Waiting. The hardest part of both deployment and pregnancy: the waiting. You know something is coming. You don't know when. You go about your days — cooking, writing, chasing Caleb, trying to sleep — and under everything is the constant hum of SOON.
Mom is here and the apartment has transformed. She's organized the pantry (again — to Donna standards, which are not my standards, which are 'higher than any reasonable person requires but which result in a pantry that functions like a Swiss watch'). She's batch-cooked an additional week of freezer meals. She's cleaned things I didn't know could be cleaned. The grout. Donna cleaned the grout.
Caleb adores having Grandma here. He follows her around the apartment the way he follows me, except with Grandma he gets COOKIES. Donna Abernathy's grandchild-feeding policy: anything they want, whenever they want it, in quantities that would alarm a pediatrician. Caleb had four cookies before dinner on Tuesday. I said, 'Mom, he hasn't eaten his vegetables.' She said, 'He'll eat vegetables tomorrow. Today he has Grandma.'
The woman is undermining my parenting with baked goods. I love her.
The book launch marketing has started. Clara coordinated with RecipeSpinoff for a launch feature — a full article about the book on the RecipeSpinoff platform, reaching their two million monthly readers. The article goes live on April 12th, publication day.
Two million people will learn about my book on the day it publishes. Two MILLION. On a food website I've been writing for less than a year. The compound effect of years of work, suddenly arriving.
But right now: waiting. The contractions come and go (false starts, Braxton Hicks, the body rehearsing). Each one makes me think 'is this it?' and then it passes and I go back to waiting.
Mom made her chicken noodle soup tonight. Not because anyone's sick. Because soup is what you make when you're waiting. Soup is patience in liquid form. The broth simmers. The noodles cook. The clock ticks. You wait.
The soup was perfect. Mom's hands. My kitchen. Hazel's heartbeat, audible on the monitor, strong and fast and ready.
Soon, baby girl. We're waiting for you.
Mom’s chicken noodle soup was perfect that night — and it reminded me that the recipes she carries in her hands are never really about the food. They’re about presence. This chicken salad with grapes is the one I reach for when I want to give someone that same feeling: something made with care, without fuss, that says I’m here. It’s cool and bright where the soup is warm and slow, but the spirit is the same — simple ingredients, a little patience, and the belief that feeding people is an act of love. If you’re waiting for something too, make this. It helps.
Chicken Salad with Grapes
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 20 minutes | Total Time: 35 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 2 lbs boneless, skinless chicken breasts
- 1 1/2 cups red seedless grapes, halved
- 3 stalks celery, finely diced
- 1/3 cup red onion, finely minced
- 1/2 cup mayonnaise
- 3 tablespoons sour cream
- 1 1/2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice
- 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
- 3/4 teaspoon kosher salt, plus more to taste
- 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
- 1/3 cup toasted pecans or walnuts, roughly chopped (optional)
- 2 tablespoons fresh flat-leaf parsley, chopped
Instructions
- Poach the chicken. Place chicken breasts in a medium saucepan and cover with cold water by 1 inch. Add a pinch of salt. Bring to a gentle boil over medium-high heat, then reduce to a low simmer. Cook 15–18 minutes, until the thickest part reaches 165°F. Transfer to a cutting board and let rest 10 minutes.
- Shred and dice. Using two forks or your hands, shred the chicken into bite-sized pieces. For a chunkier salad, dice with a knife. Transfer to a large mixing bowl and let cool to room temperature, or refrigerate until no longer warm.
- Make the dressing. In a small bowl, whisk together the mayonnaise, sour cream, lemon juice, Dijon mustard, garlic powder, salt, and pepper until smooth and well combined.
- Combine. Add the halved grapes, celery, red onion, and toasted nuts (if using) to the bowl with the chicken. Pour the dressing over the top and fold gently with a rubber spatula until everything is evenly coated.
- Taste and adjust. Season with additional salt, pepper, or lemon juice to taste. Stir in the chopped parsley.
- Chill. Cover and refrigerate for at least 30 minutes before serving to allow the flavors to meld. The salad keeps well for up to 3 days in an airtight container.
- Serve. Serve on toasted croissants, soft sandwich rolls, crisp butter lettuce cups, or alongside crackers and fruit.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 28g | Fat: 17g | Carbs: 9g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 410mg
About the cook who shared this
Rachel Abernathy
Week 305 of Rachel’s 30-year story
· San Diego, California
Rachel is a twenty-eight-year-old Marine wife and mom of two who has moved five times in six years and learned to cook a Thanksgiving dinner with half her cookware still in boxes. She married young, survived postpartum depression, and feeds her family of four on a junior Marine's salary with a freezer full of pre-made meals and a crockpot that has never let her down. She writes for the military spouses who are cooking dinner alone in base housing and wondering if they're enough. You are.