc would have taken three.
Cinnamon Rolls Recipe
Prep Time: 30 min | Cook Time: 25 min | Total Time: 1 hr 55 min (includes rise time) | Servings: 12 rolls
Ingredients
- Dough:
- 1 cup whole milk, warmed to 110°F
- 2 1/4 teaspoons active dry yeast (1 packet)
- 1/4 cup granulated sugar, divided
- 3 1/4 cups all-purpose flour, plus more for dusting
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1/4 cup unsalted butter, softened
- 2 large eggs, room temperature
- Filling:
- 1/2 cup unsalted butter, softened
- 3/4 cup packed light brown sugar
- 2 tablespoons ground cinnamon
- 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
- Cream Cheese Glaze:
- 4 oz cream cheese, softened
- 1 cup powdered sugar, sifted
- 3 tablespoons whole milk
- 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
Instructions
- Activate the yeast. In a large bowl or the bowl of a stand mixer, combine the warm milk, yeast, and 1 tablespoon of the granulated sugar. Stir gently and let sit for 5–10 minutes until foamy. If it doesn’t foam, your yeast is inactive — start over with fresh yeast.
- Make the dough. Add the eggs, softened butter, remaining sugar, and salt to the yeast mixture. Mix to combine. Add flour one cup at a time, mixing with a dough hook (or by hand) until a soft, slightly tacky dough forms. Knead for 5–7 minutes until smooth and elastic.
- First rise. Shape the dough into a ball and place in a lightly greased bowl. Cover with a clean kitchen towel or plastic wrap and let rise in a warm spot for 1 hour, or until doubled in size.
- Make the filling. In a small bowl, mix together the softened butter, brown sugar, cinnamon, and nutmeg until a thick paste forms. Set aside.
- Roll and fill. Punch down the risen dough and turn it out onto a lightly floured surface. Roll into a rectangle roughly 16 x 12 inches. Spread the cinnamon filling evenly over the dough, leaving a 1/2-inch border along one long edge.
- Roll and cut. Starting from the long edge closest to you, roll the dough tightly into a log. Pinch the seam to seal. Using a sharp knife or unflavored dental floss, cut into 12 equal rolls.
- Second rise. Arrange rolls cut-side up in a greased 9x13-inch baking pan. Cover and let rise for 30 minutes, until puffed and touching each other.
- Bake. Preheat oven to 350°F. Bake rolls for 22–25 minutes, until golden brown on top and cooked through. Do not overbake — err on the side of slightly underdone for the softest texture.
- Make the glaze. While rolls bake, beat cream cheese until smooth. Add powdered sugar, milk, and vanilla and mix until creamy and pourable. Adjust milk for desired consistency.
- Glaze and serve. Spread the cream cheese glaze over the rolls while they are still warm. Serve immediately, or cover and reheat gently the next morning — they’re just as good the second day.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 385 | Protein: 6g | Fat: 16g | Carbs: 55g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 180mg