Mid-March. Cody is on day four hundred and thirty-one of his sentence. The forty-fifth Saturday visit was Saturday morning. And the acceptance letter from the Tulsa Library teen writing program arrived in the mail Saturday afternoon, two days after I delivered the application packet to the library’s drop slot.
I want to write down the moment of opening the letter. The mailman dropped the envelope through the slot at three-fifteen. Mama had walked in the door from her shift four minutes before and was still in her work polo at the kitchen table. The envelope was a small business-size with the Tulsa Library logo in the corner. Mama saw it at the same second I did. She said, oh, baby. I picked it up. I sat down across from her at the kitchen table.
I opened it slowly. The letter was one page, on Tulsa Library letterhead, signed by the program director. The first word was Dear Kaylee. The third sentence had the word accepted. The eight-week summer workshop, four hours a Wednesday evening, with a different published Tulsa author each week as the workshop leader, starting Wednesday June sixth. I read the letter aloud. Mama cried at the kitchen table. I almost cried but did not because Mama was crying for both of us. She said, baby, you are going to do this and you are going to be good at it and your mama is going to be there at every reading. I said, I know, Mama.
And the recipe Sunday was chicken cordon bleu, which I had been wanting to try for months and which is the kind of milestone-week dinner I had been holding for the right occasion. The recipe is the classic — pounded chicken breast wrapped around ham and Swiss cheese, breaded, baked.
The math: two chicken breasts on the markdown rack $4.49, four slices of Black Forest ham from the deli $1.99 worth, four slices of Swiss cheese $1.99, eggs and breadcrumbs from the kitchen, butter, salt, pepper, garlic powder, paprika, fresh parsley. Total: about $9.40 for a dinner that fed Mama and me Sunday and Monday.
The technique is the pound-stuff-roll-bread-bake. You butterfly each chicken breast horizontally and pound it between plastic wrap to about a quarter-inch thick (the cutlet pounding from week 18, scaled up). You season the inside with salt and pepper. You lay two slices of ham and one slice of Swiss across the inside of each pounded breast. You roll the chicken tightly into a log, tucking in the ends. You secure with toothpicks. You set up a three-step breading station: flour, beaten egg, breadcrumbs mixed with parsley and paprika. You bread each rolled chicken, pressing the breadcrumbs to coat. You sear in butter in a hot oven-safe skillet on all sides until golden, three minutes per side. You transfer the skillet to a 375 oven for fifteen minutes until the chicken reads 165 inside.
You let the chicken rest five minutes before slicing into rounds. The rounds reveal the spiral of ham, cheese, and chicken inside the breaded crust. The cheese is melted but mostly contained. The ham is warmed but recognizable. Each bite has all three components.
Mama said, when I served it Sunday night, baby, this is the dinner my mama would have called restaurant food and meant it. The acceptance letter is on the fridge with a magnet. June sixth is on the calendar.
The recipe is below. The trick is the toothpicks — do not skip them. The toothpicks hold the rolled chicken closed during the bread-and-bake. Remove them before serving. The pound-and-roll is the same family of technique as the cutlet from week 18.
Baked Chicken Cordon Bleu
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 30 min | Total Time: 50 min | Servings: 3
Ingredients
- 3 boneless, skinless chicken breasts (about 6–8 oz each)
- 6 thin slices deli ham
- 6 thin slices Swiss cheese
- 1/2 cup all-purpose flour
- 1 large egg, beaten
- 3/4 cup seasoned breadcrumbs (or plain panko)
- 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese
- 1 tsp garlic powder
- 1/2 tsp paprika
- 1/2 tsp salt
- 1/4 tsp black pepper
- 2 tbsp olive oil or melted butter (for drizzling)
- Toothpicks to secure (optional but helpful)
Instructions
- Preheat and prep. Heat your oven to 400°F. Line a baking sheet with foil and set a wire rack on top if you have one — this keeps the bottom from getting soggy.
- Pound the chicken. Place each breast between two sheets of plastic wrap or in a zip bag. Using a rolling pin or meat mallet, pound to about 1/4-inch thickness. Even thickness is the goal so everything rolls and cooks evenly.
- Layer and roll. Lay 2 slices of ham and 2 slices of Swiss cheese on each flattened breast, leaving a small border around the edges. Starting from the shorter end, roll the chicken up as tightly as you can. Secure with toothpicks if needed.
- Set up your breading station. Place flour in one shallow bowl, the beaten egg in a second, and the breadcrumbs mixed with Parmesan, garlic powder, paprika, salt, and pepper in a third.
- Bread each roll. Dredge each chicken roll in flour, shaking off the excess. Dip in egg, letting the extra drip off. Roll in the breadcrumb mixture, pressing gently so the coating sticks all around.
- Bake. Place breaded rolls seam-side down on the prepared rack or baking sheet. Drizzle or brush with olive oil or melted butter. Bake 28–32 minutes, until the crust is deep golden and the internal temperature reads 165°F on a meat thermometer.
- Rest and serve. Let the chicken rest for 5 minutes before removing the toothpicks and slicing. The cheese will be melty and the ham layered inside — slice on a diagonal to show off the inside.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 480 | Protein: 52g | Fat: 18g | Carbs: 22g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 890mg