The anatomy scan. Twenty weeks. Halfway.
Jen drove me to the base hospital because you're not supposed to drive after getting emotional, and anatomy scans are, by definition, emotional. Also because Jen wanted to see the baby on the screen and she's not subtle about it.
The ultrasound room was cold and dark and the technician was a brisk woman named Lieutenant Chen who said 'lie down' and 'cold gel' and proceeded to press a wand against my belly with the clinical efficiency of someone who has seen ten thousand babies and is not impressed by any of them.
But then the screen lit up. And there was a baby. MY baby. A REAL BABY — not a blob, not a smudge, a baby. Head. Arms. Legs. Fingers. A nose. A spine. The heartbeat — visible, rhythmic, fast — filling the room with a whooshing sound that I felt in my own chest.
'Do you want to know the sex?' Lieutenant Chen asked.
'Yes.'
'Boy.'
A boy. A son. Ryan and Rachel are having a son.
Jen grabbed my hand. I couldn't breathe. Not from sadness — from fullness. From the sheer, impossible fullness of seeing your child on a screen and knowing he's real and knowing he's healthy and knowing that in twenty weeks he'll be in your arms.
I called Ryan. It was a bad connection — staticky, delayed. But he heard me.
'It's a boy, Ryan. We're having a boy.'
Static. Then his voice, broken and clear: 'A boy. Rachel. A boy.'
'He's healthy. Everything looks perfect. He has your chin.'
'He does NOT have my chin from an ultrasound.'
'He has your chin. I'm telling you.'
He laughed. I laughed. Static. Distance. Love.
I called Mom. Dad answered. I said, 'It's a boy,' and heard Kevin Abernathy — the man who communicates through eggs and gardening — say, 'A boy. DONNA. IT'S A BOY. DONNA!' followed by the sound of Mom taking the phone and crying.
We're naming him Caleb. Caleb James Abernathy. Caleb because Ryan likes it. James after Ryan's father, Steve James Abernathy (Steve goes by his middle name, but James is the given one).
I made Mom's celebratory meal tonight: her fried chicken. In my kitchen. In the cast iron skillet. The chicken was golden and crispy and I ate it alone at the table with the ultrasound photo propped against the salt shaker.
Hello, Caleb. Welcome to the Abernathy family. Your grandmother is already planning what to cook you. Your grandfather is already planning what to grow you.
You are loved beyond measure.
And you have your father's chin.
I had planned to make Mom’s fried chicken — and I did, actually, the cast-iron version I’ve been slowly perfecting since I married into this family — but this Chicken Marsala Bake is the recipe I keep coming back to on the days that deserve something golden and rich and a little bit special. It’s the kind of dish that feels like a toast in food form: warm, generous, and just fancy enough to mark the occasion without requiring you to hold yourself together while deep-frying anything. For a night when I was already crying into an ultrasound photo propped against the salt shaker, that matters. Make this for your biggest days. Caleb, someday I hope you make it for yours.
Chicken Marsala Bake
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 40 min | Total Time: 55 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts (about 6 oz each)
- 1/2 cup all-purpose flour
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1 teaspoon onion powder
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter
- 8 oz cremini or button mushrooms, sliced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 3/4 cup Marsala wine
- 1/2 cup low-sodium chicken broth
- 1/4 cup heavy cream
- 1 tablespoon fresh thyme leaves (or 1/2 teaspoon dried)
- Fresh parsley, chopped, for garnish
Instructions
- Preheat the oven. Heat your oven to 375°F. Lightly grease a 9x13-inch baking dish and set aside.
- Dredge the chicken. Whisk together flour, garlic powder, onion powder, salt, and pepper in a shallow dish. Dredge each chicken breast in the flour mixture, shaking off any excess.
- Sear the chicken. Heat olive oil in a large oven-safe skillet or heavy pan over medium-high heat. Sear the chicken breasts 2–3 minutes per side until golden. Transfer to the prepared baking dish.
- Build the sauce. In the same skillet, melt butter over medium heat. Add mushrooms and cook 4–5 minutes until softened and lightly browned. Add garlic and cook 1 minute more, stirring frequently.
- Deglaze with Marsala. Pour in the Marsala wine and chicken broth, scraping up any browned bits from the bottom of the pan. Let the mixture simmer 3–4 minutes until slightly reduced. Stir in the heavy cream and thyme.
- Bake. Pour the mushroom Marsala sauce evenly over the seared chicken in the baking dish. Bake uncovered for 25–30 minutes, or until the chicken reaches an internal temperature of 165°F and the sauce is bubbling.
- Rest and serve. Let the chicken rest 5 minutes before serving. Garnish with fresh parsley. Serve over egg noodles, mashed potatoes, or rice to soak up the sauce.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 410 | Protein: 42g | Fat: 18g | Carbs: 14g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 390mg
About the cook who shared this
Rachel Abernathy
Week 122 of Rachel’s 30-year story
· San Diego, California
Rachel is a twenty-eight-year-old Marine wife and mom of two who has moved five times in six years and learned to cook a Thanksgiving dinner with half her cookware still in boxes. She married young, survived postpartum depression, and feeds her family of four on a junior Marine's salary with a freezer full of pre-made meals and a crockpot that has never let her down. She writes for the military spouses who are cooking dinner alone in base housing and wondering if they're enough. You are.