I've been experimenting all week. The Roberto Project — that's what I'm calling it in my head, the ongoing effort to keep my father alive through better food — has taken over the kitchen. Jessica comes home from work and finds me surrounded by bags of almond flour, coconut flour, cassava flour, flaxseed, and what she described as "the entire health food aisle of Sprouts." She's patient about it. She knows what this means to me.
The tortilla experiments: Attempt 1 — almond flour tortillas. Taste: acceptable. Texture: like eating a flexible cracker. Verdict: Roberto would throw them at me. Attempt 2 — coconut flour tortillas. Taste: sweet, which is wrong. Texture: crumbly. Verdict: not tortillas, not food, not acceptable. Attempt 3 — a blend of almond flour and cassava flour with a little xanthan gum. Taste: close. Texture: flexible, pliable, actually holds together when you fold it around meat. Verdict: promising. Needs work. But promising.
I brought Attempt 3 to my parents' house on Thursday. Didn't tell Dad what they were made of — just handed him a tortilla with some of the chile-lime chicken and guacamole and said, "Try this." He ate it. Chewed thoughtfully. Looked at the tortilla. Looked at me. "This isn't flour." "No." "What is it?" "Trust me, Dad." He took another bite. "It's not terrible." From Roberto, this is the equivalent of a Michelin star. I'm not there yet, but I can see "there" from here.
At the station, the Captain's rhythm is settling in. I'm learning the administrative side — shift scheduling, equipment maintenance logs, budget requests, personnel files. It's less glamorous than fighting fires, but it's the machinery that makes the fires fightable. I spend mornings in the office and afternoons with the crew, and I've made a rule: I still cook on every shift. The Captain cooks. The Captain has always cooked. This isn't changing because I have a bigger office.
Travis the probie is improving. He's less golden retriever now and more... working dog. Focused, capable, still enthusiastic but channeling it into competence instead of chaos. I taught him how to make firehouse chili this week — ground beef, three kinds of beans, tomatoes, cumin, chili powder, a handful of dark chocolate chips (the secret ingredient that nobody believes until they taste it). He burned the first batch. Made a perfect second. That's the job in miniature: burn, learn, cook again.
Diego said "hot" today while pointing at the stove. His second safety word after "no." The boy is learning the kitchen. It begins.
Teaching Travis to make firehouse chili this week reminded me that the best lessons in the kitchen aren’t about perfection — they’re about the burn, the lesson, and the second attempt. While the Roberto Project keeps pulling me toward low-carb tortilla territory, what I keep coming back to at the station is a pot that bridges both worlds: the enchilada flavors I’ve been chasing through my almond-cassava flour experiments, and the bold, hearty soul of a proper firehouse bowl. This Cheesy Chicken Enchilada Soup is that bridge — it’s got the Tex-Mex depth Dad would recognize and the kind of stick-to-your-ribs warmth that makes a crew feel taken care of after a long shift.
Cheesy Chicken Enchilada Soup
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 30 min | Total Time: 45 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs boneless, skinless chicken breasts
- 1 can (10 oz) red enchilada sauce
- 1 can (15 oz) black beans, drained and rinsed
- 1 can (15 oz) whole kernel corn, drained
- 1 can (14.5 oz) fire-roasted diced tomatoes
- 3 cups low-sodium chicken broth
- 1 tsp ground cumin
- 1 tsp chili powder
- 1/2 tsp garlic powder
- 1/2 tsp onion powder
- 1/4 tsp smoked paprika
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- 1 1/2 cups shredded sharp cheddar cheese, divided
- 4 oz cream cheese, cubed and softened
- Optional toppings: sour cream, sliced jalapeños, chopped cilantro, tortilla strips, sliced avocado
Instructions
- Build the base. Add chicken breasts, enchilada sauce, black beans, corn, diced tomatoes, and chicken broth to a large pot or Dutch oven over medium-high heat. Stir in cumin, chili powder, garlic powder, onion powder, smoked paprika, salt, and pepper.
- Simmer the chicken. Bring the pot to a boil, then reduce heat to medium-low. Cover and cook for 20–25 minutes, or until the chicken is cooked through and registers 165°F internally.
- Shred and return. Remove the chicken breasts to a cutting board and shred using two forks. Return the shredded chicken to the pot and stir to combine.
- Add the cheese. Reduce heat to low. Add the cubed cream cheese and 1 cup of the shredded cheddar. Stir continuously for 3–4 minutes until both are fully melted and the soup is smooth and creamy. Taste and adjust seasoning.
- Serve. Ladle into bowls and top with remaining cheddar and any optional toppings. Serve immediately while hot.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 370 | Protein: 34g | Fat: 14g | Carbs: 24g | Fiber: 5g | Sodium: 810mg