Week 531 and I'm writing this from the couch at 10:30 PM while Megan is asleep on my shoulder, which means I'm basically immobile and have been watching a Brewers spring training recap for the past forty minutes with the volume at two. She's five months along now and every time she falls asleep leaning on me I just... don't move. Not for anything. She works so hard and the first trimester was brutal and the February was brutal and now March is here with its cold gray skies and I just want to let her sleep.
I've been cooking quietly. Like, quieter than I usually cook, which is already pretty quiet since we have a small kitchen and I've gotten good at not clanging lids. This week I made a big batch of turkey meatball soup — her latest craving is anything brothy and warm, which honestly suits me fine because I can do brothy and warm all day. Bay View in March is still 35 degrees and wet and the soup fills the apartment with a smell that makes the whole place feel like somewhere worth being. I posted the meatball soup on RecipeSpinoff and described it as "the soup equivalent of a weighted blanket" which I think is accurate.
I keep doing this thing at every appointment where I bounce my knee in the waiting room until Megan puts her hand on it and gives me a look. I can't help it. After February 2025 every milestone is a breath held until someone tells you everything's fine, and then you let it out and hold the next one. We're five months in. Everything is fine. I keep telling myself that like a guy who isn't scared, which I am, but also every single time I hear the heartbeat I think: there it is. There they are. Soup stays on the stove.
The soup is the main event these days, but once that pot is simmering and the apartment smells like something worth staying in, I always find myself looking for one more small thing I can do. These blueberry oatmeal cookies have become that thing — something I can put together quietly, mostly one bowl, while Megan’s resting. They’re soft and not too sweet and they make the whole place smell like we meant to be here. March being what it is, I’ll take every warm thing I can get.
Blueberry Oatmeal Cookies
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 13 min | Total Time: 28 min | Servings: 24 cookies
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 cups old-fashioned rolled oats
- 1 cup all-purpose flour
- 1/2 tsp baking soda
- 1/2 tsp ground cinnamon
- 1/4 tsp fine salt
- 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, softened
- 1/2 cup packed light brown sugar
- 1/4 cup granulated sugar
- 1 large egg, room temperature
- 1 tsp pure vanilla extract
- 1 cup fresh or frozen blueberries (do not thaw if frozen)
Instructions
- Preheat and prep. Preheat your oven to 350°F. Line two baking sheets with parchment paper and set aside.
- Mix dry ingredients. In a medium bowl, whisk together the oats, flour, baking soda, cinnamon, and salt until evenly combined.
- Cream butter and sugars. In a large bowl, beat the softened butter with both sugars until light and fluffy, about 2 minutes by hand or with a hand mixer on medium speed.
- Add egg and vanilla. Beat in the egg and vanilla extract until fully incorporated and the mixture looks smooth.
- Combine wet and dry. Add the dry ingredient mixture to the butter mixture and stir with a wooden spoon or spatula until just combined — don’t overmix.
- Fold in blueberries. Gently fold in the blueberries, being careful not to crush them. The dough will be soft.
- Portion the dough. Drop rounded tablespoons of dough onto the prepared baking sheets, spacing them about 2 inches apart. Flatten each slightly with the back of a spoon.
- Bake. Bake for 11—13 minutes, until the edges are just set and the centers still look slightly underdone. They firm up as they cool.
- Cool. Let the cookies rest on the baking sheet for 5 minutes before transferring to a wire rack. They’re best eaten warm, but they keep in an airtight container at room temperature for up to 3 days.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 108 | Protein: 2g | Fat: 5g | Carbs: 16g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 62mg