Brianna went out three times this week. Monday, Wednesday, Friday. Each time she came home later than the last: eleven PM, midnight, one-thirty AM. I did not say anything Monday. I said something Wednesday: "The kids miss you at bedtime." She said, "I'll be home earlier tomorrow." She was not. On Friday at one-thirty, I was awake in bed, and she came in and I said, "Bri." Just her name. She said, "Don't." One word. Don't. The word was a wall, and I stood on one side of it, and she stood on the other, and neither of us had the tools to climb over.
We are not fighting. Fighting would be better. Fighting implies engagement, passion, the willingness to be ugly in pursuit of truth. We are not fighting. We are dissolving. The marriage is dissolving the way sugar dissolves in water — slowly, invisibly, until you realize the solid thing is gone and all that remains is a sweetness that is everywhere and nowhere and cannot be held in your hands.
I poured everything into the kids this week. Aiden and I played basketball every evening. Zaria and I read books every night — she sits in my lap and points at the pictures and says the words she knows: "dog," "cat," "ball," "cook." She says "cook" whenever she sees me in the kitchen, which is often, because the kitchen is where I live now. Not figuratively. Literally. I am in the kitchen more than any other room because the kitchen is the one place where I know what I am doing.
I made Mama's fried chicken this week. Third attempt. Eighty percent. The crust was crispy. The seasoning penetrated. The oil temperature held. The meat was juicy all the way through. I am closing in. The fried chicken is becoming mine — not a copy of Mama's, but a version that honors hers while developing its own character. My chicken is slightly spicier (I add cayenne that Mama does not use). My batter is slightly thicker (an extra tablespoon of flour). My chicken is me.
Sunday dinner was Mama's pepper steak. I ate it silently. Mama watched me eat and did not ask questions, which means she is saving them for later, and "later" with Mama arrives without warning and with the force of a sermon.
The fried chicken is still a work in progress — eighty percent is close, but close isn’t there yet, and I’m not the kind of man who stops at close. This week, while I was chasing that last twenty percent, I made this chip-crusted chicken for Aiden and Zaria, because it scratches the same itch: a shatteringly crispy coat, juicy meat all the way through, and the kind of crunch that makes a kid look up from their plate and say something. Zaria pointed at it and said “cook.” That was enough.
Chip-Crusted Chicken
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 25 min | Total Time: 40 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts (about 6 oz each)
- 2 cups kettle-style potato chips, finely crushed
- 1/2 cup all-purpose flour
- 2 large eggs
- 2 tablespoons whole milk
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1 teaspoon onion powder
- 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 2 tablespoons olive oil or cooking spray
Instructions
- Preheat. Heat oven to 400°F. Line a rimmed baking sheet with a wire rack and lightly coat with cooking spray.
- Pound the chicken. Place each breast between two sheets of plastic wrap and pound to an even 3/4-inch thickness so they cook uniformly and stay juicy.
- Set up your dredge station. In the first shallow bowl, combine flour, garlic powder, onion powder, cayenne, paprika, salt, and pepper. In the second bowl, whisk together eggs and milk. In the third bowl, spread the crushed chips in an even layer.
- Crust the chicken. Dredge each breast in the seasoned flour and shake off the excess. Dip in the egg wash, letting the excess drip off. Press firmly into the crushed chips on both sides, making sure the coating adheres fully.
- Rest before baking. Set the coated breasts on the rack and let them rest for 5 minutes — this helps the crust bond so it doesn’t slide off in the oven.
- Bake. Drizzle or spray the tops lightly with olive oil. Bake for 22–26 minutes, until the crust is deep golden and an instant-read thermometer reads 165°F at the thickest point. Do not flip — the rack keeps the bottom crispy without turning.
- Rest and serve. Let the chicken rest on the rack for 3 minutes before serving so the juices redistribute and the crust firms up completely.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 420 | Protein: 42g | Fat: 16g | Carbs: 24g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 520mg
About the cook who shared this
DeShawn Carter
Week 164 of DeShawn’s 30-year story
· Detroit, Michigan
DeShawn is a thirty-six-year-old single dad, auto plant worker, and a man who didn't learn to cook until his wife left and his five-year-old asked, "Daddy, can you cook something?" He called his mama, who came over with two bags of groceries and spent six months teaching him the basics. Now he's the dad at the cookout who brings the ribs, the guy at the plant whose leftover gumbo starts fights, and living proof that it's never too late to learn.