Post-Thanksgiving. The vaccine news is everywhere — Pfizer, Moderna, trials, emergency authorizations. The end is visible. Not here, but visible. Like smoke on the horizon before you see the fire.
Ma asked me about the vaccine. She said, "Linh says there's medicine." I said, "Yes. A vaccine. Probably in January or February for people your age." She said, "Will it hurt?" I said, "A needle." She said, "I survived a boat. I can survive a needle."
The monthly pop-up is December 5th. Last one of 2020. Lily created a "Year in Review" graphic for the Instagram: nine pop-ups, $40,000+ in total revenue, 1,500+ plates served, 85,000 Instagram followers, one pandemic, one COVID hospitalization, one comeback.
The numbers tell a story but not the whole story. The whole story is the man who started smoking brisket in his backyard because his daughter signed him up for a food blog and who is now running a food business with his three kids and his seventy-three-year-old mother.
The December pop-up went beautifully. 100 covers. Sold out. Revenue: $3,600. Tyler's sausage was on the menu permanently now. Emma added hot chocolate — Vietnamese-style, made with condensed milk and cocoa powder and a touch of cinnamon — served in small cups for $3. She sold 100 cups. The profit margin on hot chocolate in December is approximately infinity.
A local TV news crew showed up. Lily had invited them (without asking me, which we'll discuss). They filmed the service, interviewed me ("What makes your brisket different?" "Fish sauce and stubbornness."), and aired a two-minute segment on the evening news. The Instagram jumped to 95,000 followers overnight.
Tyler watched the news segment at home and texted me: "You looked good on TV, Dad." I texted back: "I looked like a man who hasn't slept in 48 hours." He texted: "Same thing."
The year is ending. 2020 — the worst year in most people's memory — is ending. And Bobby Tran BBQ is standing. Bruised, paused, pandemic-battered. But standing.
Made myself a bowl of chao that night. The porridge of endings and beginnings. Ate it alone at 10 PM and thought: we made it through. Not gracefully. Not unscathed. But through.
Emma’s Vietnamese hot chocolate — condensed milk, cocoa, a whisper of cinnamon — sold 100 cups and basically printed money, but what I keep thinking about is what she made for us after the pop-up broke down. She had a batch of these Chocolate Peanut Butter Brownie Granola Bites sitting in a container on the back table, and we stood around eating them at midnight while Lily recounted the TV crew drama for the fourth time. No plates, no napkins, just hands. That’s the recipe I want to leave you with for this year: not the one we sold, but the one we shared when the doors closed and it was just family standing in a parking lot, grateful and wrecked and still here.
Chocolate Peanut Butter Brownie Granola Bites
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 0 min | Total Time: 45 min (includes chilling) | Servings: 18 bites
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 cups old-fashioned rolled oats
- 1/3 cup unsweetened cocoa powder
- 1/2 cup creamy peanut butter
- 1/3 cup honey or pure maple syrup
- 1/2 cup semi-sweet mini chocolate chips, divided
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 1/4 teaspoon fine sea salt
- 1 tablespoon coconut oil, melted
- 2 tablespoons sweetened condensed milk (Emma’s touch — optional but encouraged)
Instructions
- Combine dry ingredients. In a large mixing bowl, stir together the rolled oats, cocoa powder, and salt until evenly mixed.
- Add wet ingredients. Add the peanut butter, honey, melted coconut oil, vanilla extract, and condensed milk (if using) to the bowl. Stir well until everything is fully incorporated and the mixture holds together when pressed between your fingers. If it feels too dry, add honey one teaspoon at a time.
- Fold in chocolate chips. Reserve 2 tablespoons of mini chocolate chips for topping, then fold the rest into the mixture.
- Portion the bites. Using a tablespoon or small cookie scoop, portion the mixture into roughly 18 balls. Roll each portion firmly between your palms to compact them. Place on a parchment-lined baking sheet or plate.
- Top and chill. Press a few reserved chocolate chips onto the top of each bite. Transfer to the refrigerator and chill for at least 30 minutes until firm.
- Store. Keep in an airtight container in the refrigerator for up to 10 days, or freeze for up to 2 months. They can be eaten straight from the freezer — ask any Tran kid.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 118 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 6g | Carbs: 14g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 55mg
About the cook who shared this
Bobby Tran
Week 238 of Bobby’s 30-year story
· Houston, Texas
Bobby Tran was born in a refugee camp in Arkansas to parents who fled Saigon with nothing. He grew up in Houston straddling two worlds — Vietnamese at home, Texan everywhere else — and learned to cook from his mother's pho and a neighbor's BBQ smoker. He's a former shrimper, a recovering alcoholic, a divorced dad of three, and the guy who marinates brisket in fish sauce and lemongrass because he doesn't believe in borders, especially when it comes to flavor.