We're packing. Not everything — Jason is leaving most of the furniture, taking clothes and gear and the essential items a firefighter needs when relocating to a city where the winter temperature regularly hits negative forty. He's packing his cold-weather gear with the precision of a man who has fought fires in subzero temperatures and knows exactly what he needs: the layers, the boots, the insulated everything. I watch him pack and I think about the ways we prepare for cold — the physical preparations, the thermal layers, the wool and Gore-Tex — and the ways we don't prepare for the emotional cold, the chill of absence, the temperature drop that happens when someone leaves and takes their body heat with them.
I helped him sort. His things from my things. The archaeology of a relationship laid out on the bedroom floor: his flannel shirts tangled with my scrub tops, his fishing lures in the drawer with my hair ties, the shared seasoning collection in the kitchen that required an actual negotiation. He gets the smoked paprika and the cayenne. I keep the Datu Puti and the fish sauce and the calamansi concentrate. The vinegar was never in question. The vinegar is mine. Has always been mine. Will always be mine.
I made tinola while he packed. Chicken soup with ginger — the comfort soup, the sick-day soup, the soup for transitions and uncertainties and the specific sadness of watching someone fold their shirts into a duffel bag in the room you shared. The ginger bloomed in the hot oil and the house filled with the smell of warmth and I thought: this is what I'll have when he's gone. The ginger. The soup. The kitchen. The things that don't leave.
We ate the tinola together and it was gentle, the way tinola always is — not the sharpness of sinigang or the intensity of adobo but the gentleness of broth and chicken and vegetables, the soup that asks nothing except that you eat it. We ate and we didn't talk about Fairbanks. We talked about the soup. Sometimes the soup is the only safe subject. Sometimes the only honest conversation is the one you have with a bowl.
Three weeks. The shirts are in the duffel. The ginger is in the broth. The goodbye is in the room, sitting quietly, waiting its turn.
Tinola is what I made that evening, but this chicken and black bean soup is what I’ve been making since — the version that carries the same spirit of warmth and restraint, built from what I had in the pantry after the duffel bag was zipped and the door closed. It’s still chicken, still broth, still the quiet comfort of a pot on the stove doing its patient work; the black beans add a little weight, a little staying power, the kind of substance you need when the house is suddenly lighter than it used to be. This is the soup for after. The one that’s entirely, uncomplicated yours.
Chicken and Black Bean Soup
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 35 min | Total Time: 50 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs boneless, skinless chicken thighs, cut into bite-sized pieces
- 2 cans (15 oz each) black beans, drained and rinsed
- 1 can (14.5 oz) diced tomatoes, undrained
- 4 cups low-sodium chicken broth
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 jalapeño, seeded and finely chopped (optional)
- 1 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/2 teaspoon salt, or to taste
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- Juice of 1 lime
- Fresh cilantro, for garnish (optional)
Instructions
- Sauté aromatics. Heat olive oil in a large pot or Dutch oven over medium heat. Add the diced onion and cook for 4–5 minutes until softened and translucent. Add garlic and jalapeño and cook for another minute until fragrant.
- Brown the chicken. Add the chicken pieces to the pot and cook, stirring occasionally, for 5–6 minutes until lightly browned on the outside. The chicken does not need to be cooked through at this stage.
- Add spices. Sprinkle in the cumin, smoked paprika, oregano, salt, and black pepper. Stir to coat the chicken and aromatics evenly in the spices and cook for 1 minute to bloom the flavors.
- Build the broth. Pour in the chicken broth and diced tomatoes with their juices. Stir to combine and bring the soup to a gentle boil over medium-high heat.
- Add beans and simmer. Stir in the drained black beans. Reduce heat to medium-low and simmer uncovered for 20–25 minutes, until the chicken is cooked through and the flavors have melded together.
- Finish and season. Squeeze the lime juice into the soup and stir. Taste and adjust salt and pepper as needed. Ladle into bowls and garnish with fresh cilantro if desired.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 31g | Fat: 8g | Carbs: 28g | Fiber: 8g | Sodium: 520mg