The school year ends in three weeks and Mrs. Patterson, the guidance counselor at Broken Arrow High, called me into her office on Wednesday during sixth period. She had a printout of my semester grades on the desk in front of her, and she went through them line by line in the gentle voice she uses when she is about to say something hard. C-minus in algebra. D in English. C in biology. B-minus in home ec, which is the only class on the list that did not seem to surprise her, and is the only class on the list I am proud of.
I want to tell you about that meeting because it sets up everything else this week, including dinner. She asked me how things are at home. I told her things are fine. She asked me if I had a quiet place to read. I told her I did. She asked me if there had been changes recently in my home life that might be affecting my schoolwork. I told her there had not. I lied to her three times in three sentences. She knew I was lying. I knew she knew. She did not push. She handed me a printout about summer school and said, just think about it, Kaylee, that’s all I’m asking, and I took the printout and folded it twice and put it in the back pocket of my jeans, where it stayed all day until I got home and tucked it into the back of my notebook and have not looked at since.
The reason my English grade is a D is not that I am stupid. I want to put that on the page in writing because nobody else is going to. The reason my English grade is a D is that I have not read any of the books we were supposed to read because reading at home is impossible — the candles, the noise, Mama’s schedule, Cody coming in and out at all hours, the way the kitchen demands my hands every weeknight by five. The school library closes at four. My bus leaves at three-twenty-five. There has not been a quiet hour in this house since Daddy left, and even before that the quiet hours were the wrong kind. I have not figured out the trick of how to be a student and a cook and a household manager at the same time, and the school is not going to figure it out for me, so the D is the price I am paying right now, and I have decided that is the math that has to be the math.
The other thing on my mind is the lunches. Once school lets out, the free lunch program ends. I will lose 180 lunches between Memorial Day and the start of school in August. I have done that math too. At about $2.50 per lunch in equivalent groceries, that is $450 the household has to come up with by the end of August. I do not know yet how we are going to find it. I am writing it down because I want to see if I can solve it.
So that is the week. And that is the kitchen I came home to on Saturday afternoon when I made the chicken thighs, which is what I want to actually tell you about today. I went to Walmart with the last twenty dollars in the grocery jar. I went to the meat department and I went to the markdown rack first, the way Mama taught me, and I found a family pack of chicken thighs marked down from $5.79 to $2.89. Bone-in, skin-on. About two pounds, six thighs. The sticker said Sell By Tonight, which means I had to cook them within twenty-four hours, which I planned to.
And I had a recipe. I had been holding onto it for a month. I copied it down out of the same Family Circle issue I’ve been raiding all spring, and the title was Chicken Thighs with Mushrooms, Lemon, and Herbs. Browned chicken thighs, finished in a pan sauce of butter, garlic, lemon juice, white wine (which I substituted with chicken broth because we do not buy white wine and never will), and dried thyme. Mushrooms cooked down in the same pan until they released their water and went silky. The whole thing made in one cast-iron skillet on the stovetop and finished in the oven for fifteen minutes.
What I want to write down is what I felt picking up that recipe to actually make it. I felt, for the first time, like I was going to make a recipe from a magazine on purpose, with intention, in my kitchen, the way the women in Family Circle are supposed to. The shawarma is for someday. The pear salad is for September. But the chicken thighs were for this Saturday. The thighs were $2.89. The mushrooms, eight ounces, were $1.39 from the Aldi produce section. Garlic and lemon and dried thyme and butter were already in the kitchen. The chicken broth was a bouillon cube dissolved in water, which is the same thing for thirty cents instead of three dollars. Total cost of the dinner: about $4.80 for a meal that fed Mama and me with two thighs and a pile of mushrooms left over for tomorrow.
I made it on Saturday at five o’clock. The thighs went into the cast iron skillet skin-side down with salt and pepper, and I let them sit there without moving them for eight minutes the way the recipe said, and the kitchen filled with the smell of chicken skin getting brown and crisp the way I have only ever smelled in restaurants. Then the thighs came out and the mushrooms went in, and they did the magic mushroom thing where they release all their water and then suddenly the water disappears and they get glossy and brown and concentrated. Then garlic. Then the chicken broth, and a long squeeze of lemon, and a teaspoon of dried thyme crumbled between my fingers. Then the thighs back in, skin-side up, and the whole pan into the oven for fifteen minutes.
I plated it for Mama at the kitchen table when she walked in at eight-forty. Two thighs over a small mound of rice, sauce spooned over the top, mushrooms on the side. She sat down and she looked at the plate and she did not say anything for about ten seconds. Then she said, Kaylee, did you make this from a magazine? And I said yes. And she said, This is restaurant food, baby, this is real restaurant food, and she ate every bite, and she pushed back from the table and she said, You are turning into a real cook, Kaylee. And I said, I am trying. And she said, You are succeeding.
I am writing those four words at the back of the notebook tonight. I am going to come back to them when I need to. They are going to last me longer than the dinner did.
The recipe I worked from is below, in the original. I followed it almost word for word, except I subbed chicken broth for white wine and used dried thyme instead of fresh because dried is what I had. If you have white wine, use it. If you don’t, the broth-and-bouillon version is the version I made, and the version that made my mama say what she said, and that is good enough for me.
Chicken Thighs with Mushrooms, Lemon and Herbs
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 45 minutes | Total Time: 55 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 4 bone-in, skin-on chicken thighs
- 8 oz cremini or button mushrooms, sliced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 small yellow onion, diced
- 1/2 lemon, juiced and zested
- 1/2 cup low-sodium chicken broth
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 1 teaspoon fresh thyme leaves (or 1/2 teaspoon dried)
- 1 teaspoon fresh rosemary, minced (or 1/2 teaspoon dried)
- 1/2 teaspoon paprika
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- Fresh parsley, chopped, for garnish
Instructions
- Preheat and season. Preheat oven to 375°F. Pat chicken thighs dry with paper towels. Season both sides generously with salt, pepper, and paprika.
- Sear the chicken. Heat olive oil in a large oven-safe skillet over medium-high heat. Place chicken thighs skin-side down and sear for 5–6 minutes until the skin is golden and crisp. Flip and sear the other side for 3 minutes. Transfer chicken to a plate.
- Cook the aromatics. Reduce heat to medium. In the same skillet, add the onion and cook for 3 minutes until softened. Add garlic and cook 1 minute more, stirring so it doesn’t burn.
- Add mushrooms. Add the sliced mushrooms to the skillet. Cook for 4–5 minutes, stirring occasionally, until they release their liquid and begin to brown.
- Build the sauce. Pour in the chicken broth and lemon juice. Stir in the lemon zest, thyme, and rosemary. Scrape up any browned bits from the bottom of the pan — that’s where the flavor is.
- Return chicken and bake. Nestle the chicken thighs back into the skillet, skin-side up, on top of the mushroom mixture. Transfer the skillet to the oven and bake uncovered for 25–30 minutes, until the chicken is cooked through and registers 165°F at the thickest part.
- Rest and serve. Let the chicken rest 5 minutes before serving. Spoon the mushroom pan sauce over the top and garnish with fresh parsley. Serve over rice or with crusty bread to catch the sauce.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 28g | Fat: 19g | Carbs: 6g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 290mg