The week after the acceptance is a strange kind of week — the tension that has lived in my chest since November has released, and in its place is a spaciousness that I do not know what to do with. The work continues — AP exams are in May, the valedictorian speech needs writing, the sickle cell project needs finishing — but the foundation question, the "where am I going" question, has been answered, and the answering has changed the texture of everything else.
Mardi Gras season is in full swing. In Louisiana, Mardi Gras is not a day — it is a season, starting at Twelfth Night and building toward Fat Tuesday with the inevitability of a roux darkening. I have been making king cake for three years now and each year it gets better. This year I braided the dough tighter, sugared it heavier, hid the baby in a spot that required actual cutting to find. I brought one to school on Friday and it was gone before fourth period. Jada got the baby, which means she has to bring the next king cake, which means she has to learn to make king cake, which means I am teaching her this weekend. This is how traditions propagate: through obligation disguised as celebration.
Daddy took me to campus Saturday — not an official visit, just a drive through, father and daughter in the truck, looking at the buildings where I will spend the next four years. He did not say much. He pointed at things. He said, "That's the library" and "That's the stadium" and "I think the science building is over there." He was wrong about the science building. I did not correct him. The drive was not about geography. It was about a man looking at the place where his daughter is going to become what she said she would become, and the looking was enough.
MawMaw Shirley is feeling better. I drove to Baker and she was in the kitchen, which is how I know she is well, because MawMaw Shirley in the kitchen is MawMaw Shirley at full strength. We made crawfish pasta — not étouffée, the pasta version, which is simpler and quicker and which she calls "the weeknight étouffée" because it has the same spirit in half the time. Her hands were steadier than last month. I noticed. I did not say anything. The arrangement holds.
King cake is technically the recipe that belongs to this week — I braided the dough, I sugared it heavy, I watched it disappear before fourth period — but king cake is a season-long project and what I needed after Saturday’s drive with Daddy, after sitting with MawMaw Shirley while her hands moved steady over the stove again, was something that carried that same enriched, celebratory sweetness without asking so much of me. Brioche French Toast Casserole is that recipe: pillowy bread soaked overnight, baked golden, the kind of thing you pull from the oven and the whole house smells like something good is happening. It felt right for a week where the foundation question finally had an answer.
Brioche French Toast Casserole
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 50 min | Total Time: 1 hr 5 min (plus overnight soak) | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1 loaf (about 16 oz) brioche bread, cut into 1-inch cubes
- 6 large eggs
- 2 cups whole milk
- 1/2 cup heavy cream
- 1/3 cup granulated sugar
- 2 tablespoons pure maple syrup, plus more for serving
- 2 teaspoons pure vanilla extract
- 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
- 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
- 1/4 teaspoon kosher salt
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, cut into small pieces
- Powdered sugar, for dusting
Instructions
- Prepare the baking dish. Grease a 9x13-inch baking dish with butter or nonstick spray. Spread the brioche cubes in an even layer in the dish.
- Make the custard. In a large bowl, whisk together the eggs, milk, heavy cream, granulated sugar, maple syrup, vanilla extract, cinnamon, nutmeg, and salt until fully combined and smooth.
- Soak the bread. Pour the custard mixture evenly over the brioche cubes, pressing down gently so every piece absorbs the liquid. Cover tightly with plastic wrap and refrigerate for at least 4 hours, or overnight for best results.
- Preheat the oven. When ready to bake, remove the casserole from the refrigerator and let it sit at room temperature for 20 minutes. Preheat your oven to 350°F.
- Add butter and bake. Dot the top of the casserole evenly with the small pieces of butter. Bake uncovered for 45–50 minutes, until the top is golden brown and the custard is set in the center (a knife inserted in the middle should come out mostly clean).
- Rest and serve. Let the casserole rest for 5 minutes before serving. Dust generously with powdered sugar and drizzle with additional maple syrup at the table.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 410 | Protein: 12g | Fat: 18g | Carbs: 50g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 340mg